WARNINGS: Not really.I don't use betas so all mistakes are
mine.
DISCLAIMER: They are not mine and I make no money with them.
SUMMARY: Sometimes it's better if you don't get what you want.
FEEDBACK: Yes please, send it my way.
Notes: // This indicates Obi-Wan's thoughts.//
After all the waiting, the teasing, the uncertainty,
tonight,finally, they were going to do what they both had
dreamed of for years.Tonight nothing was going to stop them,
not the Council and all their damn rules, nor their own doubts
and fears. It was time to let that go and live in the moment,
as his Master liked to say.
Yes, after all the time he had spent watching and desiring his
Master, tonight, he'll have him, taste him, he was going to do
all the things he had only dreamed about.
Tonight the wait would finally be over. Tonight he would take
his Padawan and to all the Sith's hell with Yoda and Mace and
all those unfeeling fools who knew nothing of love and passion.
Yes, tonight he would make love to Obi-Wan,the beautiful body
of the young man would be his to do with it as he
wanted.Tonight, he was going to do more than simply watch and
desire his Padawan.
Obi-Wan sat nervously on his Master's bed.He was waiting for
Qui-Gon to come out of the 'fresher.He had also showered,
wanting to be clean and fresh for his Master.
Finally the door opened and Qui-Gon came out, wearing only a
blue silk robe,it fell to his ankles, covering the large,
perfect body that Obi-Wan was sure hid beneath. His long hair
looked as silky and soft as his robe. He was truly a beautiful
sight.
Qui-Gon looked at Obi-Wan, the young man was only wearing his
brown cloak. The harsh color and material only made Obi-Wan
look more tempting; his red-gold hair shined like polished
copper and his tanned face looked incredibly handsome against
the dark colored cloak.He wanted to rip the damn thing off his
Padawan's body and run his hands all over that golden skin.
"Do you want me to turn the lights off Obi-Wan?",Qui-Gon wanted
to see all of his Padawan, but he didn't want to make him feel
uncomfortable or scared. He knew this was going to be Obi-Wan's
first time, and he wanted everything to be perfect for him.
"No Master, I...I want to see you",Obi-Wan was nervous but he
was sure his Master would never harm him or disappoint him in
any way.
"Very well.Why don't you stand up and we'll both take our robes
off at the same time",Qui-Gon suggested, thinking that Obi-Wan
would be more comfortable if they undressed that way.
"Yes I think that's a good idea",Obi-Wan stood up and put his
hands on the belt of his cloak,biting his lips nervously when
he saw Qui-Gon doing the same.
Qui-Gon saw the gesture and, hoping that this would help
Obi-Wan relax, he turned around.With his back to his Padawan,he
asked softly, "Ready, Obi-Wan?".
"Yes Master",Obi-Wan's voice was barely a whisper.
Slowly, they undid their belts and let them fall to the floor.
Next, their hands started to peel off a silk robe and a Jedi
cloak, until they too, fell down.
And finally, they stood naked and Obi-Wan's eyes could finally
feast upon his Master's perfect body....
//Oh Force,what's that all over his body?!//,Obi-Wan couldn't
believe what he was seeing.The body he had dreamed of for so
long,the perfect skin he had pictured, was nowhere to be seen.
And he couldn't see it because it was covered with hair. Now,
he loved his Master's long,silky hair and he had been expecting
some chest hair as well, but this was too much!.He could see
hair covering Qui-Gon's shoulders, his back, and, Force help
him, even his buttocks!.
He had always wanted to touch Qui-Gon's skin, to run his hands
over that back and muscular ass.He had imagined himself kissing
and licking every inch of his Master. But how could he kiss
this, and licking was way out of the question!. He didn't want
to cough up hairballs for the rest of the night. Maybe some
people hairy men sexy, but he certainly didn't!.
No,this could not be happening to him,not after so many months,
years of dreaming of this moment.All those lonely nights
fantasizing about this and now...now he couldn't bring himself
to touch Qui-Gon.But he didn't want to offend his Master. How
could he turn him down gently?.
Qui-Gon turned to face his Padawan, impatient to see his
Obi-Wan in all his glory.He couldn't wait to taste those lips,
that wonderfully soft ... paper white skin. Qui-Gon blinked.
Obi-Wan's torso was so pale that it almost disappeared in the
white paint of the wall behind him.
He had been expecting to see an attractively tanned body, but
the tan began and ended on Obi-Wan's face and forearms. He
looked as if he was wearing a mask and gloves!. Qui-Gon tried
not to laugh, but his Padawan looked really funny.All that
heavy Jedi clothing had obviously not been good for Obi-Wan.
And now ,Qui-Gon didn't think he could touch Obi-Wan, he had a
hard time keeping a straight face already .But he didn't want
to hurt Obi-Wan.How to tell him ,delicately, that maybe it
would be better for them not to do this.
"Master I.."
"Padawan I don't think..."
They started talking at the same time and stopped, both of them
unsure of what to say.
"Err, Master I think that, well, that I'm still not ready..."
"Padawan I think we should wait a bit longer..."
They stopped talking and looked at each other, both a little
surprised at what the other had just said.
"Master you want to wait?".Obi-Wan hoped he had heard right.
"Padawan, we don't have to continue if you think you're not
ready yet",Qui-Gon said,his voice full of understanding and
relief.He still loved his Padawan, but he realized he no longer
desired him.
"Thank you Master",Obi-Wan put his cloak on hurriedly and,
bowing a little awkwardly, he left his Master's bedroom. He was
glad his Master was so patient and understanding. He loved him,
of course, but he didn't want to have sex with him anymore.
Qui-Gon put on his robe and sighed a little sadly. He realized
he shouldn't have left his fantasies of a perfect lover
overcome his common sense. He was certainly old enough to know
that looks could be deceiving and, after all, no one was
perfect.
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