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Archive: M-A

Rating: Definately NC-17

Pairing: Xanatos/Sirion

Warnings: all warnings you can imagine

Spoilers: NONE for canon...some for Shades of Grey

Disclaimer: Mr. Lucas created and owns the Star Wars characters and the Expanded Universe, we just decided to expand it a bit more and to play. No profit and harm intended.

Notes: This is our first fic to be posted. It's part of a larger story. Thanks Archangel...writing as partners with you is way cool.

Summary: A Nightmarish encounter.

Feedback: Yes, please.

Sirion

I see you. I can smell you. You reek of sex. MINE. You ARE MINE. I taste you. You drive my hunger... I feel your pain, I want your blood...

I know where have you been... she will be dead by the morning. You still fight me.

I love it.

You try to resist me… You can't. I am all you need. I am all for you.

This WILL never change, and you know it too.

What you see in me dear brother... I want to get inside you, to crawl under your skin, to rip your heart, to burn your soul, to see you bleeding in the ashes left after my inferno.

Xanatos:

I can feel him near me, I know what he wants. Why can't this stop? Why won't he stop.

He tells me he loves no other like me. Ha, what the fuck does he know of love? To him pain, humiliation, my submission are love. I don't want this. I am powerless to stop it. I know he will want me again. I will say no. I will mean it, next time.

Does he know he is killing my soul? Does he even care? Oh, he says my beauty is his weakness. I don't believe a fucking word he says. I am my brother's whore.

In that secret place...I know I need this. That's what he sees.

Sirion

Skin... sweat... mmmmmm, sex... How I love the sight of you bleeding on my bed, my brother.

These chains suit your wrists more than the syntherion braces.

Your skin is torn...Ahhh... Inside you, where I belong.

Yes... move..

Fight...

Try to get away...

RESIST ME!!!

Feel me deep and hard. Feel my dagger kissing your neck... Can you hear the hissing in my soul?

CAN YOU?!

Do you even know what you do to me? Do you know your dark beauty scourges me alive, drives me insane with desire...

Cry for me. Live for me. Die for me.

Come for me.

SEE ME.

I look into your eyes. I see your pain, I see your loathing, I see your desire ...

What you see in mine? Can you survive me? I think not.

Can you defeat me? You cannot. Can you deny me? Not till the end of eternity.

Can you love me? I don't know... I wish... I wish... Bleed for me my love, burn me, fuck me...I love you. I love cutting you, I love tormenting you, I love burning you, I love fucking you...

in chains, cuffed to my bed, your lily skin on the scarlet satin, sweating... covered with semen and ...with me...

YES...Harder... Faster...Come... Feel me...

ME...ME... ONLY ME...

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!!!

I... love... you...

Xanatos:

I DON'T WANT THIS! I belong to ME. I am so sick in my soul.

Stop.

Don't.

Hurt.

YOU ARE TEARING ME APART!

You keep telling me over and over of YOUR love, YOUR need.

The dagger at my throat... my death, or your desire?

This isn't love.

Oh, fuck... I have to fight.

The chains are biting into my wrists.

NOOOOOO!

STOP!

I WILL NOT SUBMIT!

I hate you, even as I love you.

I see the crazed desire in your eyes as you hurt me.

You still claim this is love.

I will never give you what you have always wanted...my heart.

You can torture this body for the eternity we will share...but you will not have my love.

Fuck...oh this is not love

Oh fuck...so hard.

I can't fight coming with you inside me....you know my secrets too well.

Can't submit...fuck me harder.

Don't love you...harder.

Won't love you...that's it...HARDER.

I am coming.

Why do you kiss me tenderly, like a lover when you are done. You whisper ,"I love you."

I say it back....in my mind

Sirion:

I am done. For countless time I feel defeated… by you. Why? I don't know. I have to take this down. I don't want others to see the bruises on your wrists.

Blue syntherion braces, wide enough to cover all traces. My gift for you? No They are my gift to my pride. Now all is hidden, you are free... to leave me...

You always do. Just walk away without a word. Do it again.

GO!!! NOW!!!

Why are you still here? Want to see my soul? Ha ha ha ha ha ha......

You cannot see in the dark my beloved. What?!! You touch me?!!!! Why are you touching me?

Don't...don't... touch me...

DO NOT TOUCH ME!!!!!!! I cannot resist... I will not... Don't play with me...

Do not embrace me... fear me, loath me... HATE ME... for the things I do to you.

I... cannot... stop... holding you...

Don't look at me that way...

DO NOT SAY THIS!!!

I wish I could stop, but I WILL not... You worth the price I pay...each time I say...

I... love...you...

Xanatos:

You take the restraints down. Your hands trembling, slightly.

You sit on the side of the bed.

What will I do? Leave. I can't.

I do something I don't even understand. I reach over and put my arms around you.

You lay back on the bed with me. I move over next to you and put my head on your chest.

You wrap your arms around me.

Silence.

I whisper, "I love you."

I look up.

I am stunned by what I see...tears.