Revelations

by TJ



Archive: M-A, yes

Category: First Time, BDSM

Rating: NC-17

WARNING: This story gets pretty rough. No non-con sex but definite B/D and humiliation, with a little S/M thrown in. If rough sex squicks you, just hit the delete key now.

Summary: After a mission gone bad, Qui-Gon helps Obi-Wan with some self-discoveries.



The Jedi master strode through the palace halls, his boots echoing on the stone as he walked. He had felt his padawan's surprise, then nothing. The palace residents took one look at the intense Jedi and scurried away. They all knew Lord Randorf had taken a liking to the younger of the Jedi. And Lord Randorf was accustomed to getting what he wanted.

Qui-Gon came upon a set of heavy wooden doors. A subtle touch of the Force showed them barred from the other side. It showed Obi-Wan on the other side as well, in a less than voluntary state. Calling upon the Force, Qui-Gon flung the doors open revealing a very surprised Lord Randorf and a very relieved Obi-Wan Kenobi.

Lord Randorf felt an invisible hand grip his throat as the Jedi master took in the sight of his abused padawan. The younger man was on his knees, naked and bound with a crude gag stuffed in his mouth. The sight sent a variety of emotions surging through Qui-Gon, but this was neither the time nor place.

The sound of Lord Randorf dropping to his knees drew Qui-Gon's attention. The man was clawing frantically at his throat, his face turning an interesting shade of purple. Qui-Gon watched him for a moment as he considered choking the bastard to death. He looked back at his apprentice and a slight shake of the man's head made his decision. He released his hold and watched impassively as the man drew in great gulps of air.

"You...you will...pay..." Lord Randorf gasped out as he glared at the Jedi who had dared to attack him.

"Do you truly wish to die?" Qui-Gon asked, his voice whisper quiet. "The only reason you still live is because you did not accomplish what you set out to do. Make no mistake about it, if you had raped him, I would have killed you."

Qui-Gon waited for his words to sink in before turning his attention to his still bound apprentice. Slowly he walked over to where Obi-Wan knelt. The young man had his head down, his eyes locked on the floor. The master could feel the waves of humiliation rolling off his apprentice and reached out to gently stroke his head. A small patch of shorn hair on the back of his head immediately caught his attention.

Forcing down another wave of anger, Qui-Gon began to remove his bindings. He began with the gag. Once he had it out of Obi-Wan's mouth he saw it was much larger than he thought and was appalled at the size of it. Next, the ropes that bound the man's elbows tightly together forcing his shoulders back and chest forward in a lewd display. The soft moan of pain as the bonds were loosened set the master's emotions roiling yet again. Lastly, he released the man's wrists. They were chaffed and bleeding in places and Qui-Gon rubbed them gently.

"Where are your clothes, Padawan?" he asked softly as he continued to caress the abused wrists.

"He burned them," Obi-Wan replied, his eyes never leaving the floor. "Said I belonged to him now and wouldn't need them anymore."

Without a word, Qui-Gon removed his robe and wrapped it around his apprentice. Obi-Wan snuggled down into the soft fabric and breathed in the scent of his master. An act that had never failed to calm him, no matter the circumstance.

As gently as he could, Qui-Gon reached out and tipped Obi-Wan's head up, forcing the younger man to look at him. He could see shame and humiliation in those soft green eyes and felt a fresh surge of anger at the man who had put it there.

"You have nothing to be ashamed of, my Padawan," Qui-Gon said softly. Obi-Wan tried to turn his head away, but Qui-Gon tightened his grip and held him in place. "I understand more than you think I do and you have nothing to be ashamed of."

"Yes, Master," Obi-Wan replied, not truly believing his master but trying to.

"What happened to your tail?" he asked gently as he rubbed the shorn place on the back of his padawan's head again.

"He... he took it," Obi-Wan whispered as tears stung his eyes. "As a souvenir."

Qui-Gon's eyes went dark as he turned to face Lord Randorf again. In two quick strides he was in front of the man. Before he even had time to think, the Jedi master pinned him to the wall, their faces mere inches apart.

