Photographs & Memories:
The Life and Times of Qui-Gon Jinn
January 9, 2000

by Mali Wane ( maliwane@yahoo.com )

Archive: MA, any others just ask, I probably won't say no

My Home Page: http://www.jediphiles.com/~mali

Rating: NC17

Spoilers: None

Summary: A series of "photographs" and "memories" that relate to Qui-Gon. Each segment is a stand-alone piece, and they are in no certain order.

Disclaimer: These beautiful boys aren't mine, they belong to George. I'm just playing with them for a bit. I promise to put them back when I'm done. Don't sue - I've got no money. I've spent it all on seeing TPM way too many times and buying SW toys and feeding my Liam obsession.

Feedback: Oh yes, please. Good, bad or indifferent.

Author's Notes: These were inspired by the wonderful series "Snapshots: Obi-Wan Kenobi, This Is Your Life" done by Pumpkin. It is with her permission that I attempt a similar series about Qui-Gon's life. Pumpkin, thank you so much for allowing me to play in your sandbox.

Qui-Gon pulled Obi-Wan down to sit between his legs as the older man leaned back against a tree. He wrapped one arm around Obi-Wan, his palm reaching for the younger man's hand. Obi-Wan easily entwined his long, slim fingers with those of his Master's. His other hand reached up to take Obi-Wan's braid as he propped his elbow on his bent knee. They watched the fire for a long time, enjoying the companionable silence they shared.

"You make a very comfortable chair," Obi-Wan said.

Qui-Gon chuckled and bent his head slightly to nuzzle against his Padawan's face. Obi-Wan snuggled a bit deeper and then brought his free hand up and softly caressed Qui-Gon's cheek.

"Master, how long have you known Master Windu?"

"We have been friends since the our time together in the creche, Padawan. Why do you ask?"

"I guess I'm a little curious about you and him," Obi-Wan answered.

"Just curious, my Obi-Wan?"

"Just curious, Master," Obi-Wan said. He lifted his head to capture Qui-Gon's lips in a soft, quick kiss.

"He still loves you, doesn't he?" Obi-Wan asked, turning his head back to look at the fire.

Qui-Gon was silent for a moment, thinking about his friend. "Yes," he answered quietly, "but he knows his feelings will never be reciprocated and he respects that."

"It must be very hard for him."

"Mace is a good man," Qui-Gon said quietly. "I sincerely hope that he will soon find someone to complete him, as I have."

Obi-Wan gently squeezed the fingers interlaced with his and then asked, "How long were you lovers?"

"We were lovers off and on over the years since our early twenties, but it ended six years ago."

"Were you in love with him?" Obi-Wan asked.

"Yes, Obi-Wan, I was for a while when we first became lovers. Then our lives took separate paths and as we grew older I found that though I was no longer in love with him, I still loved him and enjoyed our time together."

"And then six years ago?" Obi-Wan prompted.

"Do you remember the mission to Alderan that Mace and I were sent on just after your seventeenth birthday?"

"You mean the one that I couldn't go on because I had just come down with Muldarian Measles?"

"Yes, that's the one," Qui-Gon chuckled, remembering how miserable his Padawan had been. "You tried everything to convince me you were well enough to go."

"Even as I had to hold on to the bed in order to keep standing," Obi-Wan said dryly.

"During our time together on that mission, Mace forced me to face some truths I had been unwilling to admit to, especially to myself."

Obi-Wan was silent, allowing Qui-Gon to find his way.

"I finally admitted to myself that I was deeply in love with my Padawan," Qui-Gon continued, holding the young man in his arms a little tighter. "I didn't want to hurt Mace, but it seemed he was already aware of my feelings, had been for a long time. We spent long hours discussing my options, but in the end we knew there was only one true option. I would not approach you until after you were Knighted, and only then if I had any reason to believe you might return my feelings."

"Qui-Gon, you know I have always been in love with you," Obi-Wan said softly.

"I needed to make sure your love was that of one man for another, and not the infatuated crush that most Padawan's have for their Masters. And then when you approached me on your twenty-first birthday, it was Mace who helped me to see that it was right to take our relationship to a deeper level and not wait any longer."

"I cannot imagine encouraging someone I loved to be with someone else," Obi-Wan sighed.

"As I said, Mace is a very good man and a wonderful friend."

"I have always liked him, even when I knew you two had been lovers. I've never felt anything but good will coming from him."

