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SithChicks
Pairing: O/Other, Q/Other, O/Q
Category: Alternate Universe
Rating: NC-17 for the series; this episode NC-17
Disclaimer: George, you want me, come get me. I'm probably a
better writer than you anyway (not that that's saying much luv,
sorry...).
Warning: Character death.
Summary: Follows canon. Qui is dead, and in building a new
lightsaber Obi accidentally finds a way to move to different
realities, where he discovers many strange and wondrous things
in his quest to be with his beloved Master again.
Notes: I'm paying homage to the great SF author, L. Sprague
DeCamp with this story. Back in the 30's-40's he wrote the
definitive AU novel called "The Wheels of If", which conceit
I'm borrowing here. Thanks (as always) to Beta Readers Par
Excellence Fox, HiperBunny and Emrin Alexander. Thank you,
ladies, my cup runneth over with your support.
Obi-Wan reflected that initiating the transfer from a seated
position was probably better than standing. Not that he had
much choice in the matter: he had barely escaped the last
reality with his skin intact. But at least the transport was
away, and they had a good chance of making it to wherever they
were going.
Brushing off the layers of dust that coated his clothes and
hair, he stood, clipping his 'saber to his belt. He was still
just outside the western wall, a couple hours after dawn, but
this Temple was both better and worse than the last one. Not
exactly destroyed, nevertheless it was damaged and crumbling;
it looked as though it hadn't been maintained properly in
years. Coruscant was also silent, no traffic in the sky. But
there WERE sounds, of animals, and he sensed distant Force
signatures of people, so it was difficult to tell exactly what
had happened here.
He made his way into the Temple, shucking the black robe he
still wore from his last adventure. Deserted, the huge complex
was seemed oddly lonely, dusty, silent and rather depressing.
Once again, there was no power, but when he checked, he could
see some weak emergency power still glowing. He thought it
might not be impossible to get general power working again, and
a hot bath would be a glorious thing. Along with a nap, he
yawned, despite himself.
As he trudged, he reflected on the strangeness of his
situation. He had been to three different versions of the Jedi
Temple - four, if he counted his own, 'home' version - and
while only one had been pleasant and helpful, he would not have
passed up on any of them. Once again he realized that for the
first time since his Master died, he felt truly alive and
vibrant - he had a purpose in life again, and a goal that would
see him through. He would find a home for himself, and
that home would be with Qui-Gon Jinn. The thought made him
smile, and the absurdity of the smile almost made him laugh.
The elevators were not working, and the stairs looked iffy; a
bit crumbly and crowded with debris. But his Master's old
quarters were on the third level, and he felt he could probably
make it that far. If the furniture was still there, he could at
least catch some sleep before seeking a way to shower. And the
familiarity would help against the strangeness of seeing an
abandoned and deserted Temple.
While making his way up the stairs, a sudden skittering noise
made him jump - until he realized that the Temple was
undoubtedly infested with all sorts of animals. Looking around,
he realized that there were pieces of things that could only be
nesting materials scattered about, as well as pungent
droppings. He was more careful where he stepped; over the
years, having to deal with Qui-Gon's many pets made him more
aware of sharing his space with little creatures.
The third level was slightly less decrepit than the main level
had been. The level was mostly given to apartments, which were
mostly sealed - and it took a lot to wear down marble. He
finally reached his old apartment and stood for a moment,
leaning his forehead on the door. So many memories... if it
hadn't been for the desolation surrounding him, he could almost
have believed that once the door opened, he would find Qui-Gon
sitting on the sofa, his stockinged feet propped on the
battered old cocktail table, cup of tea near at hand, reading
one of his archaic paper books... The fantasy became so real to
him he could almost feel his Master's presence...
Shuddering, he finally managed to break free of his reverie to
prise the door open. It went easily, which rather surprised
him, but what was more surprising was inside. The front room
was dust-free and was exactly as he remembered it,
including some of Qui-Gon's mementos on the shelving unit. His
breath quickening and his gut clenching, he looked desperately
around, seeking his Master's presence in the Force... something
was behind the door to the bedroom.
Quickly he strode towards the closed door, but half way there,
he was struck from behind by a powerful force that slammed him
face-first into the wall. A horribly strong, tall body held him
pinned there, while a dreadfully familiar voice hissed into his
ear. "Who are you? How did you get here?"
"Master?!" Obi-Wan gasped, and was slammed harder against the
wall. A huge hand gripped his head and kept him faced away.
"I'm no one's master," the voice growled. "Who ARE you?"
"It's... it's me! Obi-Wan! Please..."
"Never heard of you," was snarled in his ear. "Did HE send you?
To tempt me... to kill me! No, he would want to do that
himself. But you've got a lightsaber..."
"Don't touch it! It's dangerous, it's-it's booby trapped. I
have your 'saber Master, in my pack..."
"I TOLD you. I'm NO ONE'S master. What do you mean, my 'saber?"
"Please," Obi-Wan almost sobbed. "Let me show you. I promise...
promise, I'm not here to hurt you. Please."
After a moment, the pressure was reluctantly lessened. He felt
his 'saber unclipped from his belt and heard it thump on the
sofa behind him. "Fine. Show me. One false move and I'll rip
your head off."
Carefully, Obi-Wan reached up to rub at the place where the
hand had pressed him to the wall, then slowly turned, taking
big gasps of air into tortured lungs. Behind him, arms crossed
and a thunderous expression on his face, stood Qui-Gon Jinn.
But it wasn't HIS Qui-Gon. This man had hair half-way down his
back, untidily braided, and his beard was scraggy and unevenly
trimmed. His tunics were a mess, stained and tattered, and
there was a wild light in his eye as he examined Obi-Wan from
head to toe. He twitched.
Slowly, Obi-Wan opened his satchel, never taking his eyes from
the man before him. His fingers trembled, and he found himself
fighting back tears of reaction at being so close to his Master
again. This was the situation that he could not have prepared
for, no matter how he had told himself he was ready for it, and
to see his Master in such a state... He pulled out the familiar
'saber and held it out to Qui-Gon, who snatched it away from
him.
"This is mine... my old 'saber. Where... how? HE broke it. I
saw him! HOW did you get this!" The big man looked to be about
ready to slam Obi-Wan back into the wall, but stopped as the
Knight held up his hands.
"I'll explain. It's... it's complicated. Please, let me
explain. All right?"
Eyes narrowing, Qui-Gon finally nodded. "All right. Explain.
Start with telling me why you're pretending to be a Jedi."