Randorf thought he was going to die. The enraged Jedi was snarling in his face. Never in his life had he seen such anger. He began to shake as he quickly snaked a hand down to his belt and pulled out the small lank of hair he had cut from the younger man.

With a growl, Qui-Gon took the hair from the quivering man. He reconsidered killing the bastard for a fleeting moment, but his padawan needed him. Taking himself in had, Qui-Gon turned around and returned to Obi-Wan's side. Seeing the young man had not moved from his position on the floor, Qui-Gon merely scooped him up and headed back to their rooms. Just as soon as he had his padawan settled he was making a call to Coruscant and they were getting off this Force-forsaken planet.




The call to the Coruscant went as Qui-Gon expected it to. Every single member of the Council understood his actions and knew they would have done the same. They were of the unanimous opinion that Lord Randorf was lucky to be alive.

They were given leave and were headed off the planet within the hour. Qui-Gon was grateful for the hasty departure as he was unsure how much longer he could keep his temper in check. But the Jedi's biggest concern was his padawan.

For his part, Obi-Wan seemed to be handling things well. He did not shy away from his master's touch, even when Qui-Gon insisted on helping bathe him. He was, however, reluctant to part with Qui-Gon's robe, so the master let him keep it.

It took three days to return to the Temple. Each day Obi-Wan seemed a bit more himself, though more quiet and introspective than was his norm. Qui-Gon watched him closely. He knew there were things they needed to discuss and come to terms with. There were also a few things Qui-Gon himself needed to come to terms with, like what the sight of his bound and kneeling padawan had made him feel.




After a week at the Temple, Qui-Gon had had enough. He had requested the Council not send them on any missions until he had helped Obi-Wan overcome what had happened. They had agreed. But in the past week, there had been little progress on Obi-Wan's part. It was obvious the young man needed to talk. And it was just as obvious that he did not know how to approach his master with this. Well, Qui-Gon would just have to take matters into his own hands.

"You are troubled, Padawan," Qui-Gon stated as the other man emerged from the fresher.

"Yes, Master," the young man replied dutifully, perhaps it was time.

"Would you like to talk about it?" he asked gently. Obi-Wan just looked at him for a moment, unsure how to proceed.

"I think I need to," he replied, answering but not answering the question asked.

"Very well," Qui-Gon replied. He sat down on the sofa, making himself comfortable. He had a feeling this was going to take awhile.

"I'm not sure where to begin," Obi-Wan said at last. "I'm confused."

"What are you confused about?" Qui-Gon asked.

"My feelings. My reactions." The young man fell silent for long moments. Qui-Gon waited patiently. If he had learned nothing else from this particular padawan, he had learned to be patient. All things came to those who would but wait.

"I... When he tied me down... I was... it... aroused... me," Obi-Wan finally managed.

"Has this ever happened before?" Qui-Gon asked, doing his best to keep his voice cool and detached. So that was what had plagued his padawan so. He had not expected his body to betray him.

"No," Obi-Wan replied softly. His eyes were fixed firmly to the floor. "But then I've never been in a situation like that before either."

"So what is it that troubles you so?" Qui-Gon asked. "Is it just that it aroused you?"

"Yes," came the soft answer. "I... How could I like that? I mean, he tried to..."

"I know," Qui-Gon said gently. He could tell Obi-Wan was very upset by his self-discovery. And it looked like it was up to him to help his padawan through it.

"Do you trust me, Obi-Wan?" Qui-Gon asked suddenly causing the young man's head to snap up.

"Only with my soul, Master," Obi-Wan replied, deadly serious. There was no one he trusted more than the man before him.

"You do realize that I love you, do you not?" Qui-Gon continued. "And not as just my padawan, either."

"Yes, Master," Obi-Wan replied softly. "And I, you."

"Then I want you to do exactly what I tell you," Qui-Gon said. "You will not question me but you may fight me if you wish. Do you think you can do that?"

Obi-Wan looked at him. His confusion was evident but he nodded his agreement none the less. This was his master, after all.

"Stand up and strip," Qui-Gon said, his voice cold and hard. The sound of it sent a shiver down Obi-Wan's spine but he stood to comply almost immediately.

