Archive: MA, QJEB. Any others please ask.
Category: first time
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Q/O
Feedback: Appreciated.
Thanks: To the beta readers who helped with various comments
and encouragement (boots, emu, thalia and claudia). All
mistakes are definitely my own since I can't resist
tweaking.
Summary: Obi-Wan gets an unexpected birthday present.
Warnings: If you don't like male-male relationships you are in
the wrong place. An old friend of Obi-Wan's makes an appearance
from the Jedi Apprentice series.
Spoilers: None, pre-TPM.
Disclaimer: The boys belong to George Lucas, I'm just playing
with them.
~ ~ Character internal thoughts
Obi-Wan finally finished the last question and wearily sat
back from the terminal, drawing a deep breath and flexing his
shoulders slowly. He took one last look through the closing set
of questions and stabbed the key which locked in his answers
and signaled the completion of the test. The brightly plumaged
avian test proctor came to Obi-Wan's terminal, verified that
the Padawan was indeed finished, and softly told him he was
free to leave.
With an almost surly satisfaction Obi-Wan pushed his chair
back from the terminal and thought briefly about various
obscene gestures before deciding he was too tired to bother.
Combining elements of organic and physical chemistry with a
focus on forensics techniques, Analytic Chemistry was one of
the most notoriously difficult upper level courses and the
extensive hands-on laboratory requirements had kept him tied to
Coruscant for four very long months now. The two day lab final
plus the six hour written final today had fully lived up to the
course's infamous reputation.
Dragging back to his quarters, Obi-Wan flopped down on the
couch in the common area, leaned his head back and closed his
eyes, absorbing the silence. Ten minutes later the door chime
rang but Obi-Wan ignored it. Most of his friends were off-
planet and there wasn't really anyone he wanted to talk to
right now; he'd much rather sit here and wallow in tired self-
pity. The chime rang again, shrill and insistent. Obi-Wan
finally heaved himself up and went to open the door.
"Surprise! I'm back early! Happy Nameday!" sang out Bant as
she rushed in and embraced Obi-Wan. After a thorough hug and
the planting of a big kiss on her old friend's cheek, she
fairly danced with enthusiasm as she went to put a small box on
the table. "I'm so glad I made it back in time, I know how much
you've been looking forward to today," she burbled. "How are
things coming along ... " she trailed off as she noticed
Obi-Wan hadn't moved and hadn't spoken. She took a long slow
look around the plain, very empty, very quiet quarters. If such
a thing was possible, her eyes protruded even further than
usual as she took in the wild disarray; datapadds, clothes,
dirty dishes were everywhere and a faint acrid chemical odor
lingered in the air.
She swept aside a precarious stack of datapadds to make a
place to sit down. "Obi-Wan, what's going on? This place looks
like a herd of banthas stampeded through it. Qui-Gon's going to
have a fit if he sees it like this. And how are you going to
get everything decorated with such a mess? I know you've had
this whole thing planned for ages but how can you pop the
question to Qui-Gon if he's popping a gasket about this bantha
sty?" she asked heatedly as Obi-Wan dejectedly wandered across
the room and dropped listlessly back down on the couch. She
quieted as she looked around again in the chaotic emptiness,
focusing now on the young man's pallor and bloodshot eyes.
"What's wrong, Obi-Wan? You look like you were on the bottom of
that bantha stampede."
"Qui-Gon's not here," replied Obi-Wan sadly.
"Well, I can see he's not here," said Bant in exasperation.
"But surely all those years of work and planning aren't just
going to waste. Tell me what's going on."
"I meant that Qui-Gon's not here on Coruscant."
She leaned back in the chair, flabbergasted. "But you're
taking A-Chem!" exclaimed Bant. "It's just about the hardest
course in the whole entire Temple curriculum. Everybody knows
they never send Masters away when their Padawans are taking A-
Chem. That was the whole point of working so hard to get all
the prereqs done in time to take the stupid course so you'd
both be here for your twentieth Nameday!"
"Well, the Council sent my Master away. Almost two
months ago, they called us both in front of the Council and
ordered Qui-Gon to go on some secret mission, supposedly only
he could do it. When Qui-Gon raised a fuss, they did apologize
for breaking the tradition but insisted he had to go. Can you
believe it, they said because I was such a good Padawan they
thought I could handle the situation and offered me extra
tutoring or help from some of the other Knights or Masters if I
wanted it." Obi-Wan snorted bitterly as he leaned forward and
flung errant datapadds off the crouch to go crashing into the
wall, "I didn't want their stupid tutors, I wanted my Master to
stay!"
"So Qui-Gon left for this mission? That just, well, it doesn't
seem like him," she said wonderingly. Bant drooped in her chair
and looked like she was having a hard time getting her mind
around such a totally unexpected blow to her childhood friend's
long held secret plans.
Obi-Wan nodded miserably, once again slumping back on the
couch. "They didn't give him any choice. I think I must have
let slip how much I was looking forward to this particular
Nameday and Qui-Gon obviously wasn't happy about leaving, but
he said he would try to make it up to me when he got back. He
must have had quite a fight with the Council about it because
he sent me out of the Council room while they discussed it;
when they called me back in they were all glaring at each other
and you could have made ice cubes, the atmosphere was so frigid
in there." He smiled briefly in remembrance, drawing a knowing
smile from his companion, but his expression quickly turned
somber again. "But it's been over seven weeks, I haven't heard
anything from my Master and when I tried to find out when Qui-
Gon would be back, Master Windu said he didn't know. They won't
even tell me if anyone else has heard from him." Obi-Wan buried
his face in his hands before continuing in a low voice. "I
wanted this to be such a perfect day. I had everything planned
out to ask Qui-Gon to be my first love and now I don't know
where he is, if he's been hurt or anything. Occasionally I get
a little bit of something over our bond but most of the time
it's like he's hardly there at all. Force, I miss him so much.
It's just been awful, Bant." Shoulders drooping in exhaustion,
hot tears began to leak quietly as the young man could no
longer contain his feelings.
"Oh, I'm so sorry, Obi-Wan," Bant crooned. She moved over to
sit beside him, holding him tightly as she tried to ease his
misery. As his long time confidant when he needed someone to
talk to about his desires for his Master, the Mon Calamarian
knew how devastating this must be for her friend. "I'm so
sorry." She absorbed the muffled sobs in her soft tunic. "It's
all right, Obi-Wan. You're tired, and disappointed, and worried
and it all hurts. Let me help, let it out."
Eventually the tears ceased and the two friends simply sat
holding on to each other in silence. Obi-Wan finally sighed and
leaned back, eyes red and shoulders slumped. "Thanks, Bant," he
said softly. "Just about everyone I care about has been gone
and I needed a friend badly. Everything's just been so
different from what I thought it would be, what I wanted it to
be, and worrying about Qui-Gon on top of that with no one to
talk to, well, it has really been pretty miserable here." He
added with a half smile, "Not to mention the fact that A-Chem
has been every bit as bad as everyone said it would be. It has
to be at least a couple of months since I remember getting a
full night's sleep." He looked around ruefully. "And I guess I
let the place go pretty badly too. If it weren't for the dining
hall I'm not sure I would have had time to eat anything
either."
Bant smiled back and patted his hand. "Any time, Obi-Wan. I'm
just glad I was able to get back in time to be here for you. I
can imagine what it must have been like. Is there anything we
can do to try to find out about Qui-Gon?"
"I doubt it. I've pestered just about everybody on the Council
and in the Comm section. They all automatically tell me they
haven't heard anything every time they see me now. Master Yoda
threatened to hit me with his gimmer stick if I bother him
again and Master Windu said he would make me clean the entire
Grand Stairway with a toothbrush if I go back in the
Communications Center. I'm certain Qui-Gon is alive because the
training bond is still intact but I can't tell anything beyond
that."
"Well, if we can't do anything about Qui-Gon today, is there
anything else I can do for you? It is your Nameday, after all.
Do you have class tomorrow?"
"No more classes for a while, thank the Force. I finished the
last of A-Chem today. I'm afraid I'm so tired I really don't
feel like doing anything. I'm sorry."
"Finishing A-Chem and a Nameday simply must be
celebrated somehow, Obi-Wan. Tell you what, it's only
midafternoon and it's a nice, warm sunny day out. How about if
I take you out for some chocolate? It will do you good to get
out for a walk and when we get back I'll help you clean up.
Please?" She batted damp eyelids over her large eyeballs in her
best attempt at emulating the fluttering eyelashes of one of
the romantic holovid leading ladies.
Obi-Wan couldn't help laughing. "Bant, you know you look
ridiculous when you do that. I appreciate the offer, but I'm
just not up to it right now."
Bant was not about to be put off so easily. She reached over
and knocked on her friend's head. "Hello, Coruscant to Padawan
Kenobi, free chocolate, I'm buying, and I'm not leaving without
you."
"Oh, all right, I'll go, I'll go," acquiesced Obi-Wan, raising
his hands in mock surrender. He knew from past experience that
once she got started on what she perceived as a mission of
mercy, she would not stop even if she had to literally drag him
out of the room. "If we're going out of the Temple, though, let
me change into civilian clothes first, all right?"
"That's fine. We can stop at my quarters on our way out and
I'll change also," replied Bant with a grin.
Obi-Wan went into his room and had just started to take his
utility belt off when something on his bed caught his eye. He
walked over and looked at the piece of paper lying face down on
the blanket so only the blank side showed. He tentatively
touched it; yes, it was real paper.
"Bant," he called out, then waited until she appeared in the
doorway. "Is this your doing?"
"What are you talking about?"
"That," he said, pointing to the bed. "Hardly anyone uses real
paper. Is this some kind of trick?"
"Don't be ridiculous. I just got back to Coruscant this
morning; when have I had time to do anything but unpack? Why
don't you read it instead of just staring at it like that?"
Obi-Wan glanced at his friend, but she appeared completely
innocent. He slowly reached down to retrieve the single sheet,
then turned it over so they could both see it. In rough block
letters was the following message.