Leaning against the wall for support, for he was quite certain
that Qui-Gon wouldn't let him sit, Obi-Wan tremblingly licked
his lips and took a breath. "I am a Jedi," he started. "Not
here, not in this reality, but in mine. You... you were my
Master..." When Qui-Gon looked to shout another denial, he held
up his hand. "Yes, I know, but in MY reality, you were. Master
Yoda... he thinks it's something to do with alternate..."
"Yoda?" The name was spoken softly, and some of the madness
seemed to recede as he said it.
"Yes... Master Yoda. Where is he? What happened here? The Sith
had destroyed everything in some of the realities, but here..."
Snorting derisively, Qui-Gon said, "Sith. Right. Sith are dead,
all of them. And all the Jedi too. All of them. HE killed...
I...Yoda? You saw him? I know he's dead. I... watched him die.
You saw him?"
"In my reality, he's very much alive. All the Jedi are. All,
but.. but you. You died... you died in my arms on Naboo, I
never got to tell you..." Obi-Wan was feeling overwhelmed with
emotion. Shock and pity for the wreck Qui-Gon had become,
confusion over what had happened in his reality, and the
underlying joy at finding his beloved Master again. He wanted
so badly to reach up and touch that face...
"What's Naboo? Where? I'm not dead... though I wish I were
sometimes. I'm so lonely. He's seen to that. Killed them all...
made me... I'm all alone." Qui-gon suddenly focused on the
younger man. "He'll kill you too, you know. Once he finds out
you're here. Unless... did he send you?" He stepped closer,
menacing, but Obi-Wan didn't flinch.
"Mas... Qui-Gon. No one sent me, nothing but the Force. Let me
help you. Are you talking about Palpatine? He was the leader of
the Sith on the last..."
"Who? No. Palpatine is dead. And Valorum. And Yoda, and Mace...
all of them. Dead. I should have killed him when I had the
chance... but I loved him. So much..." Suddenly, Qui-Gon buried
his head in his hands and began to cry, great wracking sobs
wrenching themselves from his body. Slowly, Obi-Wan walked to
him and gently took him into his arms, soothing the convulsing
body gently, while unnoticed tears slipped down his own face.
"There... it's all right. I'm here for you now, Mas, I mean,
Qui-Gon. I'm here." The big man's arms came up and he clung to
Obi-Wan, like a drowning man seeking purchase on a floating
spar. Obi-Wan maneuvered them to the sofa, where he gently
forced Qui-Gon to sit, carding the strands of hair away from
the bearded face.
Finally, the sobbing subsided, and Qui-Gon pulled away, looking
at the younger man with honest confusion, rather than madness,
in his eyes. "Who are you?" he whispered.
Calming himself, Obi-Wan opened to the Force and found his
center, then used it to project to Qui-Gon, seeking to give the
big man some comfort and sanity. "My name is Obi-Wan Kenobi.
I'm from a different reality, a different 'if', where I was a
Jedi Knight, the former Padawan Learner to Qui-Gon Jinn," he
said slowly, watching the ideas take root in the Jedi Master's
tortured brain. "I've found a way to move among the realities.
I'm seeking... I'm seeking, I guess, a happier ending than what
I had... when you died in my arms on Naboo, my life was
shattered. The Force is helping me re-write my history, and I'm
going to follow it to the best of my ability." Continuing his
gentle stroking of the shaggy hair back away from his Master's
face, Obi-Wan continued. "I know it sounds crazy. It sounds
crazy to me too. You'll just have to... to trust me. I don't
want to hurt you, I'm not your enemy. Please... you can trust
me."
Obi-Wan could feel the connections being reformed in the
tatters of thought that passed for Qui-Gon's mind. It was
obvious that whatever had happened here, had all but destroyed
the big man, had driven him to the edge of madness and perhaps
beyond. Now that he concentrated, Obi-Wan could feel the
tendrils of darkness that followed Qui-Gon like a cloud of ink,
seeking entrance through the wide cracks in the man's sanity.
Carefully, gently, Obi-Wan insinuated himself around Qui-Gon's
aura, driving off the darkness to the best of his ability,
protecting the man that could have been his Master from the
oiliness that surrounded him.
Qui-Gon closed his eyes and sighed as he felt the dark recede
before this bright light of the Force sitting before him. For
the first time in years, he felt better in control, better able
to think clearly. He opened his eyes and looked, really looked,
at his companion. "Who are you?" he asked again softly. This
question had nothing to do with the earlier one, and both men
knew it.
"Someone who loves you," Obi-Wan whispered, touching the
bearded face lovingly, his eyes bright with tears. "Let me help
you. Please."
"Obi-Wan Kenobi," Qui-Gon said, tasting the name on his tongue
as he looked at the younger man wonderingly. Then, with a deep
breath, he continued. "I don't know that you can."
"Let me try."
Both men sat still, in the empty, crumbling Temple, surrounded
by memories, darkness, light, and hope. Finally, Qui-Gon
nodded, his eyes sane but haunted. "All right."
The first thing that Obi-Wan sensed about Qui-Gon was that his
center was destroyed. Dredging up memories from all the times
his Master had helped him, Obi-Wan painstakingly worked with
Qui-Gon to restore that center and calm serenity so missing in
the big man's life. Although all they did was sit and share
meditation, before long they were both drenched in sweat from
the mental exertion. But after a few hours' work, the madness
which had had Qui-Gon Jinn in a tight grip seemed to have
ebbed.
Opening his eyes, Obi-Wan found himself watched from the other
end of the sofa. "I haven't felt this calm in years," Qui-Gon
said slowly, wonderingly. "If nothing else, I owe you my life
for this."
Shaking his head, Obi-Wan looked down. "I'm only doing what my
Master would have done," he smiled, sadly. "I remember how
angry I used to get when he would bring home another pathetic
lifeform, and after you were gone, how I wished I could have
apologized and encouraged you."
"Pathetic lifeform," Qui-Gon mused, his mouth smiling but his
eyes not. "Yes, that's a good description of me at the moment.
Of what I've become over the last... heavens. Is it really
years? That long since, since he destroyed it all?"
Gently, carefully, Obi-Wan asked, "Can you talk about it now?
Who is he, the one you have been talking about? Can you explain
to me what happened here?"
Frowning, Qui-Gon looked back at him. "You really aren't from
around here then, are you."
Shaking his head, Obi-Wan smiled ruefully. "No, I'm not. But
I've seen two realities where the Temple was in ruins and the
Jedi gone, and both times were from the Sith. But you said the
Sith were dead."