Qui-Gon watched as his soon-to-be lover undressed. He quietly steeled himself for the role he was about to play. It would be difficult, but it would answer a good many questions for his padawan. And maybe for himself as well.

"Now what?" Obi-Wan asked once he was naked. He shivered suddenly as the thought of what he was doing occurred to him. While he had been naked in his master's presence any number of times, this was completely different.

"Kneel, cross your ankles and put your hands behind your back," Qui-Gon replied.

He waited until Obi-Wan had done as instructed before standing and walking over in front of the young man. Using the Force, he wrapped tight bonds around his lover's ankles and wrists, immobilizing him. Obi-Wan looked at him, his eyes fierce and confused but Qui-Gon ignored him.

Instead, the Jedi master reached out and grabbed his hair, holding his head firmly in place. With his other hand, Qui-Gon freed his erect penis from the confines of his leggings. Obi-Wan's eyes went wide at the obvious implication. He felt his own body begin to respond at both the treatment and the man dishing it out.

"Open your mouth, boy," Qui-Gon snarled at him as he pressed the head of his phallus up against his padawan's lips.

Obi-Wan's eyes went hard and he shook his head as much as Qui-Gon's grip would allow. He clenched his lips together grimly and stared at his new lover. He thought about using the Force against the other man, but decided against it just yet. Using the Force against a Jedi master was not something to do lightly. Even in a situation such as this.

Qui-Gon let go of Obi-Wan's hair and moved back a step. Obi-Wan continued to stare at him as the man seemed to contemplate his next move. Out of nowhere, the back of Qui-Gon's hand connected with his face, sending him sprawling on the floor.

Qui-Gon quickly bent down and righted his apprentice. The entire side of his face was red from the blow and the master cringed inside. He waited until Obi-Wan had regained his center before he spoke.

"You have a choice, Obi-Wan," he said as he knelt beside him, face to face. "We can stop this now and forget it ever happened. Or we can continue. If we continue, you will have no say in what happens. I will do whatever I want with you, however I want. This is the only opportunity you will get to back out. The choice is yours."

"Qui-Gon..." he began only to stop. "I... I want to continue."

"Be sure, Obi-Wan," Qui-Gon cautioned.

"I'm sure, Qui-Gon," he said more firmly this time. He had no idea what was to come, but he knew he wanted it, wanted it more than he had ever wanted anything in his life. And above all else, he trusted this man.

"Very well. Give me your hands," the master replied as Obi-Wan felt the bonds on his hands disappear.

He held out his hands to his lover and Qui-Gon placed a slim silver band in them. Obi-Wan looked down at the Force dampener his master had just given him. His eyes shot back up to those of his master and Qui-Gon could see the concern there.

"Prove to me that you really want this," Qui-Gon commanded softly. "Place that on by your own hand."

To his credit, Obi-Wan did not hesitate, but quietly attached the band to his throat. The sensation of being cut off from the Force, while not a new one for him, was still an unpleasant one. The thing that always bothered him the most was his inability to draw upon his bond with his master. He took what comfort he could in the fact that it was his master who had done this to him. It was his master's wish. And his master would not be denied.

Qui-Gon smiled at his love. Oh the trust this beautiful young man had in him was enough to take his breath away. His quiet courage and simple dignity were awe-inspiring. He vowed to himself to be worthy of this man before him. With that thought, he placed a single, loving kiss on Obi-Wan's lips, then stood. It was time to begin.

"Hands behind your back," Qui-Gon instructed and with this Obi-Wan complied. He once again felt the Force bind his wrists and was no longer surprised at the thrill it sent through him.

Qui-Gon reached out and grasped his head again. He grabbed the short hair tightly, holding the head firmly in place while he placed the tip of his cock at the other man's mouth again. He was not surprised when the mouth remained closed. Smiling wickedly, he used the thinnest tendril of Force to slip past the tightly clenched lips and begin to pry the jaws apart.

Startled green eyes widened as Obi-Wan felt his mouth being forced open. Qui-Gon laughed at the shocked look as he continued his assault. Obi-Wan shook his head trying to both dislodge Qui-Gon's fist in his hair and somehow stop the prying open of his mouth. He failed at both.