IF NEWS OF YOUR MASTER YOU TRULY DESIRE YOU MUST SEEK THE
SKYDOME'S EVENING FIRE
Both Padawans stared at the missive in puzzlement for a
moment.
"What kind of nonsense is this? And I would like to know how
it got into my locked quarters, too," said Obi-Wan with
irritation.
"Well, I know what the skydome is," replied Bant. "That's what
people call that small observation room at the very top of the
central tower. I think Masters can get in if they want to but
it's normally locked to everyone else except for special
ceremonies a few times a year."
"Fine, we have a where, but I don't understand the why or
when. If someone knows about Qui-Gon, why can't they just tell
me instead of going through all this rigmarole?"
"You said your Master was on a secret mission, so perhaps
someone felt sorry for you but doesn't want anyone else to find
out they tried to talk to you. From what you said earlier, I
would think there are a lot of people who know how worried
you've been about Qui-Gon."
"I suppose so," said Obi-Wan doubtfully. "I guess I did make
rather a pest of myself to a lot of people. But even if that's
the case, and this `whoever-it-is' wants me to meet them, that
doesn't explain how they got into my quarters or what this
`evening fire' reference means."
"There are lots of ways someone could have gotten in. They
could have gotten maintenance to let them in, they may be a
friend of Qui-Gon's who has the code, or, well, maybe they just
hacked the code. These doors are not really all that
sophisticated, you know."
"That's reaching, Bant." Obi-Wan scowled at the paper in his
hand. "However it happened, they obviously did get in, so I
guess it's not really worth arguing about. I suppose the great
intergalactic detective has also figured out when we're
supposed to meet this mysterious benefactor?"
Obi-Wan looked at her warily, muttering to himself, "I'm going
to regret this, I just know it." He drew himself up to his full
height and crossed his arms before replying, "So enlighten me
already."
Drawing upon her most solemn expression of wide-eyed innocence
and sincerity, Bant gravely intoned, "We should meet them . . .
in the evening." She managed a quick grin as she ducked the
Force-propelled flying pillow that whizzed past her head to
thwuck harmlessly against the doorframe.
Obi-Wan groaned, then stalked out to the common room, waving
the piece of paper as he grumbled, "Never trust a fish that
thinks it has a sense of humor."
Bant followed him, cheerfully chattering on, "Evening fire,
get it? Evening?"
"I got it, I got it," the young man scowled.
"And I suppose you have a better idea, Mr. Intergalactic
Genius? Hmmm?"
"Yes," he replied with a dignified smirk. "I'm going to do a
proper search and see what's in the data banks about this
`skydome'."
An hour later Obi-Wan pushed back from the terminal and
scowled at the happy Padawan casually perched on the edge of
the table. He harumphed grumpily a few times before finally
admitting, "All right, I suppose it is possible you were right.
The references do talk about some special crystals that were
used for the top bank of windows in the observation room and
how they light up when the morning or evening sun comes in at
the right angle."
Bant grinned her special "I told you so" grin.
"But," Obi-Wan wagged an admonishing finger, "they also say
that the evening display could be any time between seventeenth
and nineteenth hour, depending on the season and the cloud
cover. Surely I'm not supposed to sit around for a couple of
hours just waiting. That's ridiculous, and I'm not going to do
it."
Bant shook her head over her friend's obvious case of terminal
obtuseness. "You know, Obi-Wan, I think that A-Chem class
burned out what little bit of brain you had left. There isn't
any cloud cover today, so, as you said yourself, we just need
to look at what season this is."
"There was nothing in the references about how to predict what
time the display would be," scowled her companion.
"Well, no specific references, but there were several pictures
which showed the sun coming in through the top windows to make
the fancy light show, so if we figure out what the best angle
is I bet we could match that up with the sunset times in the
Coruscant Almanac to find out about when it should happen
today."
Fifteen minutes of scrutinizing, comparing, figuring, more
comparing and arguing finally brought forth the opinion that
the best time for the evening display was about twenty minutes
before sunset. "So tonight the display would start," Obi-Wan
paused to look up at the clock, "in just about three hours from
now."
"Now we have the where and the when, so you just need to be
there to find out what happened to your Master," said Bant
triumphantly, gently tapping Obi-Wan's chest.
"Aren't you forgetting one little detail?" asked Obi-Wan,
leaning back in his chair.
"Such as?" prompted Bant.
"Such as the fact that the room is locked and only Masters are
allowed in there most of the time."
"Details, details," replied Bant, airily waving an upper
appendage. "If your mystery person could get into your room to
leave the message, I wouldn't think he would have any problem
getting into the skydome and having the door unlocked for you.
If it's one of the Masters, they all have access anyway." She
paused thoughtfully. "Actually, it might be more difficult
getting past the upper complex. That whole upper section of the
central tower is supposed to be restricted access."
"Actually, I think it's more like limited access. Qui-Gon and
I have been up there several times for meetings. I know the
elevator stops at the main entrance level for the section but
the guard there mostly seemed to be checking to see if you had
an actual purpose for being there and directing people to the
right meeting rooms. Qui-Gon told me I shouldn't go up there
without a reason but the actual security didn't seem to be all
that tight."
"Well, let's check it out in the data banks then."
After another hour of research the two Padawans decided that
Obi-Wan was probably right. You could take an elevator or the
stairs to the main entrance level of the upper complex but from
there you had to change to a different elevator or stairs to
get to any of the upper floors where the various meeting and
conference facilities were located. There was a guard stationed
there but he seemed to be more or less there for directing
traffic and keeping out nuisance visitors. He did have a
security panel however, which showed when any of the elevators,
stairway doors and even maintenance hatches in the actual
meeting complex were open.
They decided the best approach was a team effort. Obi-Wan
located a maintenance hatch on the floor just below the complex
entrance which opened into the air conditioning system. While
Bant chatted with the guard and kept his attention diverted,
Obi-Wan went through the air ducts into the floor above the
entrance level. He tapped twice on his comm link when he was
ready to open the maintenance hatch out of the air ducts,
opening it when Bant signaled back that she had the guard
distracted. They did the same thing at the entrance to the
inner stairway; Obi-Wan then opened the door to the stairway
and jogged up the final four flights of stairs. Once at the
top, he signaled again and went through the final door after
receiving Bant's response. Once the door monitor door light
changed from red to green, he gave the final signal that he was
at the top and Bant was then free to leave.
Stepping through the final monitored doorway, Obi-Wan found
himself in an open room that looked like a holding area. There
were some couches, a few tables and chairs, and a restroom.
~ I suppose this is where people gather for the ceremonies in
the skydome that the data bank described. ~ he thought idly as
he looked around while recovering his breath. He checked the
area for monitoring devices but did not detect any in the room
or near the open stairs which led up to the actual tower top.
~ Well, so far, so good. ~ Obi-Wan paused, standing a bit
uncertainly before the plain entrance door to the skydome and
wondering if this was really such a good idea. He didn't like
the feeling of being toyed with, but whoever had set this up
must know that the potential prize was one he could not resist.
The apprentice tried a brief probe, but if anyone really was
inside, they were well shielded and he could not feel anything.
Taking a deep breath, he stepped up to the door, palmed the
entrance pad, and let the breath out as the heavy door proved
to be unlocked and began to slowly slide open.
As Obi-Wan stepped through the opening, his first impression
was ... color. Deep, intense, magnificent hues of red, blue,
green, yellow and shades inbetween filled the room as if the
very air itself had taken on substance and filled the empty
space. He had entered at the peak of the evening display, light
from the setting sun pouring through the special crystalline
panels to ignite the spectacular firestorm swirling through the
enclosed area. Obi-Wan could only stand and stare as the
scintillating display played over and around him, pulling him
into its fiery heart. Several minutes passed before the angle
of the setting sun diminished the brilliance sufficiently for
the young apprentice to become aware of the silent figure
seated in the center of the room near a nest of pillows and
blankets.
Obi-Wan blinked several times to clear his eyesight before
focusing on the being before him. A Master's robe completely
covered the large sitting shape, upper limbs enclosed in the
sleeves and the hood drawn far forward, completely concealing
the face in darkness. Intense shielding made the disguise
complete. Another long moment passed as the sun's continuing
decline finally extinguished the artificial flames.
Growing impatient, Obi-Wan finally blurted out "Who are you,
and what do you know about my Master?"
Remaining silent, the figure withdrew one hand briefly from
its concealing sleeve to gesture at the still open door. The
apprentice quickly closed the door, then turned back to see
that the tall Jedi had risen and now stood upright in the
center of the room, highlighted briefly in the last rays of the
setting sun before the automatic lights came on to bathe the
room in a soft glow. Two large hands slowly drew back the heavy
hood to reveal flowing brown hair neatly tied back, bloodshot
blue eyes surrounded by dark shadows and a bearded face heavily
lined with fatigue.
"Master!" Obi-Wan cried out joyously as he rushed forward to
embrace the still silent figure, his earlier exhaustion
vanquished by relief and happiness. "You're back! I've been so
worried about you! Nobody would tell me what's been going on,
or whether you were all right, or when you were coming back or
... "
After returning the hug, Qui-Gon stepped back and raised a
hand to gently stop the flood of words. He dropped enough of
his shields to let their bond flow more freely. "It's all
right, Padawan, I'm safe and I'm home now. I know the last
seven weeks could not have been easy for you and I wish I could
have been here to help you; unfortunately, it just couldn't
happen as either of us might have wished." He looked more
closely at the pale young man before continuing, "Obi-Wan, are
you all right? You look like I feel right now."
"I won't lie to you, Master, it has been difficult, but that's
over. I feel wonderful now and I'm so glad you're back, Master.
I've missed you so much," replied Obi-Wan, a huge grin
plastered on his face. He stopped in confusion, however, the
grin disappearing, and continued, "But I have to say that I
don't understand what is going on, Master. Why the mysterious
letter and this meeting up here? Why didn't you just come to
our quarters after your debriefing for the Council?"
As Qui-Gon cleared his throat the apprentice was certain he
saw a faint blush coloring his Master's cheeks. "Actually, Obi-
Wan, most of the Council do not yet know that I have returned.