"The Sith didn't need to do this," Qui-Gon said, standing
slowly and stretching out kinked muscles. "We did it to
ourselves. Come, let me repay your kindness with some food. I
don't have much..."
"I have some in my satchel," Obi-Wan said, realizing that
hunger was winning out over tiredness at the moment. "Let's
pool what we have and you can tell me the tale."
The smile Qui-Gon gave him well nigh stopped Obi-Wan's heart,
it was so much like his Master's. He swallowed around the lump
in his throat and stood, putting his satchel on the table as
Qui-Gon rummaged through the cupboards in search of food.
Shortly a scratch meal was laid out and the two men set to
hungrily. After the first pangs were assuaged, Qui-Gon began to
speak, his eyes focused on the table, his fingers shredding a
piece of bread to crumbs before him.
"My first Padawan was Azerina Insad," he started, and Obi-Wan
gently interrupted him.
"I remember," he said softly. "I only met her once, but you
talked about her a lot."
"She's still alive in your world, then," Qui-Gon said, not
looking up. "She died in the first wave here. He... he singled
her out specially since she and I had been so close."
Continuing, Qui-Gon's voice was a monotone. "Rina made me
proud. She was such a wonderful Knight, so strong and steadfast
in the Force. After a couple of years, I thought it best to
find another one such, and in my excessive pride I took one
that others had thought too dangerous, too strong-willed... but
in my infinite wisdom I was certain I could mold the lad into
one of our best."
"Xan.." Obi-Wan began, but Qui-Gon cut him off, one hand
reaching across the table to take his wrist in a bruising grip.
"Don't. Please," he said, eyes bright. "I can't bear to hear
that name again. He... he's done so much to me..."
// Force! // Obi-Wan thought. // Xanatos did all this? How? //
After a moment, Qui-Gon continued. "He was everything any
Master could want in a Padawan. Beautiful, gracious,
intelligent, quick-witted... I know now, my infatuation with
him blinded me to what he really was, to the monster that
lurked inside him. He surpassed all physical and mental
challenges, was the epitome of everything Jedi. We - we were
inseparable.
"By the time he turned eighteen, he had pretty much gone
through the entire Temple, breaking hearts the way some break
eggs. But at eighteen, he decided on bigger prey... me. I was
powerless against him... truly, Obi-Wan, I was!" There was a
pleading note in Qui-Gon's voice that made Obi-Wan wince. "I
really tried to refuse him; what he wanted was wrong, it went
against every rule in the Temple, every moral I held dear. But
he would not be refused. I failed as a Master, and he came into
my bed."
Tears were once again slipping down Qui-Gon's cheeks,
unnoticed, as his trembling fingers continued to grind crumbs
into tinier pieces. "Before long, I was completely under his
sway. I've never been one to hold much with the Code or the
Council anyway - I'm known for being a renegade - but with him
backing me up, I began to break rules left and right. When it
came out that we were lovers, I defied the Council. The Senate
was in an uproar at the splitting of the Jedi along party
lines, for I refused to leave the Order and there were those,
mostly younger Knights, who followed me. Us. I thought I was in
the right. The Council were hidebound, anal-retentive
traditionalists, and it was good for them to be challenged. I
thought... I thought he loved me, would stand by me.
"When the murders began, all on the opposition side, I still
wouldn't believe. Mace came to me, to plead with me... you see,
he had figured it all out. He knew who it was behind all this,
who had seduced me, who had already turned to the dark. He
tried to make me see but I wouldn't. My pride, my love for
him wouldn't let me. We argued. When he insulted
him I lost control. I-I killed Mace."
Obi-Wan couldn't prevent the gasp that escaped. His Master and
Mace had disagreed many times, but he knew they were friends.
Qui-Gon glanced up at the little sound, but saw only sympathy
and shock on the face of the young man opposite him. He closed
his eyes in pain, briefly, then looked back down.
"I wanted to turn myself in for punishment. But he came in, and
he saw the body and just laughed. Laughed. I was angry, I
yelled at him but he just came and kissed me, hot, so hot,
then, then... then he knelt before me and took me into his
mouth and..."
Qui-Gon stopped for a moment, his breath hitching in his chest.
After a moment, he continued. "I never knew what happened to
the body. I should have known then what he was, what I had
become, but I still lived in denial. It wasn't until Yoda..."
Qui-Gon looked up at Obi-Wan then. "Mace was a friend but Yoda
was my Master. He went too far. As Yoda lay dying in my arms,
he managed to convince me of the wrongness in him. So I went
looking for him, intent on killing him and myself. He was gone.
"I didn't know, but he'd been in touch with his father, who was
a wealthy man. He had bought himself an army of mercenaries, a
few Senators, and had gone to ground with one of them, the
pompous ass Palpatine. Called himself a Sith. Idiot. He killed
Palpatine first, when he no longer had use for the Senator.
Then Valorum, so he could take control of the Senate through
his puppets. He didn't want the power, he already had that. He
wanted the chaos. And that's what he got."
Swallowing, Qui-Gon reached for a glass of juice and took a big
swig. "That was - let's see. Twelve years ago, or thereabouts.
As far as I know, the Jedi are extinct. At least I hope they
are. I'm all that's left."
Stunned, Obi-Wan sat back in his chair. Of all possible
realities, of all things to have happened, this one was
probably the worst. He could understand the Sith coming back
and destroying everything, he could understand him dying with
Qui-Gon, him dying instead of Qui-Gon... but that one man, one
single man turning to the dark, could wreak such complete and
utter devastation... "I don't... I can't..." he shook his head.
"Qui-Gon, you told me about Xa.. about him. You killed him.. in
my world. He had turned and he forced you to kill him. But how
could he have.. single-handedly..."
Qui-Gon had his head in his hands, and even from across the
table Obi-Wan could feel the headache pounding there. He stood
and moved to the bigger man and put his hands on the shaggy
head, sending healing Force energy into him. After a moment,
deep blue, troubled eyes met his. "And you tell me you're from
another reality? How can you tell me something so patently
unbelievable and not understand this?" Qui-Gon's voice was
mild, not accusatory, just stating facts. "So many strange
things have happened to me in the last dozen years. I never
imagined my life would end like this. But it has. Nothing can
surprise me any more, nothing."
Taking a deep breath, Obi-Wan surprised himself by yawning. He
realized he was bone- tired and in desperate need of sleep
about the same time Qui-Gon did. "You're welcome to use my
bed," the older man said with a slight smile. "It's still
fairly stable. There's no running water in the 'fresher, but I
can take you to the showers in the upper gym later, I've got
some gravity flow rigged up. It's not much..."
