Present Tense

by Adalisa (marioz@spin.com.mx)



Archive: My site and the m_a archive. Anyone else, just ask. I won't say no.

Category: AU. Totally.

Rating: PG-13

Warning: Non Canon.

Sequel to: Present Progressive

Spoilers: TPM, ANH, ESB. Some for the JA books.

Summary: The rebels just have started to settle on Hoth, when the Empire discovers them.

Disclaimer: Everything here belongs to George Lucas, who is god. And I'm not making any money out of this... so it would really be pointless to sue me for it.

Content: O/Other, Q/O thoughts.

Feedback: I love it, it's inspiring.

Notes: // means telepathy. Also, for continuity time sake, this happens just a month after Present Progressive. Yes, I know that I'm not following canon time at all, but it's vital for the series. Thanks to Amber for her quick beta.



The base was barely completed, but it was still habitable for the Rebels. They had to keep placing sensors all over the surface of the planet, and those missions were difficult. To make things worse, they were almost sure that the Empire was getting close to them.

"I never liked Hoth..." Obi-Wan muttered, as they walked through the frozen plains of the planet. He and Han were placing sensors, and the young Padawan hated the idea of being out in that cold. In fact, he simply loathed it, but it was very un-Jedi to admit that. "... I think I prefer Tatooine."

"Well, hot is always better than cold." Han said, laughing. Even so, he bit his tongue as he said it. For the past month he had been trying to avoid thinking about Obi-Wan without any success. Because the time-displaced Padawan was just too damn mesmerizing.

Unfortunately, Han was unknowingly projecting his thoughts quite loudly, and they were only causing Obi-Wan more confusion. The displaced Padawan was still having trouble deciding what to do with his feelings about Qui-Gon. And now he was facing even more of these feelings, but this time for the Pirate. A man who, if it hadn't been for a bizarre accident, he would have never meet. Obi-Wan sighed. The worse part was that he really couldn't discuss any of this with Han yet.

So they had fallen into a strange routine, in which they spend as much time as possible together, but at the same time, keeping distance. Sometimes Han make an innuendo, say something that could be taken in a 'different' way, and Obi-Wan would always maintain an innocent facade, pretending that he didn't get whatever Han had said.

And time continued passing.

"This is the last one..." Obi-Wan said, as he turned on the tracking device. "Now we can return to headquarters and try to remember what it is to feel warm." As the pirate turned around, puzzled, Obi-Wan chuckled, his laughter a welcome sound in the frozen plain.

"What? You don't want to admire the wonderful landscape?" The pirate laughed while climbing up his tantaun again, and Obi-Wan turned to see him, imagining the smile on his friend's face since it was hidden by the thermal suit.

But before he could at least open his mouth to give an adequate answer, his transmitter beeped.

"Kenobi here." He said, turning the device on so Han could hear too.

"We have a problem, sir." the voice on the other side said, between cracks of interference. "Skywalker hasn't return yet. And no one can contact him."

Obi-Wan sighed. As much as he wanted to return to the relative warmth on his quarters, if they had decided to contact him and Han was only because they were the only ones who could find Luke. "We'll try to find him. We'll stay on contact."

The voice on the other side seemed to hesitate a minute before cutting the communication, but Obi-Wan choose to ignore it. Instead, he turned around to see Han, who was pointing towards the south.

"There's a storm coming." The pilot said. "We won't have much time."

"Then it will be better if we separate. We will be able to cover more ground." The Jedi was thankful that the thermal suit covered his face, so the other could not see the worry on his eyes. "If you don't hear from me in one hour, go back to headquarters."

"Only if you promise me the same." Han's voice sounded so firm, that Obi-Wan could only agree. With nothing more than a nod, both began their search for their missing friend.




Luke woke up to find himself hanging upside down in a strange cave. There was a rip on his thermal suit, and he was starting to feel the cold, freezing his muscles. Not far away, he could see the hilt of his lightsaber... but no matter how much he tried to reach it, he kept failing.

//Use the Force, Luke//

The voice in his mind whispered, making him open his eyes wide in surprise. He hadn't heard old Ben's voice in a long time, not since destroying the Death Star. The young Skywalker had even come to believe that it had been only a figment of his imagination, especially since the younger Kenobi denied to have helped him there.

"Ben?" He asked, his voice cracking with cold.

//You have to go to the Dagobah System, Luke//

"I cannot go... I'm freezing to death, Ben... I don't think I will get out of this..." He mumbled, but even so he tried to swing near his lightsaber, taking a small comfort on hearing his friend's voice again. Although he would never admit it, he had felt put aside by Han and Obi-Wan's strange closeness. He had thought he and Han were becoming friends on the trip to Aldeeran, and that Ben liked him. But ever since that fateful fight between Ben and Vader, when the young Jedi had risen from the ashes of the old... Luke felt as if he had been somewhat forgotten. Sure, both men were still his friends, still talked to him... But he was not allowed in that bond that was forming between the pilot and the Padawan.

//You will find Master Yoda there. He was the one who taught me... He'll guide you to your destiny, Luke//

"But... Ben..." Whatever Luke was going to say was interrupted by a loud roar and the young pilot was thrown to the freezing ice by a strong claw, thankfully near his father's lightsaber. He quickly grabbed the hilt and activated it, only to find himself face to face with an angry wampa.

The snow creature roared, and with another strong blow threw Luke to the other side of the cavern, totally ripping open the thermal suit, as if it was tenderizing his meal. Looking into the hungry eyes of the animal, feeling the deathly cold of the frozen planet, Luke Skywalker was certain that his life was over.

"Luke!!" Obi-Wan appeared almost out of the nothingness in the entrance of the cavern, his lightsaber activated in an attack position. The wampa immediately recognized the threat to his den and fully ignored Luke to deal with the Padawan. However, Obi-Wan had been trained all his life to defend himself from any creature, any attacker, in any circumstance. The young Jedi swiftly attacked the heart of the animal, to kill him mercifully and quick.

However, it was not quick enough to prevent Luke from suffering the consequences of the numbing cold.

Luke had seen Obi-Wan enter the cavern and begin his attack. But the freezing wind was making it very hard for him to maintain his eyes open and he was starting to drift into welcoming darkness.

//Luke... Open your eyes...// Old Ben's voice continued urging, trying to keep him awake. //You must go to Dagobah... Remember... Find Master Yoda. Fulfill your destiny//




Han had been riding in the opposite direction when his communicator beeped again. In quick, short sentences Obi-Wan briefed him of his position and Luke's hypothermic condition, and the pilot changed his course, knowing that if he didn't hurry, he would probably loose two dear friends.

//You must protect him.//

"What?!" The voice seemed to be drifting to him through the wind of the upcoming storm, but Han couldn't see anyone around. "Who's there?"

//He has a difficult path ahead...// The voice said again, and suddenly Han could see a strange figure a few feet away from him. It was a man, probably around forty standard years, with long hair and a beard. The man was not wearing a thermal suit or any kind of protection. Instead he was dressed in a very similar fashion to what Obi-Wan usually wore, lightsaber included. His eyes seemed infinitely sad, as if he was carrying the weight of the Galaxy on his shoulders. And he was surrounded by a strange, blueish glow. //... because I made a huge mistake.//

"Who has a difficult path?! Who are you?!" Han asked again, trying to get closer to the man. But somehow, with each foot he covered, the man seemed to drift farther away.

//In your heart, you know.// The man said, lowering his gaze. Maybe it was the distance playing games with him, but for a moment, Han thought that he was seeing tears on the man's face. //Protect him where I could not.//

Then, the man was gone, leaving the pirate completely alone.

//Love him, as I can not.//

To be continued.