I wanted to spend some time with you on your Nameday before I
have to deal with them."
"Is something wrong, Master? Is there anything I can do to
help?" Obi-Wan started to move closer to Qui-Gon, reaching for
his hand, but stopped when Qui-Gon waved him away.
"This is not your problem, Padawan. Master Yoda knows that I
returned several hours ago and, after I explained the situation
to him, he agreed to help me, although he was rather reluctant
and I had to listen to a long lecture in return for that help.
I wanted to see you first because I know the Council will not
be very pleased with the way I conducted this mission and I
expect the debriefing and discussions will most likely be
exceptionally long and tedious."
"Master, what happened on the mission?"
The Jedi Master sighed, then rubbed the bridge of his nose
with one long finger for several moments. He had never lied to
his Padawan, and he wasn't about to start now, but he knew this
mission was probably going to be considered one of the more
infamous accomplishments of his career; he shuddered briefly at
the thought of what the Council was going to say about his
actions.
"Padawan," he started softly, "you know that sometimes people
let their feelings or emotions overcome their training and do
things rashly or hastily which they probably shouldn't."
"Yes, Master," as puzzlement creased his forehead.
"I am afraid that in this case I allowed my anger at the
Council for what they did to get in the way of my normal
principles and I, uh, took a few shortcuts in order to get this
mission finished as quickly as possible. This is not really
something you should emulate except to remember it as a lesson
that none of us are perfect."
Obi-Wan frowned as he put his hands on his hips, "Master, just
what happened out there?"
"Well, the secret and allegedly vital mission was to recover
the heir to the Kingdom of Guertan and several critical
documents that went missing at the same time. They wanted me
because I already knew most of the people involved. As far as I
could tell, though, the whole thing actually revolved around
money; the Guertan systems are the primary source for some very
rare and expensive ores needed to manufacture several key space
navigation systems and the missing documents were actually the
encrypted programming codes for the mining combine's automated
equipment. The Council could have sent anyone on that type of
recovery mission, but I believe that several Senators from that
region twisted their arms into sending me." Qui-Gon hmphed and
started into his lecture mode, eyes flashing and residual anger
still rumbling in his voice, "You know, Padawan, it is a sorry
state of affairs when the Council lets politics and wealthy
politicians override their obligations to the Order and
separate a Master from his Padawan during a protected training
period. One would think that miserable bunch of "
"Master," Obi-Wan interrupted gently before Qui-Gon could get
too far off track, "I appreciate your feelings, and I
understand why you were upset, but you were going to tell me
about what you actually did ?"
"Oh, yes. My apologies, Padawan." Qui-Gon took a deep breath before continuing. "I am afraid I have yet to regain a proper state of mind about this affair and need to undertake a great deal of meditation to resolve my feelings. I was angry when I left and even more upset when I realized what the mission really was and decided to just do it and get it over with as quickly as I could." He shrugged and smiled ruefully. "Probably not the best decision, I know, but it’s done now. Anyway, I made contact with several beings with whom I had had occasion to do business previously and obtained their assistance. With the information from my own investigation plus that of my informants I was able to quickly find out that the heir had evidently left of his own volition, evidently taking the mining system codes with him."
"I get the distinct impression the Council would not approve of your 'colleagues', Master," said Obi-Wan dryly, a smile playing around his lips as he shifted in place to cock one hip.
"The Council will most certainly be displeased with my
`colleagues', as you so delicately put it, and probably my own
investigative techniques also," said Qui-Gon with a wry half
smile. He continued musingly, "Perhaps that displeasure will
help distract them from being quite so upset about the rather
large quantities of credits I had to dispense to get such quick
results."
"I take it you found the missing heir?" asked Obi-Wan, trying
vainly to suppress another smile at this rarely seen side of
his revered Master.
"Of course. He had taken up with a large group of pirates
several systems over and was paying them to protect him. By the
time I caught up to him, he had issued an ultimatum to the
mining conglomerate that really controls affairs on Guertan; he
wanted money and a position on the board of directors or he was
going to destroy several of the mines. He was a spoiled,
arrogant twerp with the manners and language of a bawdyhouse
bouncer but also a brilliant programmer so he probably could
have done it. Obviously I couldn't let that happen, if only to
protect innocent miners, so I kidnapped him from the pirates.
We had six days together alone on the trip back to Guertan to
`discuss' the situation." Qui-Gon paused and pursed his lips.
"Did I mention that in addition to poor manners he had an
annoyingly high level of immunity to mental persuasion?"
Obi-Wan shook his head, biting his lip to keep from laughing
aloud. He was beginning to get an excellent picture of why his
Master wasn't particularly anxious to discuss this mission with
the Council.
"Indeed he did, it was almost as bad as dealing with a
Toydarian," sighed Qui-Gon. "To resolve the situation, I opened
a channel to the mining conglomerate and his father and served
as the facilitator for their negotiations." He shrugged at
Obi-Wan's raised eyebrow and incredulous expression. "Since the
heir hadn't actually been kidnapped, the original mission
orders really didn't apply any more, so it seemed an
appropriate way to resolve the situation with no loss of life
and to everyone's relative satisfaction. I was able to convince
the King and the mining board that the Prince would be a
talented addition to their group and they were better off
including him before he did anything even more drastic."
Obi-Wan snorted and shook his head. "So the Prince got what he
wanted, the mining people got their codes back and everyone was
happy?"
"Well, the King and the mining conglomerate were pleased with
the outcome. I'm afraid the Prince needed a bit more persuasion
but he did come around before we landed on Guertan, so I was
able to finalize everything after we landed. After the
paperwork was completed, the King provided return passage on a
fast ship and here I am." He waved a hand dismissively, "So,
that's that, and I would like to wish you a happy Nameday ...
."
Obi-Wan sensed there was more to this, however, and pressed to
take advantage of this rare opportunity to not let his Master
off the hook so easily. With a mischievous glint in his eye, he
continued, "And I am very happy to have you back, Master, but
I'd really like to know how you managed to persuade the Prince
to cooperate."
There was a long silence as Qui-Gon shifted uncomfortably and
suddenly seemed to find the view of Coruscant's skyline
remarkably absorbing.
"Maaassteeer, what did you do?" prodded Obi-Wan.
Qui-Gon cleared his throat, "Well, he was being quite
intransigent, and I was starting to run out of time, and, well,
... "
"And?" prompted the apprentice.
"Obi-Wan, it was very important that I get back," said Qui-Gon
quietly, still looking out the window. Turning to face his
apprentice, he continued defensively, "The prince was an
incredibly, most remarkably annoying young idiot and the entire
negotiation process was threatening to fall apart because of
him. He was acting like a child and holding out for more money
and finally told me I could take the King, the board, me and
the whole Jedi Order and go have the whole lot perform some
remarkably flexible sexual acts. The board's offer was really
quite generous considering the way he treated everyone." Qui-
Gon turned and looked back out the window. "So we had a very
private discussion and I firmly convinced him of the error of
his ways."
Obi-Wan rocked back on his heels and thought for a moment.
"Master, please tell me you didn't do what I think you did!"
Qui-Gon worried at his lower lip and looked sideways at his
grinning Padawan. "Let's just say I took care of the problem
and he was much more agreeable after that."
"I'll bet he was!" laughed Obi-Wan, remembering very well just
how `persuasive' Qui-Gon could be. After he quieted down,
however, he sighed and continued seriously, "Master, the
Council is definitely not going to be pleased and you must have
known that. Happy as I am to have you back right now, I don't
like it being at the expense of having you in trouble with the
Council." As Qui-Gon started to protest, "Again," the
apprentice added firmly. He shook his head as Qui-Gon turned
back to face him. "It's just a Nameday, Master. I would have
been happy if you could have just sent a message letting me
know you were alive and well."
Qui-Gon raised one hand in a vague gesture. "I have to admit
that part of my hurry was due to being so irritated with
the way the Council handled the situation; it was all wrong
from the very beginning." Dropping his hand, he took a small,
hesitant step closer to his apprentice. "There was more to it
than that, though. I also wanted very much to be back here for
your twentieth Nameday. It is a very special day; knowing how
very important this day was to you, after the years of hoping
and praying, I just had to find a way to get back in time. I
wasn't about to let all that planning go to waste after all the
effort you ... " Qui-Gon stopped abruptly as he saw his
apprentice go still and white.
Obi-Wan took a step back, head back, breathing shallow. "What
are you saying? Why do you think this particular Nameday is so
important?" whispered Obi-Wan, his lips barely moving.
His face turning bright scarlet, Qui-Gon started to speak but
could not bring any words out. He started to raise a hand
toward his Padawan but the hand shook once, twice, then dropped
to his side. A very long silence stretched between the two men
until Qui-Gon finally straightened himself to his full height,
unconsciously clenching his hands fall at his sides.
"Obi-Wan, I have a confession to make. I did something I had
no right to do and for which I must beg your forgiveness." He
hesitated, looking into the eyes of his silent apprentice.
"About a year ago, I overheard you speaking to some of your
friends about your feelings for someone and how you were
planning to ask that person to be your first on your twentieth
Nameday. Please understand that it was not intentional, but
once I started, I couldn't stop. Obi-Wan, you know that it is
forbidden for a Master to initiate a relationship with his own
Padawan?" He paused as the still silent young man nodded once,
slowly, cautiously. "I could not speak of my feelings for you,
feelings that had been growing for several years. I can only
tell you it was very important to me to know for whom you had
such strong feelings." Qui-Gon started to extend a hand to the
young man, but stopped short when Obi-Wan reflexively flinched
back. Wincing at the reaction, Qui-Gon looked down at the floor
for a moment as if trying to gather his courage.
Slowly raising his eyes, Qui-Gon quietly continued. "Obi-Wan,
after you left our quarters I ... I went into your room and
read your private journal." Qui-Gon stopped and swallowed hard.
"I know it was wrong, and it was a violation of the trust
between us, but I swear I only did it that once. I had
to know, Obi-Wan, but I am truly sorry and I beg your
forgiveness for intruding on your privacy."