"I've had worse, Master," Obi-Wan said, then winced as he
realized his unconscious use of the honorific. "I'm sorry..."
"It's all right. But from how you've helped me, perhaps I
should be the one calling you that," Qui-Gon said sadly. "Go on
with you. Rest. I'll be here when you wake."
Quirking a smile, Obi-Wan rose and said, "Thank you. I'll take
you up on that."
The bedroom was austere and the bed a bit rickety... but the
bedclothes were soft from long use and clean. Obi-Wan shucked
out of everything but the black pants, and after a moment,
removed those too, pulling on a pair of white leggings. Rather
than get the clean sheets dirty with his dusty body, he lay
down on top, using his cloak for a blanket. It wasn't long
before he was asleep, so he never knew when Qui-Gon came into
the room to stand at the foot of the bed and look at him.
Not wanting to get his days and nights mixed up, Obi-Wan only
allowed himself a four-hour nap, which was enough to refresh
him but not make him groggy. When he returned to the main room,
he found Qui-Gon on the balcony, his 'saber lit, doing a slow
kata - the tenth. Quietly, Obi-Wan moved out to the balcony and
joined him, without his 'saber since he dared not light it.
Qui-Gon's moves were a bit stilted, as though he had not
performed the kata in a long time, but Obi-Wan was still able
to match him well.
Finishing, Obi-Wan moved smoothly into the twelfth kata, the
kata of serenity. After a false start, Qui-Gon matched his
movements. They finished together, then turned towards each
other and bowed. Qui-Gon had an interesting expression on his
face as he looked at Obi-Wan. "I have not felt enough at peace
to do that for... longer than I care to admit," he said. "Why
didn't you use your 'saber?"
Raising one eyebrow, Obi-Wan said, "I think I mentioned
earlier. It's... ah, well, it's kind of booby-trapped. Trust
me. You don't want to turn it on. I've been using yours,
I'm afraid, when I needed to."
Qui-Gon looked at his 'saber for a long time. "I think perhaps
then that this is yours more than mine. How did you come by
it?"
Swallowing, Obi-Wan said, "It's a long story. But I would
prefer you keep it, please. It never has felt right in my
hands."
They stood in a pregnant silence, staring at each other.
Clearing his throat, Obi-Wan finally spoke again. "I think you
mentioned the possibility of bathing. I would cheerfully sell
my soul to the Sith at the moment for such a luxury, if it can
be accomplished." As soon as the words left his mouth Obi-Wan
winced internally, but Qui-Gon seemed not to notice his
insensitivity.
"Of course." Qui-Gon remained still for a moment after
speaking, then motioned the younger man inside. Gathering his
satchel, Obi-Wan followed Qui-Gon out of the apartment and
upstairs, three flights to the Promenade. Smaller gyms ringed
the long, covered balcony which wrapped around the central
pillar, and in one of these, Qui-Gon had devised a gravity flow
shower which was fed by rainwater cisterns. The water was tepid
but fairly clear, and Obi-Wan delighted Qui-Gon by producing
two bars of soap from his satchel.
"You... I mean, my Master always told me," Obi-Wan said,
handing one bar to the older man, "in certain situations, soap
is more than worth its weight in platinum. I've always tried to
bring along a couple of bars when I knew I'd be away for a long
time."
Looking curiously at the bar in his hand, Qui-Gon said in a
dreamy voice, "I used to tell that to Rina. She always laughed
at me, but always carried soap with her. I couldn't get that
girl out of the tub some days, I told her she should have been
born a frog." Sill wrapped in memories, Qui-Gon began removing
his old and tattered tunics, quickly stripping down to his
undergarments. Obi-Wan, still bare-chested from his nap,
unselfconsciously removed the rest of his clothes and stepped
into the stall, pulling the rope to quickly douse himself.
Qui-Gon watched him, a curious hunger in his eyes. As Obi-Wan
stepped away from the stall to soap himself up, Qui-Gon took
his place, copying his movements. Trying for a normal voice, he
said, "Care to tell me about how you ended up with my 'saber
now?"
Not looking at the bigger man, Obi-Wan began to talk, his voice
virtually the same curious monotone Qui-Gon had used earlier.
"It's a... well, all right. I went with... my Master to Naboo,
we were sent on a Trade Federation dispute."
"A what?" Qui-Gon asked, glancing at then quickly looking away
from the younger man.
"The Trade Federation... I guess they never assumed power here.
They were a miserable collection of petty bureaucrats who
delighted in making everyone's life miserable," Obi-Wan
explained. "They had set up a blockade around Naboo, disputing
the taxation of trade routes out to the Rim. Chancellor Valorum
asked Qu... my master and me to go and mediate a settlement."
Soaping his hair, Obi-Wan paused. "You know, the funniest thing
I remember from that trip is that you told me the negotiations
would be short. Instead, the Trade Federation invaded Naboo and
put their Queen in danger."
Obi-Wan stepped back under the hose and pulled the string
gently, using the Force to direct the gush of water as
uniformly as he could. Then he stepped out and let Qui-Gon take
his place. "We found out later it was the Sith. Somehow. I know
now... it was Palpatine, he was the Sith Lord, which is why we
were sent in the first place. We fought this... this thing on
Naboo, a demon it looked like, ugly as sin, but one hell of a
fighter."
Lost in the memories, Obi-Wan stood still and looked at the
floor and the water swirling down the drain. His voice was very
soft. "We fought it, and it was too good. You got ahead of me,
you didn't wait for me, and it killed you. I managed to
kill it, barely, with your 'saber because mine got shoved down
a melting pit. For my troubles, I got the privilege of
arranging your immolation and taking on my first Padawan before
your body was cold. That damn kid! Your precious 'chosen one.'"
With an effort, Obi-Wan got control of himself again and
remembered where he was. He looked up to see a soaking wet,
naked Qui-Gon, face a mask of sympathy, staring at him. "I'm
sorry," Obi-Wan mumbled, grabbing the clean cloth Qui-Gon had
set out as a towel. "I-I... it wasn't you. But that's what
happened. My Master came upon this incredibly Force sensitive
kid on Tatooine and, well, before I knew it, I was being shoved
aside. Make way for the chosen one. Poor kid... it wasn't his
fault he was so much better than me."