As soon as Obi-Wan's mouth was fully opened, Qui-Gon thrust forward filling the young man's mouth with his flesh. Obi-Wan started to gag, but found himself unable to as the Force held him open. Qui-Gon thrust in and out roughly, taking his pleasure in the helpless man's mouth.

"First, I'm going to fuck your mouth until I get tired of it," he said as he thrust forward deeply. "It's about time you learned how to suck a man's cock. By the time I'm done with you, boy, you'll be able to take my cock all the way down your throat like a good little whore. Then, I'm going to turn you over and fuck your ass raw."

Obi-Wan could not help but moan at the words Qui-Gon spoke. They all seemed to go straight to his cock leaving him aching and hard. Oh, the fantasies he had of this were nothing in comparison to the real thing. He vowed to make this as good for his new lover as he possibly could.

Qui-Gon thrust in and out of the hot mouth and thought he had found heaven. He closed his eyes against the sight of Obi-Wan on his knees servicing him, unwilling to come this soon. He was thrusting almost his entire cock into the young man's mouth, each time getting a little bit deeper. He refused to come until he had buried the whole thing in his padawan's throat. He almost lost it when he felt Obi-Wan lift his tongue and begin to caress the pistoning organ as much as he could manage.

"That's good, little whore," he murmured as he slammed forward again. He felt the head of his penis slip into his lover's throat and moaned as he was finally all the way in. "Your mouth feels so good. I could fuck you like this all day."

Obi-Wan's only response was a soft, needy groan that vibrated through his master's entire body. Qui-Gon looked down then and took in the wanton picture his normally reserved padawan made. He could see the younger man's own cock standing out from his body.

With a groan, Qui-Gon released the Force holding Obi-Wan's mouth open. The young man immediately closed his mouth around his master's hardness and began to suck. It was more than enough to send Qui-Gon over the edge. He cried out and thrust in hard as he came, filling his padawan's mouth and throat with his cum. Obi-Wan sucked maddeningly at the cock in his mouth, determined to draw every last drop he could from his lover.

"So good, little whore," Qui-Gon said as he pulled his spent penis from Obi-Wan's mouth.

"Thank you, Master," Obi-Wan said meekly, his eyes downcast. Qui-Gon took in the submissive posture and felt his penis twitch again. Being a Jedi master gave him a rather high degree of body control, but not that high. Time to play with his new toy for a bit and give his body a chance to recover.

"I take it you like having a man fuck your face," he said casually as he brought his boot up to stroke along Obi-Wan's own erection.

"I... I guess so..." Obi-Wan replied, his voice soft and unsure.

Qui-Gon reached out and grabbed him by the back of the head and pulled, forcing his head back at a painful angle. Obi-Wan could see the anger in those blue eyes and shuddered. The fear, like everything else his master had done to him, went straight to his groin.

"You guess so," Qui-Gon sneered. "You look like you're ready to come without even being touched, little whore. Don't you think it's about time you admitted it? Now say it."

"I... I like having a man fuck my face," Obi-Wan said softly.

"Just any man?" Qui-Gon asked with a laugh and he released his grip and stepped back. "Perhaps I should have Mace stop by. He loves a good blow job."

"NO!" Obi-Wan shouted in panic. "I didn't mean it like that. I... I like it when... when YOU fuck my face, Master."

"Better, pet," Qui-Gon said. "But you do realize that if I want to let Mace come in here and take you, that you have no say in it, don't you?"

"Yes, Master," Obi-Wan replied, his face going red. If his master wanted to whore him to the entire council he would do it without complaint. The thought of Qui-Gon watching him as he pleasured another sent another ripple through his groin.

"I don't think you really want this, Padawan," Qui-Gon said suddenly as he moved across the room and sat down in favorite chair.

"What?" Obi-Wan exclaimed. How could his master think that?

"I think you'd rather I release you now," Qui-Gon continued with a smirk.

"No," Obi-Wan cried out. "Please, Master."

"Hmm... I don't believe you, pet. Perhaps you need to prove it to me."

"Pr...prove it, Master?" Obi-Wan repeated.