"You read my journal? The one place I thought I could safely
spill my guts?" The voice rose a little. "You knew about my
feelings and said nothing? You let me go through another year
of, of just about the most misery someone can live through?"
The rigid body revealed nothing, but the stormy grey eyes
reflected anger and confusion.
"Obi-Wan, I know what was written in your journal a year ago,
but I couldn't bring myself to read very much of it and what I
did see was rather cryptic. For good or ill, you have learned
your lessons in control all too well and have seldom allowed
your feelings to show, so I could not truly be certain." As
Qui-Gon paused to consider his next words, he saw the stiff
body soften just a little, a bit of uncertainty creep into the
agitated eyes.
Qui-Gon wet his lower lip before continuing softly. "Obi-Wan,
please try to understand my position. The rules are clear and
are meant to protect the Padawans. I would rather have risked
never knowing if to speak of my feelings meant being separated
by the Council, or, worse yet, being summarily rejected if you
had changed your mind or I had misinterpreted what I read." He
raised both hands in supplication and took a small step
forward, hope brightening his features when Obi-Wan did not
move away.
"And just what was it you thought was happening in my head,"
replied Obi-Wan just as quietly, his expression turning
thoughtful as he cocked his head a bit to his left, eyes
narrowing a little. His gaze flicked briefly to the outspread
hands before returning upward to rest on the craggy
countenance.
"My Padawan, my light, I hoped I was still the one of whom you
had written. I believed that both of us had come to attach a
great deal of importance and symbolism to this Nameday, and I
was willing to risk much on this misbegotten mission in case
there was still some substance to my hopes. If I am wrong, I
apologize again and ask that you forgive a foolish old man for
his dreams." Qui-Gon dropped his hands and bowed.
The apprentice stepped back, crossed his arms, eyes now almost
expressionless, and waited silently. ~ Can it be true? But if
he read the journal how could he have acted like he felt
nothing? How could he do that to me? Oh Force, what is
happening, what should I do? ~ He was fighting hard to keep the
confused turmoil of emotions from overwhelming him and took
refuge inside himself, almost unconsciously closing down the
bond, clearing his face to the calm non-expression he had
learned at his Master's side.
Qui-Gon straightened, put his hands together in the sleeves of
his robe, and continued in stoic dignity. "Tell me I am wrong
and you have my word I shall never speak of it again. If you
wish, we can leave this room now, I will go to the Council to
make my mission report and it will be as if this conversation
never took place." Looking at the sudden cold, empty expression
on his apprentice's face, feeling the bond snap shut, the now
almost black eyes pierced his heart. ~ Force, could I have been
so very very wrong? ~ he asked himself despairingly, not
knowing how else to interpret the situation.
His voice caught, and there was almost a tremor as he
continued, "If anything I have done or said is so wrong or
offensive to you that you feel you can no longer trust me or
want me, ... " Qui-Gon had to stop and swallow convulsively
before continuing, eyes downcast. "If that is so, I will do
what I can to make amends, and I will not stand in your way if
you wish to request a different Master to complete your
training. Please, tell me what you want, Obi-Wan."
At his Masters's last words, Obi-Wan jerked as if he had been
struck, shaking his head as a silent `NO' formed on his lips.
The sun had entirely set by now and the soft oblique room
lighting left the young man's face partially shadowed as he
slowly turned away, still shaking his head, and walked to the
nearest wide window. He stopped to gaze through the thick glass
out over the dark Coruscant night. Finally, he took a deep
breath, squared his shoulders and turned to face the tall,
silent figure in the Jedi Master's robe. The serenity of the
Master's expression was belied by the tension and anxiety Obi-
Wan could feel trickling across their bond despite the older
man's continuing efforts to suppress it.
Looking up into Qui-Gon's familiar face, the young man spoke
quietly in calm, measured tones. "For many years, I respected
you, revered you, loved you as a child would love a parent. But
there were also a lot of times when I was afraid of you or for
you, annoyed, irritated, angry, even times I was embarrassed
for you and about you when the Council punished you or you did
something my friends laughed at. You have been a difficult
person to live with, you know."
The Master acknowledged the words with a grimace and a self-
conscious half-smile. "I didn't always mean to be. And I'm
sorry you had to share in so many of my grillings in front of
the Council."
"I know. You couldn't help what you are and I wouldn't want
you to be anything different," replied Obi-Wan with a small
smile. His heart leapt inside as he saw the glimmer of hope
brightening the dark blue eyes and detected a slight quickening
of breath.
Obi-Wan paced slowly, gesturing with his hands as if trying to
weave just the right words of explanation. "I admit I was angry
tonight when you told me you read my journal. I felt I had been
betrayed, that you must have known how I felt and have been
laughing at the silly love sick Padawan all year, that, well,
all of my feelings had been thrown into a dark pit and trampled
on." He stopped when he saw the anguished look and slumped
shoulders that replaced the light in Qui-Gon's expression.
"But I don't want or need any other Master, and I'm sorry if I
gave you any reason to believe that I would even consider such
a thing, even for a moment, because inside I know you could
never hurt me like that," he quickly continued, anxious to
relight the now dark eyes, relieved when he saw the posture
straighten and head come up, relief flooding across the face.
"During the last several years I have come to realize that the
feelings I have for you are different from the way I feel about
anyone else. It was only when I was with you that I felt truly
complete, that there was a sense of rightness about my world,
and when I was apart from you it was as if a part of me was
missing. But it did take me a while to sort out all the
different feelings I was having as I grew up. As I grew older,
I had a lot of offers for sex; there were some people I felt
comfortable with so I tried to do some experimenting but it
never felt really right and I never got much past kissing and
petting. It was if my heart really wasn't in it, if you know
what I mean."
Qui-Gon smiled a little. "I did sometimes wonder why you never
seemed to go out with your friends for that sort of thing." He
ducked his head almost in embarrassment as he continued, "Until
you learned to shield properly I did catch an awful lot of,
shall we say hormonal echoes, through the bond."
Obi-Wan gave a small snort and felt his cheeks warm several
degrees. "I imagine you did. Believe me, all the parts
definitely worked but it seemed they worked best when I was
thinking of a certain tall Jedi Master. I do appreciate your
not saying anything about the inordinate amount of laundry and
cold showers I went through for a while." He smiled wickedly
for a moment but quickly turned serious again.
"Master, I meditated upon this matter for several years before
I understood my feelings and truly believed in them, knew that
I wanted you both emotionally and physically, but I didn't know
if there was any chance that you might return those feelings. I
knew in my head that even if you had the same kinds of feelings
for me you weren't allowed to speak to me about them, but you
were so hard to read I couldn't tell in my heart if you felt
anything at all beyond the normal Master-Padawan relationship,
the kind of feelings my friends told me they had with their
Masters. I decided to wait until my twentieth Nameday to tell
you about how I felt about you, about us." He grimaced
apologetically. "It seems that we unintentionally ended up
making life a lot more difficult than necessary this last year,
each of us trying his best to be such a good little Jedi and
hiding his feelings from the other." Qui-Gon nodded in
agreement, unspoken apology in his small smile.
Obi-Wan looked around the almost empty room ruefully before
returning his gaze to Qui-Gon. "I did plan for a long time
about how it would be. I knew exactly how I was going to
decorate our quarters, I had your favorite meal planned, I was
going to wear that special blue sagelsilk shirt I spent six
month's savings on, I even wrote out what I was going to say
and practiced in front of the mirror in case I lost my nerve."
Obi-Wan looked down at his hands which were anxiously rubbing
against his thighs almost of their own accord. He drew a deep
breath and looked up again. "I know this isn't what I planned,
and I only have myself to offer. I love you, I forgive anything
you think you have done which you believe might offend me, and
I want you to be my first love. Even if turns out that you can
not truly return my feelings after tonight, I will understand,
but I would still ask that you please give me at least this one
night to have and to remember. Qui-Gon Jinn, will you be my
first love?"
Blue eyes suspiciously bright, Qui-Gon swallowed hard before
replying. "Obi-Wan Kenobi, you are all I want, all that I have
wanted for a long time. It would be a great honor to be your
first love, and it would be an even greater privilege to share
that love for as many more nights as you will have me. I accept
gladly and gratefully." He grinned wryly and waved a hand
vaguely around the room. "I know the circumstances are not what
either of us might have planned or wished for, but the door is
locked, the lights can be turned down, I have a couple of
bottles of very nice wine and some very comfortable pillows, if
that will do in the way of romance. I'm afraid the only other
thing I have to offer you tonight is this ... "
Large hands slowly reached up to undo the clasp at the neck of
the robe whose voluminous folds had remained firmly in place
during the entire conversation. Qui-Gon opened the bond to
release the joy of his feelings as he simultaneously released
the clasp of the robe, pushing back the concealing fabric and
allowing the robe to fall away and pool around his feet,
standing quietly in place as he waited for his companion's
response.
Obi-Wan gasped, and, his eyes dilated and mouth open, could
only stare wordlessly at the magnificent gift being offered to
him. He had seen his Master unclothed on many occasions but
never so gloriously and sensuously naked as this being
who offered himself so freely and totally. The tall frame was
reflected in the outer windows, the soft lighting revealing the
many scars which overlaid the well muscled body and reflected
his long years of dedicated service. The bond between them
pulsed with the depth and sincerity of the offering. Slowly the
two long arms raised as if in invitation.
"Happy Nameday, Obi-Wan," said Qui-Gon softly. "How may I
please thee tonight?"
"Oh Force!" breathed the young man, still too stunned to move.
His gaze traveled up and down the Master's body again, stopping
to take in and appreciate the size of the flaccid member,
impressive despite its currently quiescent state. "Oh Force,"
he said again, eyes still locked on the Master's groin, "can
this really be happening?"
"I assure you it is quite real," smiled Qui-Gon, enjoying the
effect he was having on his apprentice.
A smile tugged at the young man's lips as he caught the double
meaning of Qui-Gon's last statement. Shaking his head, he
roused himself and walked forward slowly. The Master lowered
his arms as Obi-Wan approached but otherwise remained
motionless as the apprentice made a very slow circuit around
the older man. Finally, Obi-Wan stopped in front of Qui-Gon,
turned to face him, and drew a deep breath.