Quietly, gently, Qui-Gon stepped out of the stall to stand
before Obi-Wan. Hesitantly, he took the younger man's face in
his hands and forced him to look up. "I know it wasn't me. And
I'm still not sure I understand or believe all that you're
telling me. But I'm sorry. If it means anything, anything at
all, I'm sorry."
Trying and failing to smile, Obi-Wan said, "Thank you. You see,
I was going to ask yo... my Master to bond with me. On my
knighting day. I-I loved him. To be so easily pushed aside,
well, it hurt."
"Your Master was a fool, Obi-Wan," Qui-Gon said quietly.
"Addled as I am, dark as I've become, I can see the power, the
goodness in you. I would have been proud to be your bondmate."
"You're not dark," Obi-Wan said softly, finally finding his
smile. "You are surrounded by it, but it hasn't gotten to you
all the way."
Qui-Gon swallowed, still tenderly holding the young Knight's
face in his big, damp hands. "You don't know... the darkness is
there. I've nearly gone mad fighting it. I HAVE gone mad
fighting it. I don't know if I have the strength..."
"I'm here now, Qui-Gon," Obi-Wan said quickly, bringing his
hands up to cover those on his face. "I can help you. I will
help you. We'll drive the dark off."
There was a lump in Qui-Gon's throat, and a clenching in his
gut as he looked at the luminous creature before him. // Could
it be? // he asked himself, // could it possibly be after so,
so very long? // He brushed his thumb over a generous lower
lip, and aloud said, "You don't owe me, Obi-Wan. Mine is not
your fight; I am not your Master. I appreciate what you've done
for me, but the danger..."
"I am a Jedi, Qui-Gon Jinn," Obi-Wan said firmly. "And as my
very wise Master once told me, danger shared is danger halved.
I choose this fight, if you'll let me."
"Then I accept your help." Quickly turning away, Qui-Gon picked
up the other drying cloth. "Let's get dressed, I've got a truck
garden one level down, there should be some ripe vegetables for
dinner."
Not certain how to accept the sudden change of subject, Obi-Wan
merely stayed quiet and dressed, then followed Qui-Gon out of
the gym.
The truck garden was small, in a sheltered spot, and there were
several ripe vegetables. Though still early in the season,
there were some fruit trees bearing as well, ones that Obi-Wan
remembered well, and he still had some cheese and bread left
from his second trip. On their way back to the apartment,
Qui-Gon told him there were still some pockets of civilization
left on Coruscant, the nearest several klicks away, but he
sometimes took fruits and vegetables there to barter for flour,
butter, honey and other things he could not make himself. "But
no soap," he smiled wryly, "it's too expensive. I've missed
being really, really clean."
They ate lightly, drinking water, and talking. Obi-Wan found
himself describing his life in a much more vibrant Temple, and
Qui-Gon smiled in memory. Then Obi-Wan talked about his
incredible journeys, describing in detail the odd sensation of
seeing his face on someone else. Qui-Gon laughed, amused and
appalled, still incredulous at the tale.
At one point in the conversation, Qui-Gon reached behind
himself to pull on his long mane, which had become tangled in
the chair slats. "Damn hair," he muttered. "Need to cut it
again."
Grinning, Obi-Wan said, "Here. Let me help. Do you have a
comb?"
Frowning back, Qui-Gon answered, "That's all right. You don't
have to..."
"But I want to. I know where I saw it." Dashing into the
'fresher, he returned with a large wooden comb, then moved
behind Qui-Gon and began teasing out the tangles. "I've always
loved your hair," he murmured, throwing himself into the job.
"But I've never even imagined it this long."
"It's more of a nuisance," Qui-Gon said, clearly uncomfortable
at the attention. Obi-Wan was oblivious as he stroked and
combed the luxurious strands, and finally Qui-Gon relaxed
somewhat, leaning back into the touch.
By the time Obi-Wan was done, and had the hair neatly plaited
and tied off, Qui-Gon's eyes were closed and he was smiling
gently, a serene expression that Obi-Wan had nearly despaired
of seeing. "That looks better," he murmured, not referring to
the neatened hair but to the face of the man before him.
"You're welcome, Qui-Gon." After an awkward pause, Obi-Wan
said, "I'm afraid I'm not long for this world. Four hours of
sleep was just not enough to get me caught up. If you've got an
extra pillow, I'll just sack out on your sofa..."
"Nonsense." Qui-Gon said, still smiling. "My bed is plenty big
enough. I mean..." He suddenly looked shocked at his own words.
"I didn't mean to imply..."
The sudden heat and tension in the room was palpable. Obi-Wan
wasn't sure how to respond, what to say, but his brain suddenly
disengaged and his mouth took over. "It has long been my dream
to share your bed, Qui-Gon," he murmured, then abruptly turned
away. "I'm sorry."
Qui-Gon looked shocked and dismayed for a moment, then abruptly
stood and grabbed the smaller man by the biceps. "What I had
with Xa... with him..." he still seemed incapable of saying the
name, but continued anyway, "was unnatural, immoral, evil. I
know that now. My eyes are open, and they see you. Can we...
can we... comfort... each other? Will you, Obi-Wan?"
The young Knight stared long into deep, indigo depths before
answering, and when he did, his voice sounded strange to his
ears. "My eyes are open too, Qui-Gon. They see a pure heart
that has been besieged and hurt beyond belief." Shaking loose
of the arms that gripped him, Obi-Wan reached up and caressed
the lines of care on a dear face. "Whatever I can be to you, I
will be. Let this be our beginning."
Almost incapable of speech, Qui-Gon nodded. "A beginning. My
beginning. My Obi-Wan..." He leaned down and met lips eager for
the touch, eager to devour, to please and be tasted with joy.
He moaned deep in his throat and then they were clutching at
each other, providing solace and heat and at least lust, if not
love.
They dragged each other to the bedroom, where clothing was
removed quickly and gracelessly, and where they fell together
on the bed, eager for the touch of skin to skin. Qui-Gon was
more than willing to allow the younger man to take the lead,
and Obi-Wan's hunger was such that he barely noticed. Nearly
helpless with need, he covered Qui-Gon's body with kisses and
licks, tasting the bigger man frantically, as though afraid he
would disappear at any moment, hissing when their erections met
as they ground together.
Finally, Qui-Gon lifted his hands to the smaller man's head,
whispering, "It's all right, slowly, slowly," as he gently
reversed their positions, tasting in turn. Obi-Wan arched his
back and gasped as a tongue slowly swept down his chest, across
aching nipples. His cock was rigid and leaking by the time
Qui-Gon finally reached it, and he couldn't prevent the shout
of need and pleasure that broke free from deep within him as
Qui-Gon gently swallowed his manhood.