"He thinks highly of you as well, Padawan, and is genuinely glad of the lifebond we share."

Obi-Wan turned so that he was kneeling in front of his Master, his hands reaching out to cup the older man's face in his hands. "I love you so much," he said bringing his mouth down to Qui-Gon's lips in a gentle kiss.

The Master's mouth parted willingly and after a moment he felt Obi-Wan's tongue slide softly across his lips. He captured the soft tongue with his mouth and tenderly sucked it a moment before moving his own tongue into Obi-Wan's mouth, exploring the warm cavern within.

Obi-Wan finally broke the kiss and leaned back slightly in order to gaze into the eyes of the man who held his heart. "Make love to me, Qui-Gon," he whispered softly.

Qui-Gon brought his arms up to encircle Obi-Wan and pull him close, his mouth once again seeking and claiming the younger man's. They kissed for a long time, tongues slowly moving in and out of each other's mouths, languidly tasting and savoring the flavor of each other.

Obi-Wan moved his hands between their bodies to Qui-Gon's belt and easily removed both it and his sash. Then his hands moved back up, pushing open the tunic as they made their way slowly up Qui-Gon's large chest, pausing a moment to gently tweak the older man's nipples between his thumb and finger. Qui-Gon had one hand pressed to the back of Obi-Wan's head, deepening the kiss, while the other rubbed small circles across his Padawan's broad shoulders.

Not breaking the kiss, Obi-Wan stood and quickly undid his own belt and sash, his tunic falling open, and then easily pushed his leggings down and stepped out of them. Straddling his Master, he moved back down on his knees while his hands found the opening of Qui-Gon's leggings. After a moment he freed Qui-Gon's erection and began to move his hand softly around the tip, gathering the pre-cum leaking from the slit and then rubbing it over the head.

Qui-Gon moaned softly at his Padawan's touch and then he moved his hand between them as well. Finding Obi-Wan's throbbing cock, he gently ran just the tip of one large finger across the slit, the slight touch causing Obi-Wan to inhale sharply, and then added the younger man's pre-cum to that of his own on the head of his cock.

Obi-Wan rose slightly and began to guide Qui-Gon's cock to his opening as he felt his Master use a touch of the Force to help loosen the tight muscles. Slowly he began pushing downwards, forcing the thick organ deep inside his body. Qui-Gon's hands moved to Obi-Wan's hips, gently guiding the young man's body as Obi-Wan worked to completely impale himself on his Master's hard member.

Finally he felt Qui-Gon's balls against his bottom and stopped, allowing his body to become accustomed to the girth of his Master's cock, while his hands moved up to wrap around his Master's neck. They continued to kiss, their tongues gently twining and swirling back and forth in each other's mouths.

After a time Obi-Wan began to very slowly move his hips, gyrating in small circles as he lifted up a little and then pushed down again. Qui-Gon groaned as his penis was caught in the tight, white moving heat of his Padawan's body.

Obi-Wan's lips left his Master's and he moved to rest his face against the older man's chest. Qui-Gon sighed deeply and wrapped his arms tightly around Obi-Wan while his Padawan continued to move slowly up and down.

"Oh, this is sooooo good." Obi-Wan sighed, enjoying the friction of his cock moving between their tight bodies.

"Mmmm," Qui-Gon agreed as he bent to nuzzle the younger man's face with his own.

They made love slowly, neither of them feeling the need to increase the pace. Their love for each other flowed between them as the Force swirled peacefully around and through them, strengthening their bond.

Qui-Gon moved his large hands up Obi-Wan's back until he was gently cupping the younger man's face in his palms. Obi-Wan opened his eyes to look into those of his Master and felt as he if were drowning in the love he saw there. And then, not even realizing he was close, he shuddered deeply and came, his warm wetness spurting on his and Qui-Gon's chest, his body contracting tightly around the older man's cock.

Qui-Gon groaned loudly and then pulled Obi-Wan's face close, devouring the young man's lips in a hungry kiss, his tongue thrusting deeply into the warm wet mouth as his hips thrust upwards, once, twice, and then he was filling Obi-Wan's body with his seed.

Releasing Obi-Wan's mouth, he gathered the young man as close as possible, allowing his Padawan to snuggle his head underneath the older man's chin.

"Love you so much," Obi-Wan mumbled, drifting off.

"As I do you, my Obi-Wan," Qui-Gon whispered.

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