"Yes, pet," Qui-Gon replied. "And I suggest you get with it before I lose interest."

Obi-Wan stared across the room at him unsure what to do. All at once, an image floated through his mind. He locked eyes with his master then began to slowly crawl on his knees toward the other man. He kept his head low to the floor as he moved. He stopped when he reached Qui-Gon's booted feet.

Taking a deep breath, Obi-Wan reached out with his tongue and caressed the boot before him. The combination of leather, oil and dirt almost made him gag, but he swallowed it back down. As reverently as he could, he caressed his master's booted feet with his lips and tongue. He flushed as he realized the picture he must be making, naked and bound, his ass thrust back as he tongued his master's boots. He continued despite his humiliation or maybe, he mused, because of it.

Qui-Gon felt himself grow hard as his padawan licked his boots. He had sent Obi-Wan the picture of him kneeling at his feet, but never had he imagined his lover would do this. It almost made him come in his pants. He seriously considered comm-ing Mace to come and watch, knowing it would add to Obi-Wan's humiliation tremendously but decided to wait. Another time, perhaps, but not this first one.

Obi-Wan finished with the right boot and moved on to the left. He could feel his master's eyes on him as he loving cleaned the filth away. He was amazed at how excited he was at doing this. He knew his master was affected as well as he could feel it bleed across their bond.

At last, Obi-Wan was finished. Hesitantly, he raised his head to look at his lover. The feral look in Qui-Gon's eyes stunned him. He had never seen his master look like that before. Suddenly, he found himself flat on his back, covered by his lover.

Qui-Gon thrust his tongue inside the man's mouth and moaned at the taste of Obi-Wan and leather. He ground his hardness into the man beneath him. Obi-Wan writhed in response and dove into the kiss. The Jedi master allowed himself another moment of indulgence before levering himself up and off the stunned man.

Before Obi-Wan could voice a protest, Qui-Gon reached down and lifted him. He slung the younger man roughly over his shoulder and stalked into his padawan's room. Using the Force, he pulled out Obi-Wan's desk chair. It was high-backed and wooden and would work perfectly.

Silently, he slung his lover off of his shoulder and over the back of the chair. Obi-Wan would have to stand on his toes to keep from putting his weight on his stomach. Qui-Gon left him like that for a moment then knelt down behind him. He lifted the younger man's feet until they were off the ground and he was bent over the chair at his waist. Using the Force once more, he secured each foot to a leg of the chair then released the man's arms from behind his back only to secure them to the front chair legs.

Obi-Wan could not help but moan at the incredibly vulnerable picture he made. With Qui-Gon tying him off the ground, he knew he was at a perfect height for his lover to simply take him. He heard Qui-Gon leave the room for a moment, but he quickly returned. He wondered what his lover had needed. He got his answer when a slick finger plunged into his ass.

He bucked at the sudden intrusion but the Force bonds held him securely. Qui-Gon chuckled at the display and slapped his ass cheek. The finger sawed back and forth roughly and Obi-Wan bit his lip to keep from crying out.

"Have you ever been taken before?" Qui-Gon asked as he continued to hastily stretch the small opening.

"Yes, Master," Obi-Wan replied truthfully.

"You let someone else fuck you, little whore?" the master sneered causing Obi-Wan to flush with embarrassment.

"Yes, Master," Obi-Wan replied softly. "I'm sorry, Master."

"That's alright, little whore," he said as he thrust his finger in hard. "I'm glad someone else already broke you in. Means I don't have to worry about being gentle."

"It has been some time, Master," Obi-Wan said quickly.

"That's alright, pet," Qui-Gon assured. "The tighter you are, the more I'll enjoy it."

Qui-Gon jerked his finger out and moved around to Obi-Wan's face which hung off the end of the chair. Kneeling down, Qui-Gon pressed his cock at the young man's mouth. "Refuse to suck it this time and I will take it out on your ass," Qui-Gon said as he thrust forward.

Obi-Wan opened his mouth quickly. Qui-Gon thrust forward hard and buried his cock almost completely. At this angle it was impossible to get his entire length down the man's throat again. Qui-Gon quickly set a brutal pace, holding onto Obi-Wan's ears as he plunged in and out. It was all Obi-Wan could do not to gag at the vicious onslaught.