He wouldn't last long. He couldn't last long. Obi-Wan scrabbled
at Qui-Gon's shoulders, dragging the older man up his torso and
sealing their lips together as he maneuvered himself back on
top. Qui-Gon let his legs fall open and Obi-Wan settled between
them, their genitals bumping and causing both of them to moan.
With a sudden, smooth movement, Qui-Gon lifted his legs,
spreading them wide, a blatant invitation that nearly pushed
Obi-Wan over the edge.
"Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you," he panted, fingers
already drifting low between them to caress at an opening.
"Yessss," hissed Qui-Gon, back arched and eyes tightly closed.
"I need this. Please. I don't care if you hurt me. Please."
// I care, // Obi-Wan thought, sending a tendril of the
Force to gently loosen tight muscles and prepare his partner.
Another thought and his penis was encased in a slick Force
sheath, and he was rising to his knees, pulling Qui-Gon up to
him, slowly pushing into the warm, tight body and it was
glorious.
"Master..." He sobbed, beyond coherent thought as he fell into
the bigger man. He had just enough lucidity left to realize his
tenuous hold over the Force was gone, and to keep himself from
simply driving deep and hurting, before he was coming, body
spasming and convulsing as his seed was projected deep.
"Oh please oh please ohpleaseohplease..." Qui-Gon was gasping,
feeling the splash of heat inside him but not quite there.
Barely able to function, Obi-Wan managed to grasp the long
thick penis in one hand and pump, thumb spreading the leaking
fluid around the tip and probing the slit. That was all that
was necessary; Qui-Gon arched and came, wailing in triumph and
despair.
They made love twice more that night, and each time Obi-Wan was
the taker. Qui-Gon refused to do the taking; would not allow
the younger man to take him into his body. But he would use his
mouth for pleasure, and rimmed Obi-Wan for most of a half hour
until the Knight was a quivering, inarticulate bundle of
randomly firing nerve endings.
As they lay, tangled together in the crepuscular light from the
window, Obi-Wan's sated mind began to wonder about Qui-Gon's
behavior, and he came to a few, not very nice, conclusions. He
didn't realize he was broadcasting his feelings until he heard
the sigh resonate through the chest on which he lay.
"He - he liked being hurt, liked it rough," Qui-Gon murmured
softly. "And it didn't take me long to realize that I
liked hurting him. That's when I began hating myself, I
think." He fell silent for a few moments, while Obi-Wan
concentrated on projecting love, acceptance, and sympathy.
"I've made a vow to never hurt another being again. I won't,
Obi-Wan, not even accidentally."
Obi-Wan lifted his head and looked at the familiar features.
"No, you won't. You are Qui-Gon Jinn. You may not be the man I
grew up with, but you are, nonetheless, him. And he is a good
man, an honest and true man. Your heart has been wounded, but
it can heal, Qui-Gon. It can."
The older man's eyes closed in pain, and Obi-Wan could feel
shields slam up around ripped and bleeding emotions. He knew
there was more here than what Qui-Gon was telling him, more
pain and agony the Master had gone through and was reluctant to
admit. But Obi-Wan firmly believed he could help, he could win
through and heal the shattered heart before him. He levered
himself up until he was draped across the big body once again.
"Tell me how I can help. Can we get off Coruscant, away from
him?" Obi-Wan asked, dipping his head to lick and nibble at a
strong throat.
The dual sensations of having a warm body draped over him and a
talented tongue working on his neck conspired to partially
remove Qui-Gon's inhibitions on talking about his former
Padawan. "He controls all the... ah. Oh, that's so nice... he
controls all the outbound transports, and there are precious
few of them. He.. he has, unnnn..." Obi-Wan's lips latched on
to a nipple and he worried it gently before laving it with his
tongue. "Everyone's afraid of him, no one will cross him... he
owns everyone left on the planet."
"Why haven't you fought him? Why, for that matter, hasn't he
killed you? Surely you are the better fighter," Obi-Wan
murmured, punctuating his speech with nips and licks.
"I was, perhaps," Qui-Gon admitted, "but I'd not only lost my
'saber, I've lost my center, Obi-Wan. I can't fight any more."
// That's not true now, // Obi-Wan thought to himself. He could
tell the older man was regaining his serenity and calm more and
more with every passing hour.
"As to why he hasn't killed me..." Qui-Gon's eyes closed again,
this time in resignation. "He likes to torture me. He visits
me, sometimes, to gloat. He knows I can do nothing... nothing
against him..."
"Then let me be your champion," Obi-Wan said. "Let me fight him
for you, and for all those he has killed."
"I can't allow that," Qui-Gon said, slowly, trying - and
failing - to be firm. Truth was, he wanted this, wanted Obi-Wan
to make just such an offer. Or had before... before they had
become lovers. Now, he wasn't so sure. The young knight had
done so much to bring him back to his serenity...
"Let it go, Qui-Gon," Obi-Wan said, projecting his words with
Force. "You cannot carry the galaxy on your shoulders. Let me
help you." While they had been talking, Obi-Wan had been
maneuvering his body just so, and now he sank back onto
Qui-Gon's renewed erection slowly. The big man's eyes grew
large, and he gasped.
"No! Obi-Wan..." His words degenerated into a moan of delight.
"Yes," gasped Obi-Wan, the stretch and burn of the unlubricated
invasion quickly giving way to pleasure as he concentrated on
loosening his muscles. Qui-Gon's cock was huge and filled him
completely, delightfully. "Oh, gods," he panted, his own cock
becoming rigid once more with the sensation.
He slowly began to rise and fall, Qui-Gon's face a mask of
pleasure, his mouth open to an "O" of agonizing ecstasy. "Oh,
it's good... it's sooooo good..." he groaned, reaching up to
caress the phallus weeping over his belly. The two lovers
ground together for some time, giving and taking their pleasure
until coming in a blaze of shared bliss, shouting their joy
aloud.
And far away, in an underground, heavily defended bunker, a
dark-haired man, who's eyes glowed with madness, listened to
the lover's endearments and laughed.
When Obi-Wan and Qui-Gon finally managed to drag themselves out
of bed, they ate lightly, then, by mutual agreement, exercised.
Qui-Gon proved to Obi-Wan - if not to himself - that he could
still fight, that his body had not forgotten what his mind
apparently had. He moved smoothly through battle katas, and
when Obi-Wan suggested they find something to spar with, he
readily agreed.