"Master," he started.
Holding up a hand, his Master intervened, "Qui-Gon, please,
when it is just the two of us. I know this will cause us to
need some adjustments in our relationship, but I believe we
will manage."
"Qui-Gon," said the younger man slowly and softly, savoring
the sound and feel of the name as it rolled off his tongue. "It
feels so strange to call you Qui-Gon, but it also feels ...
good. You're right, it will be different, but I know we can
work things out. Right now, though, I want to take your advice
to heart, my long suffering Master."
"And which piece of often neglected advice is that, my Obi-
Wan," said Qui-Gon with a small laugh.
"Your focus determines your reality, and right now I feel
very, very focused on you," replied Obi-Wan with a wicked grin.
He reached up to Qui-Gon's face with one hand and used the
other to pull the Master's head closer to him as he captured
the smiling lips in a firm kiss. After a moment of initial
surprise, Qui-Gon returned the kiss and willingly allowed the
questing tongue in to conduct a tentative exploration. As large
hands began to reach forward to embrace the smaller body,
Obi-Wan broke the kiss and pinned the large hands by their
owner's side.
"Not yet," commanded the apprentice, eyes closed and a
blissful smile on his face. "mmm ... that was good, but there
is a lot more of you to explore tonight."
"Yes, Master," said Qui-Gon with a small bow and a smile.
"Were you planning on getting undressed any time tonight, sir,
if I may be so bold as to ask?"
"Oh, don't worry, we'll get around to that eventually, my good
man," said Obi-Wan airily in his best pseudo-aristocratic air,
the effect of which was unfortunately spoiled by a barely
suppressed nervous giggle. Smiling broadly, Obi-Wan released
his Master's hands and stepped back as if to consider his next
move. Glancing past the tall figure, he paused suddenly as he
caught sight of their reflection in the huge windows.
"You know, Qui-Gon, it occurs to me that we are standing in
the tallest tower on Coruscant in a room that is almost all
windows. Aren't we a bit, uh, conspicuous?"
"Not really," Qui-Gon replied with a rare mischievous smile of
his own. "Not that I'm sure I would really mind tonight
though." With a wave of his hands he dimmed the lights so the
primary lighting was now from outside, the tower's yellow, blue
and red rotating navigation warning lights and the incessant
night traffic providing a pleasant play of multicolored hues.
"The windows are exceptionally thick and cleverly designed.
They allow us to see outside clearly but appear almost opaque
to anyone trying to look in. The room is seldom used but, as
you say, is quite obvious. If one wishes to wait but be
unnoticed by certain Jedi who sit in another tower of the
Temple, what better place to do so than right under everyone's
noses?"
"Thank you for those words of wisdom, o great one."
"That is why I'm the Master and you're still the student, my
Padawan," said Qui-Gon serenely, a hint of a twinkle in his
eyes.
"Then I think I had better continue my education immediately."
Suiting action to words, Obi-Wan began a silent but thorough
exploration of the tall frame. Starting at the face, he used
gentle fingers to touch the long desired flesh as if seeking to
memorize every inch of skin. Soft, short strokes on the face,
rubbing gently through the whiskers on the chin, longer,
sweeping strokes across the chest and down the arms, stopping
to tweak both nipples into hardened buds, a smile of delighted
wonder on his face as he felt them come to life under his
touch. The only sounds in the room were those of breathing and
the soft sibilant sweep of flesh against flesh. Gentle massage
down the hard belly, now a wicked smile as he carefully avoided
the rapidly hardening penis in the movement out to the lean
flanks, stopping briefly to inhale deeply as the scent changed
from Qui-Gon's familiar herb-based soap to deeper, muskier
tones, down the long thighs, the calloused hands continued
their journey past the hard shins. Kneeling, Obi-Wan lifted
each foot in turn to caress the tough flesh, carefully
massaging each long toe. Crouching, Obi-Wan paused to look up.
~ Force, the man's legs go on forever, ~ mouth open momentarily
in awe. Moving to the back, Obi-Wan reversed his journey, up
the trim calves, a quick grin as he found a sensitive spot
behind the knees which drew a sharp gasp from the otherwise
silent man, stroking the heavily muscled thighs. Several
delicious minutes on the well defined buttocks, handfuls of
firm flesh which clenched and unclenched under his careful
ministrations as the breathing deepened. By now Obi-Wan could
feel heat coming off the long body, almost swore he could see
the first tiny drops of perspiration popping out of the pale
skin. Up the lower back, locating spots at the base of the
ribcage which drew more gasps and a quaking shiver, ~ mmm, have
to remember that spot ~ , then long sweeping strokes across the
broad shoulders. He could feel the heat coming from both bodies
now, and was surprised to find his penis had hardened almost
without his notice, so absorbed had he been. Standing close to
Qui-Gon's back, he reached across the shoulders, one hand on
each side, to gently tip the chin back, then ran his hands
slowly up the sides of the face and into the hair. Untying the
clasp with trembling fingers, Obi-Wan let the long brown silver
flecked hair fall loosely, then buried his face in the soft
mane as he ran his fingers through it again and again,
breathing in Qui-Gon's essence, feeling the silken strands
caress his skin and shred his consciousness into mindless
ecstasy. Finally, uttering a soft sigh, he reluctantly released
the tousled hair and moved around to stand in front of his
Master.
Although still silent, Qui-Gon was breathing heavily, lips
barely parted, two spots of color high on his cheeks and a fine
sheen of sweat glistening in the subdued light. He opened his
mouth to speak but Obi-Wan silenced him with a soft finger
across the opened lips and a small shake of his head. The young
man reached out to take one large hand in each of his, holding
them loosely, palms up, as he massaged each open palm with a
thumb. Slowly he raised the hands to his face, holding the
palms to his cheeks, letting the fingers curl naturally around
his head. His eyes closed, the young man slowly nuzzled the
hands, turning to kiss and lick each palm in turn, until
finally he simply held the hands tightly to his face and
shivered in joy.
Opening his eyes, Obi-Wan looked at Qui-Gon, who still waited
patiently for permission to move, although the strain was
starting to show, his fingers twitching almost imperceptibly
against Obi-Wan's skin. "You know," he said softly, "I have had
entire erotic fantasies about just your hands and your hair."
Obi-Wan pulled the large hands away from his face, holding them
clasped lightly before him. With a shaky laugh, he patted the
right hand, saying, "I hate to even try to remember how many
sheets I went through imagining what you could do with this
thing." Drawing a slow breath, he licked his lips before asking
shyly, "Will you do something for me now?"
"Of course," replied Qui-Gon hoarsely. "You have but to name
it, my love."
Obi-Wan shivered again at the endearment. "I want you to
undress me, then touch me, just your hands, slowly, I want to
feel your hands on my body."
Qui-Gon swallowed, then nodded, as if not quite trusting
himself to speak again. He knelt before the shorter man, and
slowly, reverently, began to remove the utility belt. Laying it
carefully aside, he rose and removed each of the upper garments
in turn, folding and placing each on a pile with slow
precision. When the upper body was bare, Qui-Gon gazed hungrily
for a moment before kneeling again and bending to unbuckle the
high boots. After the boots and socks were removed and placed
next to the pile of discarded clothing, he paused for a moment,
small trickles of sweat forming on the sides of his face. With
trembling hands, he reached for the drawstring at the waist and
slowly unfastened it. Qui-Gon inserted his thumbs into the
waistbands of both inner and outer garments, flushing a little
the first time he touched hot flesh, and carefully drew both
garments down, pulling a little more firmly as the cloth
snagged on the hard penis, then swiftly finishing and laying
them aside after the young man stepped out of them.
Kneeling, leaning back silently with buttocks on heels, lips parted, eyes shining, Qui-Gon contemplated the task before him as if deciding where to begin. His own breathing roared in his ears as he reminded himself that this was real, no longer one of his secret fantasies. Looking up at Obi-Wan, he reached slowly for the right foot, giving the younger man time to rest one hand lightly on the broad shoulder for balance. Qui-Gon placed the foot on the front of his thigh and gently massaged it, giving each toe individual attention, working his way across the top of the foot, soothing calluses on the bottom and heel before moving up the ankle, the shin, and back down the calf, keeping his hands in constant motion. Gently placing the foot back on the ground, he repeated the massage with the left foot, then worked his way up the front of each thigh. Each touch was bliss, a silent worship to his private god.
Still on his knees, Qui-Gon moved around the still form and
began at the back of the knees, kneading and smoothing the warm
flesh of the thighs and the outer flanks. He teased at the
lines where buttocks joined lower legs, then firmly massaged
the large muscles of the enticing rear, drawing a soft moan
from the young man, barely suppressing a moan of his own.
Working his way up the lower back, he eased the knots in the
heavy muscles that betrayed a tension born of nervousness. As
he rose to attack the shoulders and neck he carefully refrained
from allowing the rest of his body to touch his apprentice,
although it was evident from the occasional tremor and heavy
breathing that Obi-Wan was all too aware of his close
proximity. He allowed himself to bask in the heat of both
bodies, smell the soap and sweat, breathing deeply. Qui-Gon
massaged each arm from behind, handling each finger separately,
caressing the palm gently, pausing to feel the blood pulsing
through the vein on the wrist, smoothing the skin of upper and
lower arm.
Standing fully upright, Qui-Gon ran his fingers through the
short Padawan haircut, now spiky with sweat. Still running the
fingers of one hand through wet hair, he slowly moved around to
face Obi-Wan. Using both hands, he gently caressed the face in
front of him, drawing a deep open mouth moan and a fluttering
of eyelids. Fingertips ghosted across and around ears, then
under the chin and across the thumping vessels now surging
wildly with racing blood, a beat which matched his own thudding
heart. He closed his eyes, seeing only with his fingers,
hearing the blood roar, letting the bond pulse to match the
heat growing between the two men. Leaning closer, he breathed
gently across unseen lips before forcing himself to move on,
leaving behind a strangled moan.