Qui-Gon thrust in all the way and held it there. He could feel Obi-Wan trying desperately not to gag as he enjoyed the warm wetness surrounding him. Regretfully, he pulled out and moved back behind his captive lover. Obi-Wan gasped for breath as he felt his master step behind him. He felt his master place the head of his cock at the entrance to his body and tried to relax. Qui-Gon had only used a single finger to stretch him. This was definitely going to hurt.

Taking a deep breath, Qui-Gon pushed forward hard, burying a third of his erection in his lover's tight body. Obi-Wan's scream reverberated off the walls but Qui-Gon made sure it did not leave their quarters. It would not do to have some well-meaning soul come barging in.

Rubbing small circles on his lover's back, Qui-Gon thrust in again then again until he was buried to the hilt. Obi-Wan moaned at the pain of the violent penetration. Qui-Gon stilled himself for a moment to allow his lover to adjust. He knew Obi-Wan needed it painful this time, but he refused to injure the man. Once Obi-Wan's moans had quieted and he could no longer feel the young man's rectum spasming wildly on his cock, he began to thrust.

Obi-Wan moaned again as Qui-Gon began to move, thrusting quick and powerful within his body. It hurt. Oh, Force, it hurt. But he needed it. He felt more alive than he had ever felt before. He only hoped this was as good for his master, for his lover, as it was for him.

Qui-Gon could feel the pain/pleasure building within his lover. The more it built the faster he thrust until he was slamming into the other man. He could feel his own orgasm building again and this time, he would take Obi-Wan with him.

Reaching down, he grasped the man's angry erection and began to pump. Obi-Wan howled at the sudden feel of his lover's hand on his cock. He bucked forward and back as much as the Force bonds would allow. Oh, he had never known anything could feel like this.

"Come for me, little whore," Qui-Gon said, his voice cutting through the fog in Obi-Wan's head. "Come for me, pet."

And Obi-Wan did. Howling out his lover's name, he came thrashing in his bonds. A second later, Qui-Gon followed him, slamming home and filling the tight body beneath him with his seed once again. It was long minutes later before Qui-Gon felt steady enough to pull out of the trembling man beneath him. He grimaced at the slight stain of blood on his penis, but had been expecting it. Next time, he would show his lover the merits of slow and gentle. But they were not quite finished with this time, yet.

Wiping himself with the damp cloth he had brought in earlier, he moved back around and knelt beside Obi-Wan's face. Reaching into his tunic pocket, he pulled out a small bundle for Obi-Wan to see. It was his ponytail, the one Lord Randorf had cut from him.

"You belong to me now, Obi-Wan Kenobi," Qui-Gon said as he closed his fist on the tail and kissed his lover's lips.

"Yes, Master," Obi-Wan replied when Qui-Gon pulled back.

"Was it what you needed?" the Jedi master asked gently.

"Yes, Master," the bound man replied. "You are everything I will ever need."

"There is one more think I require of you, my pet," Qui-Gon said as he looked into sated green eyes.

"Anything, my Master."

"I have filled you with my seed," Qui-Gon said as he reached over and pulled a small rubber object to him. "For the rest of the day, you will wear this plug inside your body. I want to know that where ever you go, what ever you do, my seed remains inside of you."

Obi-Wan blushed bright red at his master's words, but Qui-Gon could see the affect they had on him. His padawan was more than aroused by the thought of spending the rest of the day with both Qui-Gon's cum and a plug inside his body.

Standing up, Qui-Gon moved back around behind him and began to gently insert the plug into the rather battered body. He grimaced again at the tearing he saw and thought about healing it, but that was not what his padawan needed right now. And if he was being honest, it was not what he needed either. He wanted the young man to feel it every time he moved, wanted him to have a reminder of just what had been done to him and by whom it had been done.

Once the plug was firmly seated, Qui-Gon released the Force bonds and helped Obi-Wan to his feet. Silently, the two Jedi curled up on Obi-Wan's small, and former, bed and slept.

END.