There were still wooden practice 'sabers in many of the gyms,
including the one where Qui-Gons' impromptu shower was set up.
They chose two and spent several happy, breathless and
exhausting hours whanging away at each other with them,
grinning fiercely. Finally, Qui-Gon called a halt. He was
breathing heavily and sweating, but his face was transcendent.
Roughly he embraced the younger man, and both laughed.
"Whoever you are, wherever you've come from," Qui-Gon said,
kissing Obi-Wan tenderly, "you are a gift from the Force. One I
had no right to receive."
Returning the kiss, Obi-Wan grinned up into the face of his
erstwhile Master. "On the contrary," he said, "you have every
right to receive it. And it's MY gift as well." After a moment,
he gently broke free and took the bigger man's hand. "Pah. You
stink. Let's go shower."
Outwardly, Qui-Gon laughed and followed his new lover to the
showers. Inwardly, he wondered if he would be able to live up
to the pedestal this young Knight seemed determined to place
him upon. There was so much that Obi-Wan didn't know...
They stripped together, shoving sweaty tunics aside in a bundle
to be washed later, then stepped into the stall. Qui-Gon found
himself unbelievably hardening again at the sight of the wet
young man before him, and he noticed that for some reason
Obi-Wan seemed to have the same reaction. Grinning slyly,
Obi-Wan reached a soapy fist out and clasped the Master's
firming shaft, soaping and massaging it until Qui-Gon groaned.
"Something you want, there, love?" Obi-Wan asked huskily,
kissing the bigger man hungrily then turning, his hands on the
wall of the stall.
Nearly maddened with desire, Qui-Gon pressed two soapy fingers
at the entrance to Obi-Wan's body, causing the young man to
arch and moan in delight. He was still loose and somewhat slick
from their previous encounter, so Qui-Gon wasted no time.
Gently nudging the Knight's legs further apart and holding him
tightly by the hips, he entered Obi-Wan in one sure stroke,
then began pumping firmly in and out, the rhythm guaranteed to
drive them both to the brink of insanity.
"Qui-Gon!" Obi-Wan wailed, his come splashing against the wall
in hot spurts. Qui-Gon leaned forward and buried his head in
wet, tawny hair as he too came, sobbing his reaction.
"I love you," he gasped into Obi-Wan's ear as his spent penis
slipped from the younger man's body. "You've given me back my
light."
Turning, Obi-Wan embraced the man, gripping him tightly. "It
never left, Qui-Gon," he panted, "it never left."
After calming down and finishing their shower, Qui-Gon
introduced Obi-Wan to the rest of the Temple; showed him how to
wash clothing in the rainwater, took him to other gardens,
mostly gone to seed, and explored with him. With the help of
the lightsaber, they got into a sealed storeroom Qui-Gon had
never managed to breach before, and discovered still good
clothing, bedding, boots, small electronics, even some
non-perishable food that had been tightly sealed. Their
afternoon tea was a feast, and Qui-Gon reveled in wearing
tunics that hadn't been patched dozens of times before.
They talked as they ate, Obi-Wan espousing possibility after
possibility while Qui-Gon watched him with amusement. The
Knight proposed returning limited power to the Temple, building
solar panels for heating water, even trying to find shuttles in
working order to escape the planet and go elsewhere.
Finally, he petered out, giving the older man an exasperated
look across the table. "What?"
Qui-Gon laughed lightly. "Nothing. It's just... I've not been
this happy in years. Even if I never leave this hellhole, as
long as I have you..."
They grinned at each other like idiots for a moment, then
Qui-Gon slapped his thigh. "Well, grand plans need grand
valuta. Let's go to the garden and see what might be worth
harvesting and trading. Then tomorrow we can go to that enclave
I told you about. With all the other stuff we've managed to
find, we just might be able to afford soap."
"It's a start," Obi-Wan said, pleased at the contentment
evident in Qui-Gon. "Let's go."
There were several ripe vegetables available, and by the
morning, there would be many more, Qui-Gon determined. He and
Obi-Wan carefully harvested, then moved among the trees of the
fruit garden to see if anything else was ripe yet. He was
boosting Obi-Wan up to look at one limb, tickling him as he did
so and making them both laugh, when a silky voice from behind
them made both men freeze.
"My, my. How... domestic, Master. I see you have a new toy."
Dropping lightly, Obi-Wan whirled and took Qui-Gon's head in
his hands. He could feel the big body trembling with suppressed
reaction, and projected as strongly as he could. // Center,
Qui-Gon. Center. You can do this. You CAN. //
After a moment, the trembling eased and they both turned to
face the interloper. Xanatos was tall, though not as tall as
Qui-Gon, and dressed head-to-foot in black. // Of course, //
Obi-Wan noted wryly. The patrician face would have been
handsome, beautiful even, if it had not been twisted into a
sneer, and if the light of madness had not been so evident in
the black eyes. "Hello, Xanatos," Obi-Wan said evenly. "Qui-Gon
has told me much about you."
Xanatos looked the young Knight up and down, a leisurely,
insulting appraisal. "So. You're my Master's new fuck toy.
Pretty. I'll bet you taste good too." Qui-Gon started and
growled deep in his throat, but Obi-Wan gentled him with a
touch. This made Xanatos laugh. "Oh, my, you've got the beast
tamed! How clever of you. But you made one mistake, pretty
boy."
Obi-Wan could not afford to lose his calm detachment, and in
truth, felt no where near doing so. For some reason, coming
face-to-face with this monster was not nearly as bad as he
thought it would be. "And what would that be, Xanatos?" He
asked. His calm demeanor and voice appeared to rile the other
man, which satisfied him.
"He's MINE," Xanatos hissed. "THAT'S the mistake you made.
NOBODY fucks my Master. Nobody but ME."
"He's not your Master any longer, Xanatos," Obi-Wan said in the
same level tone of voice. "He stopped being your Master the
moment you turned. It just took him a while to realize that."
From the corner of his eye, Obi-Wan could see Qui-Gon giving
him an incredulous look, and he could feel the waves of sudden
understanding emanating from the big man. "He belongs to no one
but himself now," Obi-Wan continued, directing his words as
much to Qui-Gon as to Xanatos. "You have no hold over him any
more."
His jaw working, Xanatos spat out, "Oh, is that right? Well.
Perhaps I can persuade you otherwise." Turning to Qui-Gon he
said, "Let me tell you about pretty boy here, Master," he
purred. Obi-Wan noted that he never stepped closer than thirty
feet away from them, as though he were afraid to come closer...
which he may have been. "I did some checking in the Temple
database when I got back from off-world last night. He's no
Jedi. He's just a farmer... washed out of the initiates, never
got taken as a Padawan, went to the agri-corps on Bandomeer. I
don't know what kind of shit he's been feeding you, but it's
all lies."