Moving slowly down and across the upper chest, Qui-Gon teased
and tweaked the nipples until they were hard and brown. A hard
twist resulted in clenched hands and another deep moan as Obi-
Wan shifted in place. Qui-Gon smiled gleefully as fingertips
across the belly resulted in an almost frantic rippling of
muscles and spasmodic twitching of fists. Gradually sinking
into a kneeling position again, Qui-Gon continued to massage
the warm skin on the hips, finally ending with large hands
splayed across the lower groin, a thumb just barely not
touching each side of the hard flesh which strained toward him.
He breathed deeply of the musky scent, feeling his own body
respond with an aching hardness and sensitized touch, each drop
of sweat tickling as it slowly descended, tongue reaching out
to wet suddenly dry lips.
Qui-Gon paused, then looked up to seek permission before
continuing. Obi-Wan's eyes were closed, his head tilted back,
mouth open and face flushed. The eyes opened as the young man
became aware that the delightful friction had ceased; he looked
down into the questioning blue eyes and nodded. Slowly,
carefully, as if handling a fragile treasure, Qui-Gon cradled
the hard penis in both hands, fingertips supporting the heavy
scrotum as a hot flush swept his own body at the first
delicious contact. Moving one hand up to fondle the hot
testicles, he used the other to caress the silky skin, long
sweeping strokes with his palm from the root to the now
copiously leaking head alternating with soft short ghostings
from fingertips. Qui-Gon shivered as he stroked the hard
member, his head slowly moving closer as if drawn by an unseen
magnet, until he could almost breathe on the slippery head.
Licking his lips nervously, he listened to the young man's
moans, his focus centered on the tempting flesh before him, his
own breathing harsh in his ears. Finally, he could stand it no
more.
"Obi-Wan," he pleaded huskily. "Please, I want ... I need to
taste you."
"Yesss," hissed the apprentice through clenched teeth. His
hands reached out to grasp the Master's head, pulling him
forward.
Qui-Gon moved his hands to hold Obi-Wan's hips as he reached
with his tongue to lap up the liquid on the head of the penis.
At the first touch, time seemed to freeze, his senses straining
to capture this intoxicating moment. This was his Obi-Wan, his
own Obi-Wan, but it was hard to believe that it was really
happening at long last. The skin burned hot under his hands and
the mingled odors of sweat and musk seared a path through his
nose to his brain. Closing his eyes, his tongue reached into
the slit for more of the salty fluid before swirling gently
around the head several times. Hot, sweet velvet on his tongue,
the taste of long sought nectar sending jolts of electricity
down his spine. The wet tongue slowly licked up and down the
entire length of the hard member, stopping briefly to taste
each of the heavy testicles as he buried his nose in the short,
wiry hair to drink in the scent, feel the tickling sensation.
Qui-Gon pulled back slightly and breathed gently on the head,
letting it cool in the slight breeze, a smile playing on his
lips as he heard an inarticulate groan from above him. He drew
the head into his mouth and let it rest in the hot cavern as he
savored the feel and flavor for a long moment, reveling in the
wonder, awed that he was the first being to experience this
rapture. Feeling the hands tighten in his hair, Qui-Gon lunged
forward, drawing almost the entire length of the generously
sized penis into his mouth. He sucked hard and was rewarded
with a stunned gasp and strained pleas for more. He set up a
steady rhythm, pulling off until the head barely rested inside
his mouth, then plunging down and drawing Obi-Wan's entire
penis into his mouth and relaxed throat. The moans were music
to his ears as he set to work, spurring him on, energizing him
as no drug possibly could. Qui-Gon called on every bit of his
experience and strength to make this first homage as wonderful
as he could, now varying the rhythm, then burying his Obi-Wan
deeply and swallowing, now sneaking in a suckling of the
testicles. Only distantly aware of his own racing heart, the
sweat trickling down his face and tickling his ribs, the hard
floor beneath his knees, Qui-Gon was drunk on the emotion of
the moment, his mind ablaze with the hot silk in his mouth, the
susurrations of wet tongue on hard steel almost deafening in
his concentration. He held the bucking hips steady as he
returned to a hard, steady rhythm and increased the speed.
Warned by the tightening of hands in his hair and a screaming
moan, Qui-Gon tightened his grip as Obi- Wan's knees buckled
and his hard penis suddenly spewed forth its hot liquid.
Qui-Gon greedily swallowed, ~ Mine! ~ he thought dazedly, still
not entirely certain if this was dream or reality, then held
the young man up as he cleaned off all traces of the offering
from the still partially hard member with his tongue, savoring
every bit he could find, suckling for the last precious drops.
The Master then carefully gathered his groggy apprentice into
his arms and carried him over to the soft nest he had prepared,
laying him down among the pillows, then lying down beside him.
Obi-Wan finally opened his eyes to the delightful sensations
of a warm body next to him and a hot tongue licking the sweat
from his neck. Dark eyes peered down as soft lips moved upward
to drift across his own lips.
" mmmm .... That was wonderful," murmured Obi-Wan. "Thank you,
Qui-Gon."
"I'm glad you enjoyed it," replied Qui-Gon, "although I should
be the one thanking you." He continued soft kisses across the
apprentice's face then stopped to nibble on an ear.
"Enjoy is definitely an understatement," said Obi-Wan as he
felt his penis taking a definite interest in the new
activities. A hot tongue and cool breath in his ear sent
shivers down his back. "It's even better than I imagined it
would be." He paused thoughtfully. "It's still my Nameday,
isn't it?"
"Of course," the Master whispered into the ear he was
delicately licking.
"Good." Obi-Wan smiled gleefully, pushing Qui-Gon over flat on
his back, then capturing his mouth in a long kiss, tongue
pushing eagerly into the welcoming wetness to taste his own
essence still within the hot cavern.
Finally stopping for breath, Obi-Wan sighed. "That's another
one of my fantasies, Qui-Gon, to kiss you," a chaste kiss on
the nose, "and kiss you some more," a nibble on the lower lip,
"and taste you," a long lick to gather in the trickle of sweat
on one temple, "and taste you some more."
"This night is for you. Whatever pleases you, pleases me as
well, my love," replied Qui-Gon a bit breathlessly.
"Then you are about to become very happy," said Obi-Wan slyly
as he suited actions to words and began attacking the large man
with lips and tongue. Kisses across the broad forehead, a
tender kiss on the crooked nose, long swipes down each temple
and a soft kiss on each eyelid were followed by another long
searing kiss and vigorous exploration by two tongues as two
pairs of hands roamed freely over bare skin.
"Qui-Gon," gasped the apprentice. "Oh yes ... that is
definitely good." He smothered any reply by diving in again,
this time enhancing the effect by lying directly on top of Qui-
Gon, bare, sweaty skin to bare skin at chest, belly and groin.
He moaned into the kiss and felt the answering vibrations
rumbling in the broad chest beneath him as two hard and leaking
penises rubbed together. He felt two large hands travel down
his back and grasp his buttocks, driving their slippery groins
together as two tongues caressed. Pulling up and breaking the
kiss with another gasp, Obi-Wan braced his forearms on the
large heaving chest, then let his body slide sideways to rest
beside his Master's body, his erection tingling in the sudden
rush of cool air as it rested across Qui-Gon's upper hip. He
detected a small whimper among the panting as the older man's
hips bucked up at the sudden loss of contact and realized that
Qui-Gon had so far denied his own release to allow the younger
man to satisfy his own desires.
Obi-Wan sat up, reaching with one hand to smooth back the
sweat-soaked hair, then brushed his lips across the swollen
lips beneath him, murmuring softly, "Soon, my love, very soon,
I promise." Pinning Qui-Gon's elbows by his sides, he moved
down aggressively, licking the salty sweat from the neck,
sucking hard at the point where neck met collarbone, nipping
and sucking again to leave his mark, drawing moans from the
older man. He licked large swirling circles on the broad chest,
the circles narrowing until he locked on to a brown nipple,
sucking hard to elicit a gasp from the writhing form. He moved
over to lavish his attentions on the other nipple, sucking and
biting, leaving it hard and marked. Moving down the midline of
the chest, he kissed and licked, enjoying the reactions as he
reached the taut belly and felt the muscles ripple under his
tongue. He paused for a moment at the belly, releasing
Qui-Gon's arms so he could prop himself on one elbow and
contemplate the hard member which slapped against the lower
stomach as the big man's hips bucked again. He felt a moment of
trepidation as, practically nose to nose, so to speak, he
realized just how big Qui-Gon's fully erect penis really
was.
"Oh Force," he gasped as he swallowed hard and stared at the
hard phallus and heavy sac.
"Obi-Wan," came a strained voice from somewhere above him.
"Please. I know it's your day, but I don't think I can wait
much longer if you are going to keep doing that to me.
Especially if I am to continue shielding our activities from
the rest of the Temple." An attempt at a short barking laugh
between panting breaths. "Even Masters have their limits, my
love."
Obi-Wan grinned, pleased that he had cracked his Master's
legendary serenity, and seized Qui-Gon's penis as he moved
toward it. It was hot and hard in his hand, the moisture that
had been present for some time making it slippery in his grasp.
He heard a loud moan and felt a shudder go through the large
frame as he licked and swirled his tongue around the smooth
head. One hand moved down to massage the heavy testicles, the
other hand caressing the hot length, as he put the head in his
mouth, licking gently. He continued the slow movements as he
paused to savor the fulfillment of another of his fantasies.
"Please ... Obi-Wan ... please don't stop," the guttural
moans, clenched hands and squirming hips reminded the
apprentice of his partner's needs.