Smiling sadly, Obi-Wan said, "So that's what happened to me in
this reality. It almost happened in mine," he told Qui-Gon.
"You had sworn never to take another Padawan since your last
one had turned and you were forced to kill him." He looked back
to Xanatos, who was shifting from foot to foot, nearly
snarling. "Pity you never finished the job here."
"What a crock of shit," Xanatos spat. "Alternate realities my
ass. He's feeding you a load Master, so he could get into your
pants. That's all."
Qui-Gon turned ponderously, forcing himself to look away from
his former Padawan to the man standing beside him. His brain in
a turmoil, he reached for the Force... and found it, rich and
bright and whole, waiting for him - in Obi-Wan. His center
snapped back into focus, the trembling ceased completely, and
his serenity descended like a warm, comforting blanket. "He
is a Jedi," he murmured, brushing Obi-Wan's hair back
from his face. "He's more Jedi than I ever was, I think. More
than you ever could have been, Xani. And he's right," he added,
turning to his former Padawan. "You have no hold over me any
more."
The man in black was almost frothing at the mouth as he watched
the byplay between the two men. Figuring that an attack against
Obi-Wan would not succeed, he turned to the Knight, this time
attacking his former Master. "Oh, you think he's so noble, so
good, do you? I can tell you things about him, 'Obi-Wan
Kenobi'... things that will change your mind. Ask him! Ask him
who killed Mace Windu then had sex over the still warm body!
Ask him to tell you who planned the overthrow of the Council,
who planned blowing up the Council's transport as they left on
retreat! Go on! Ask him who killed Yoda!"
Qui-Gon crumpled in on himself as the vitriol spewed from his
former student. He couldn't look at Obi-Wan, couldn't let the
younger man see his guilt, his darkness, all the lies and the
hatred. Once again, Qui-Gon relived the moment when his former
Master gave up his life in order to bring home to him the
darkness in Xanatos. This is where Obi-Wan would leave him, he
was certain.
To his incredulity, he heard the level, cultured tones beside
him never waver. "I know all about that, Xanatos," Obi-Wan said
quietly. "He has been hurt and the darkness has hunted him. But
unlike you, the darkness never completely claimed him. He's
finding his way back to the light, Xanatos. And I will stay
with him until he does."
Swallowing, Qui-Gon looked at Obi-Wan, wonder and overwhelming
love flowing off him in waves. "I was right," he whispered, one
hand coming up to brush lovingly against a soft cheek. "You ARE
a gift from the Force."
Obi-Wan smiled brilliantly and gently kissed the fingers that
caressed his cheek. From across the grove, they heard a howl of
rage and the familiar snap-hiss of a lightsaber igniting, then
Xanatos was charging with super-human speed, aiming for
Obi-Wan.
Automatically, Qui-Gon drew and ignited in one smooth stroke,
the vibrant green blade meeting the dark yellow one in a clash
of sparks. "I don't think so, Xani," he said calmly. "We're
long past due for this, don't you think?"
Stepping away, Obi-Wan couldn't help the soft protest which
left his lips. Shooting him a quick, sad smile, Qui-Gon said,
"I know, Obi-Wan. But this is MY fight. I created him, now I
must deal with the consequences."
It was like Naboo all over again, Obi-Wan thought to himself.
He dared not light the 'saber clipped to his belt, and he had
no other way of protecting or defending Qui-Gon. All he could
do was watch as the battle played out across the peaceful
Temple grove.
Xanatos had the advantages of speed and youth, but Qui-Gon was
a formidable fighter, especially now that his center was
returned to him, and he had trained the warrior he faced. The
battle wove back and forth, and Obi-Wan could very nearly see
the cloud of anger and hate that followed Xanatos, that gave
impetus to his attacks. But Qui-Gon never faltered, never let
the dark come near him.
Age finally took its toll. Qui-Gon came down wrong and slipped
on a patch of grass, and wasn't able to recover before Xanatos
came in for the kill, running him through his left shoulder, in
nearly the same spot as the Sith had. As Obi-Wan screamed,
moving towards the combatants, he saw an incredible mix of
emotions wash over Xanatos' face... horror, anguish, fear,
satisfaction, regret; they were all there. Qui-Gon was on one
knee before his former student, who stood frozen over him, his
'saber still impaling the big man. As Obi-Wan ran towards them,
he saw the green 'saber lift, as though in slow motion, and run
Xanatos through the heart.
Both 'sabers withdrew as their owners fell back. Xanatos
wailed, "Master..." as his nerveless fingers opened and he
tumbled over, dead. Obi-Wan managed to catch Qui-Gon before he
fell, holding him gently, straightening his limbs.
"Good. Now it's my turn," was the gasped reply. "I've redeemed
myself."
"NO! Please," Obi-Wan begged, sobbing. "Don't do this to me
again, Master!"
Smiling sadly, Qui-Gon reached his hand up to caress the soft
cheek. "I'm sorry, Obi-Wan. But my Master... waits for me...
like yours waits... for you." He pressed his 'saber into the
young Knight's hand. "Take this. You'll need... it..." he
gasped, fading fast. "I love you. You've saved me. The Force...
will be with you... always..." Qui-Gon turned his head a
little, smiled and whispered, "Master..."
And then he did die, fading into the Force, leaving Obi-Wan
holding nothing but a handful of old tunics.
At least there was nothing to burn this time, Obi-Wan reflected
numbly. He was not about to give a proper Jedi immolation to
Xanatos, even if such sentiment was petty. He left the body
where it was, to rot.
He moved the tunics back into the apartment, and collected his
things, taking some of the small electronics, an extra pair of
short boots and some food they had gathered from the store
room, as well as Qui-Gon's spare 'saber crystals. He had
already removed the topazes from Xanatos' 'saber, rendering it
inoperable. Then he tidied up, placing the tunics on the bed,
and sealing the apartment after him.
With his Master's 'saber, he carved into the door an epitaph.
Jedi Master Qui-Gon Jinn The Last Jedi Warrior for the Good
Guardian of Peace Redeemed at the Last Rest in the Force
By the time he was done, the sky was darkening towards night.
He walked out to the main garden and sat down in a shaded
corner. "Good-bye, love," he whispered into the breeze that
caressed his cheek; then he pulled out his 'saber and turned it
on.
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