With more enthusiasm than expertise Obi-Wan set to work. He
had read the books and seen the vids, but he had still felt a
short but unexpected hot flood of embarrassment when faced with
the actual reality. After all, this wasn't just anybody, this
was Qui-Gon, the man he had been longing for, aching for, and
he wanted so much to please him. He licked up and down the
shaft as he fondled both testicles, squeezing and massaging,
trying to remember the most sensitive things which had given
him pleasure when he masturbated and occasionally trying to
sneak a glance upward to catch a glimpse of Qui-Gon's
reactions. Obi-Wan tried vainly to take all of the penis into
his mouth and throat but didn't have the trick of it yet and
could only get about half the length inhaled, almost choking on
the part he did get down and feeling another flush of
inadequacy. Judging by the moans and bucking hips though Obi-
Wan guessed the effort was at least appreciated. By this time
Qui-Gon was well beyond caring about the skill level of his
apprentice and simply tried to keep from thrusting hard enough
to choke the young man. Obi-Wan made up for his lack of
experience through increased effort, vigorously sucking and
tonguing as much of Qui-Gon's penis as he could get into his
mouth while pumping both hands rapidly up and down the rest of
the slick exposed length. His efforts were soon rewarded as he
felt the testicles tighten and a strangled shout presaged an
outpouring of hot white liquid. Obi-Wan swallowed as rapidly as
he could but had to let the excess semen dribble down both
sides of his chin to keep from choking. He stubbornly
persevered until the flow stopped, then, following Qui-Gon's
earlier lead, Obi-Wan slowly cleaned all traces of the eruption
from the semisoft penis with a gentle tongue, taking time to
actually taste the warm liquid, feeling its texture on his lips
and in his mouth.
Obi-Wan crawled back up the recumbent form, supporting himself
with an arm on each side of the broad chest as he contemplated
the sweating, flushed face, eyes closed, loose hair plastered
to the forehead and temples, mouth partially open to suck in
air. He marveled at the damage he had done to his Master's
vaunted composure and felt extraordinarily privileged to be the
one allowed to wreak such havoc. Blue eyes opened halfway and
the mouth smiled as a large forefinger carefully reached up to
gather the liquid trailing down one side of Obi-Wan's chin.
"mmm" crooned Qui-Gon as he blissfully sucked the finger
clean.
Obi-Wan laughed as he removed the large finger and lowered his
head to claim a kiss; he was intercepted by a questing tongue
which reached out to clean the other side of his chin before
the two mouths were joined together in a lingering kiss.
Several minutes passed as they alternated slow kisses, nibbling
on lips and sucking on tongues as Qui-Gon recovered, hands
gently caressing warm, wet flesh.
"Thank you, love," Qui-Gon finally murmured as both men paused
to gaze at each other. "That was wonderful."
Obi-Wan shook his head. "It is I who should be thanking you
for putting up with such a clumsy lover. This has been the best
Nameday I have ever had."
"There is a reason they call it `first love', my Obi-Wan,"
Qui- Gon smiled. "You are not clumsy, merely inexperienced, and
I hope to have many occasions to help you improve your
technique."
Blushing a little, the apprentice stumbled on his reply. "I .
. . I'd like that."
Glancing down, Qui-Gon nudged the resurrected erection poking
into his hip. "It does not appear that we are quite finished
with your Nameday celebration," he said dryly.
Obi-Wan blushed even more. "You've already done so much, I
don't want to be too greedy," he mumbled, looking away.
Reaching up with one hand, Qui-Gon grasped the apprentice's
chin and turned his head back so he could look into the young
man's eyes. "Obi-Wan, I went to rather a lot of trouble to be
back here for this night. I suggest you take advantage of this
opportunity while you can, because there may not be much of me
left after the Council gets done chewing me up and spitting me
out in little pieces tomorrow," he said with a twinkle in his
eyes.
Giggling a little at the image, Obi-Wan countered, "I think
they're rather more likely to choke on your tough hide, Master
Jinn."
"Impudent whelp," was accompanied by a pillow to the head of
the aforesaid whelp, who easily ducked. "It's terrible the
things the Council expects a poor Master to put up with these
days."
Obi-Wan laughed and propped himself up on one elbow. "And I
love you too, Master."
Qui-Gon smiled briefly, put his hands behind his head and
contemplated the happy face of his Padawan for a moment before
continuing, glad that he had been able to put the young man at
ease. "Seriously, Obi-Wan, this night is for you. If there is
anything else you would like to do, I will do it for you if I
can."
Nibbling on his lower lip, Obi-Wan thought for a while. "There
are lots of things I would like to do, but not all of them
tonight, Qui-Gon." He glanced down at his Master's groin,
noting that the penis was still remarkably impressive even in a
partially flaccid state. "I want to have you inside me, but I
don't feel nearly ready for that yet." He stopped and looked
away but not before Qui-Gon caught the flash of apprehension in
his eyes.
"I don't want you to do anything you're not comfortable with,
my love," said Qui-Gon quietly. "But there is something else,
isn't there?"
"Well, yes," replied Obi-Wan, hesitating. He went on in a
rush, "I've read about it, and seen the pictures and took the
classes, and I really, really want to do it but I don't want to
hurt you or do something wrong or "
Qui-Gon held up a hand, chuckling, "Easy, Obi-Wan, it's all
right, just slow down, please." He reached over to trace one
finger gently down the side of Obi-Wan's face. "I would be
pleased to have you join with me if that is what you want."
Obi-Wan looked up unhappily. "I want to ... but, well, you
are my Master, and I didn't think you'd be willing to
..."
Qui-Gon grasped his apprentice's free hand and held it to his
heart. "Obi-Wan," he said softly but firmly, "listen to me very
carefully. This is a new and different relationship, and we
have to learn what the new rules are and how to separate it
from the rest of our life so that it does not affect your
training; I suspect that learning will be a long, ongoing
process. In this relationship, it is not about Master and
Padawan, it is about two people who love each other and who
both must be willing to contribute equally to the
relationship." Qui-Gon deliberately glanced downward at the two
naked bodies, a hungry, almost feral look in his eyes as his
nostrils flared, drawing a squirm and another blush from
Obi-Wan. "I certainly have dreamed about what I would like to
do with you, and I have to admit that being inside you is very
high on the list, but I can live without that if you are not
ready. I will never knowingly do anything to hurt you." A
squeeze of the hand, and Qui-Gon looked directly into his
apprentice's eyes. "On the other hand, I have no problem with
you being inside me if that will make you happy. This is not
about power and authority, although I suspect there will be
times when that does become an issue, this is about our
feelings for each other as individuals and pleasing each other
without giving up our own individuality. Tonight is for Obi-
Wan and Qui-Gon, not Padawan Kenobi and Master Jinn. Do you
understand what I'm saying?"
"I believe so," replied Obi-Wan, nodding. "Tonight is for us,
just two people who love each other. But are you really sure
you don't mind?"
"I have never taken a lover lightly, and I have found that
there are times you must be willing to both give and receive if
the love is worthwhile. You are very special to me, Obi-Wan,
and it truly does make me happy to be able to give you
pleasure. If this is what you want, then I want to do this for
you tonight."
"Yes, I want to very much, but I don't want to hurt you."
"Don't worry, there's no rush and I'll help you," said Qui-Gon
with a smile. "Shall we begin?"
After a few minutes discussion, they determined that it would
be easier for both men if they kept things as simple as
possible for this first time. Obi-Wan felt a bit overwhelmed as
he watched Qui-Gon retrieve a tube of lubricant from the cooler
of wine and several towels. ~ Force, he's so calm about this ~
thought Obi-Wan, ~ and I feel like I want to throw up, there's
so many butterflies in my stomach. ~ Qui-Gon caught the tension
through the bond; he paused to smile reassuringly and squeeze
Obi-Wan's shoulder. He continued his preparations, carefully
positioning several pillows, then draping a towel over them
before lying down over the pillows so his hips were raised, the
muscled buttocks looming enticingly before the suddenly shy
apprentice. Although there was no discernible breeze in the
room, Obi-Wan shivered, his penis drooping at half mast.
Sensing no activity from his partner, Qui-Gon glanced back
quizzically from where his upper body reclined on his forearms
and asked, "You do still want to do this, yes?"
Rousing himself, Obi-Wan breathed, "Oh, yes, most definitely
yes," as he knelt between the long legs and reached out to
massage the heavy muscles of the lower back. ~ Calm down, Obi-
Wan, ~ he chastised himself, ~ people do this all the time, you
can do this too. ~ For several minutes he kneaded the middle
and lower back, giving both men time to relax and become
comfortable with the situation. Obi-Wan felt an electric jolt
the first time his penis made incidental contact with the
recumbent form beneath him, and felt his anxiety change to
anticipation as Qui-Gon made encouraging noises of contentment
under the steady ministrations of the strong hands. In the back
of his mind he became vaguely aware that Qui-Gon was sending
warmth and happy thoughts over the bond to help him. Moving
lower, Obi-Wan grasped the buttocks, gently squeezing the
flesh, using his thumbs to press in and up and down on the
edges of the cleft, revealing the concealed opening.
Anticipation changed to excitement, his member once more hard
and his face flushed. Again, Obi-Wan was content to caress the
hot flesh for several minutes, enjoying the slide of soft skin
and hard muscle under his fingertips, watching the flow of
multicolored lights over the light flesh. He finally drew a
tentative thumb to brush the length of the cleft, eliciting a
gasp as he passed gently over the puckered skin, down the
perineum to rest lightly on the testicles below.
Heartened by the continued encouragement from his lover, Obi-
Wan grew bolder and kissed and licked the firm buttocks as he
used his hands to fondle the heavy sac and bring Qui-Gon's
penis to full life. Using his knees, he nudged the long legs
even further apart. Grasping a firm muscle in each hand, he
held the buttocks apart as he tongued the top of the cleft and
slowly worked his way up and down the tender skin. Closing his
eyes, Obi-Wan let tongue and nose see for him, enjoying the
changing textures of skin, the musky smell enhancing the salty
earth flavor, the wiry pubic hair tickling his chin as he
worked his way lower. ~ mmmm, yes, those silly books don't even
come close ~ passed idly through his thoughts. His efforts
rewarded by another rumbling moan of pleasure, after several
passes he gathered his courage and inserted his tongue deeply
into the heavy ring of muscle. A deep gasp was accompanied by a
reflexive surge of hips, surprising Obi-Wan so much he almost
bit his tongue as the buttocks came up into his face.
Encouraged by the quivering aftermath beneath him, Obi- Wan
regrouped and tried it again, this time leaning forward to let
his weight control Qui-Gon, feeling the buttocks clench against
his restraining hands, then kissed and tongued the sensitive
area, periodically diving in again, until the hips began
squirming and he could hear Qui-Gon breathing harshly. Easing
up, he caressed the buttocks for a moment before seeking out
the tube of lubricant his Master had so thoughtfully provided.
Remembering the careful instructions, Obi-Wan squeezed out a
large dollop of the clear heavy gel onto his right forefinger.
Reaching down to begin inserting the finger he was unexpectedly
greeted by a sharp hiss and abrupt expletive as the hips jerked
sharply away from the contact. Pulling back immediately, he
asked anxiously, "Are you alright, Qui-Gon? Did I hurt you?"
"No, no, you didn't hurt me," responded Qui-Gon a bit shakily.
"I'm sorry, it was just that it was a lot colder than I was
expecting."
"Cold?" asked Obi-Wan, not quite catching on. Looking down at
his finger, he realized his mistake and hastened to apologize
fervently. "Oh, no, the lube, I'm sorry, I forgot it had been
in the wine cooler, oh force, I'm so sorry, Qui-Gon."
"It's alright, love," the older man said softly, trying very
hard to restrain a smile, knowing that it would be a good while
before he would be able to convince Obi-Wan to see the humor of
the situation. "No harm done." He coughed discreetly. "If you
could perhaps warm the lube a little, it would be nice."
"Of course, of course, I'll take care of that right away,"
replied Obi-Wan, fumbling with the cap of the tube in mortified
nervousness, thankful for the semidarkness that hid his flaming
cheeks as he squeezed out some more lube and warmed it between
his palms, inwardly cursing himself for five kinds of a Sith-
spawned idiot. Gathering the slippery gel onto his finger
again, he called out tentatively, "Uh, Qui-Gon, are you ready?"
"Yes, love, any time you are." Sensing the apprentice's
hesitancy, he continued softly, "It's alright, really, please
go ahead."
Clenching his lower lip between his teeth in concentration,
Obi-Wan used one hand to massage a buttock briefly before
pushing it aside to allow access for the finger that was ever
so slowly and gently inserted part way into the tight ring of
muscle. He felt the muscle clench tightly on the slick digit
and stopped as he heard the sharp exhale of a breath held too
long.
"That's good, love, you're doing fine," said Qui-Gon
encouragingly. "It has been rather a while since I've been with
anyone, so you'll need to loosen the muscles quite a bit, but
you're doing well."
"Thanks, Qui-Gon. You'll let me know if I'm hurting you?" A
touch of unease still tinged the voice.
"Of course, my Obi-Wan."
Feeling the ring relax around his finger, Obi-Wan carefully
probed a bit deeper while rotating his finger. As he continued,
he used his other hand to massage Qui-Gon's penis and testicles
below the perineum, enjoying the feeling as he brought the
flagging member back to full hardness after his initial
misadventure with the lube. After several minutes, he heard
Qui-Gon begin to moan and ask for another finger. Adding more
thoroughly warmed lube, the apprentice began to probe deeper
with two fingers. Rotating the fingers to a new angle, he heard
a moan that suddenly changed to a high-pitched yelp. He
immediately stopped, anxiously querying his Master again.
"Don't stop, love," gasped Qui-Gon, any concerns about
Masterly dignity long gone. "Oh, yes, that's the spot. Don't
stop now," he pleaded.
Obi-Wan realized that he must have found his Master's prostate
and continued to probe and massage, enjoying the excited grunts
and moans emanating from the now clearly far from serene older
Jedi and the twitching of the hard penis which was starting to
leak at the head. He grinned as he decided that this was fun
once you got the hang of it; looking down he noticed that his
own penis evidently agreed strongly with that opinion. Hearing
a plea for more, he very carefully added a third finger and
continued until he could feel that his partner was very
relaxed, the muscles loose and pliant. Obi-Wan felt that he was
finally beginning to understand what Qui-Gon had said earlier
about how it could feel just as good to give pleasure as to
receive it.
"Obi-Wan," panted Qui-Gon. "I'm ready. I want you, love."
The apprentice withdrew his fingers, then added a generous coating of lube to the moisture being generated by his hard and aching member. His testicles swung as he positioned his penis’s smooth glistening head at the entrance to his Master’s body. He paused to drink in the sensations of this magic moment, suddenly needing desperately to emblazon it on his memory. Hot, smooth flesh under his fingers, barest trembling of legs as they touched, play of lights across the long body in front of him, sweat soaked long hair strewn in disarray. Obi-Wan’s own breathing was loud in his ears as his veins pulsed madly, sweat tickling as it trickled down his face, his ribs, his back, a drop burning as it fell into his eye. The smell of sex filled the air and the heady taste of Qui-Gon’s earthy tones lingered on his tongue as he licked suddenly dry lips. The sensitive head of his phallus seemed to feel every wrinkle of the loosened ring beneath the smooth layer of lube. A small moan escaped his lips as he leaned forward and felt muscles part around the hard slick intruder. He almost stopped when a deep grunt accompanied his first small push but then continued to ease into Qui-Gon’s tight channel until the head was fully enveloped. Both men gasped and moaned.
"Qui-Gon, oh, it's so good."
"Yesss, keep going, love, it gets better."
Obi-Wan held Qui-Gon's hips to steady himself as he continued
to slowly push into the hot tightness. He could feel the sweat
dripping down his temples and gathering at the back of his
knees as his heart hammered and blood roared in his ears, a
bass counterpoint to Qui-Gon's inarticulate moans. An inch, two
inches, three, his progress continued. Halfway in he swore he
felt Qui-Gon's muscles clench around him and begin to pull him
inexorably forward, deeper and deeper into the sweet darkness.
He closed his eyes and let it happen; he could no more have
stopped that journey than he could have stopped breathing.
After what seemed a blissful eternity he finally stopped as he
realized his hips were flush against the Master's buttocks, his
heavy testicles snugged up against hot flesh.
Time stopped and for a long moment there was nothing else in
the galaxy beyond this wonderful feeling, the heat of bodies
joined tightly together, blood surging, hearts beating, lungs
sucking air. There was no conscious thought, only feeling and
sensation, until gradually Obi-Wan became aware of movement
beneath him as large hips shifted slightly.
"Obi-Wan, are you alright?" called Qui-Gon softly, breathing
heavily.
Slowly opening his eyes, Obi-Wan replied dreamily, "Much
better than alright ... it's wonderful. I could stay like this
forever."
Qui-Gon snorted and smiled as he glanced back at his
apprentice. "I suspect your knees would get rather sore
eventually, as would certain of my body parts," he said wryly.
"Would you believe me if I told you it does get better still?"
Obi-Wan shuddered and gave a low moan of appreciation as he
felt muscles contract around his embedded penis, milking the
hard length. "Ohhh ... Qui-Gon, yes, yes." He decided to try
pulling back a little and found that this too was very
pleasurable, so he slowly pulled back until just the head
remained inside his lover's body.
"Yes, Obi-Wan, that's it, keep going."
With this encouragement, the young man began slowly sliding in
and out, the older man adjusting the angle of his hips until
Obi-Wan heard a sharp gasp and plea for more. He concentrated
on trying to hit that spot again and was rewarded with several
fervent moans. Leaning forward to kiss the broad sweaty back,
he felt his hands slip forward, then continued the movement to
reach around and grasp Qui-Gon's penis. It was hot and hard and
he gathered moisture from the head to spread along the length
before started to pump with a clenched fist.
By now Obi-Wan was ecstatic but he could feel his testicles
starting to tighten and knew he couldn't last much longer, his
senses beginning to overload from all the new and wonderful
sensations. He began to plunge harder and felt Qui-Gon respond
by thrusting his hips back to meet the solid penis entering him
and then thrusting forward into the fist pumping his own stiff
member. Obi-Wan kissed, licked and nipped almost frantically,
the tempo of the pounding hips increasing frenetically. He was
beyond conscious thought, driven by his body's ruthless demands
for completion. He used his free hand to balance himself as he
drove harder, faster, until with a triumphant scream he lunged
forward and buried himself to the root as his seed emptied
itself into his lover's body, bright lights exploding behind
his eyeballs, vaguely aware of an echoing shout and the
sensation of hot semen flowing over the hand still clutching
the pulsing penis below him. Obi-Wan slowly slipped forward to
lie on Qui-Gon and embrace him, his penis still embedded in his
lover, lost in a gentle glow of euphoria. He rested his head
against the base of Qui-Gon's neck, feeling the rise and fall
of the hot, sweat slicked body beneath him, hearing the
reassuring heart beat, content to remain there as both men
gradually recovered their breath and some small measure of
sanity.
Obi-Wan was finally roused by the movement of the large body
beneath him. Letting his now flaccid member pull free from the
stretched opening, he slid down to lie on his side as his
Master shifted up to his side so the two men were facing each
other. Qui-Gon languidly leaned over for a soft kiss.
"Qui-Gon," breathed the young man.
"Yes, Obi-Wan?"
"I don't know what to say. It's ... it's just so much better
than even my dreams."
"So you might like to try it again sometime?" asked Qui-Gon
slyly as he removed the wet towel left over from their
lovemaking and rearranged the pillows into a comfortable nest.
"Oh yes, lots and lots of times," replied Obi-Wan quickly with
a wide grin before unleashing a jaw-cracking yawn.
Qui-Gon smiled at the young man's enthusiasm as he used a dry
towel to clean them both. Finishing, he put the towel aside and
laid down next to his sleepy apprentice, pulling a light
blanket up to cover them both.
"I think that could be arranged, my love," Qui-Gon whispered
as he gently caressed the soft belly.
"Good," replied Obi-Wan firmly. "Love you," he whispered as he
turned over to snuggle up to his Master's long body, cherishing
the warmth spooned against his back.
"I love you, too."
"There's just one thing, though," Obi-Wan murmured drowsily as
his eyes began to close. "What are we going to do with the four
cases of candles I have stashed under my bed?"
"Don't worry, love," smiled Qui-Gon fondly as he pulled the
quiescent young man closer in a comforting embrace. "I'm sure
we'll think of something."