No Lover Beside Me

by Ewankenobi (padawanewan@sbcglobal.net)

Pairing: Q/O

Category: D/S, POV

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: There is no Xanatos in this...I know, so not me.

Spoilers: None

Summary: The end of a dream...the beginning of...Features TopObi!

Disclaimer: Not George ::looking in mirror:: Nope.

Notes: Yes, I have written SEX. This was written for The Rose Clan Gathering.

For: Master Rose, Padawan Kalujinn, and Padawan Kat. I salute those who couldn't make it this year: Padawan Vesta, Padawan Ula, Padawan Chan, and almost Padawan Mac. You were missed.

I am sitting, between writing this down in my private journal, I stare blindly out a window.

Fragments of images swirl lazily through my mind. The feel of hands, lips, and the wet heat of a tongue all over my body. Hot flames licking at my blood, making all rational thought useless. The slide of sweat-slicked skin. The moans and sighs, louder as it goes on. The feel of a hard body against mine. Being filled in my mouth and throat with a cock. The feeling of being utterly possessed. Owned. Fighting against my inner demons to allow this ownership. Being pounded harder and harder with each thrust. Wanting, oh the wanting...the hunger consumes me down to the basic level. Being prepared, then fucked into oblivian. My senses on fire. I scream with the overwhelming pleasure. I scream with the passion my lover has released. I scream his name.........Then, I woke up. Dazed, by a dream. I am alone, with no lover beside me. I am consumed by this dream. I am taking a lover. It's been too long.

Obi-Wan it's time. I've sat back and watched you. Knowing you are fucking them. Knowing you are thinking about me. Wanting you to own me. Wanting that exquisite moment of pleasure-pain, from you. I am yours. Claim me.


My hands are shaking, as I write this.

You had retired for the night. As I began to meditate, sinking further into my subconsious, drifting into the Bond. I sensed you dreaming. I tried to stay away and respect your privacy. I drifted into sleep with you. My dream shadowing yours. My hands on your body. My tongue exploring it. My lips kissing yours, drifting over places again and again. The feel of your skin ...the taste of it - intoxicating. The moans and sighs, I bring out of you. Me. I do this. My body, my will. You are mine, your submission beautiful. Your lips around my cock - enthralling. The feel of your mouth and throat, as I pump harder. I stop and kiss you, deeply. Tasting myself in you. I fuck you hard, harder still. You moan and scream, your wants and needs, begging me for more. Gods, you are breathtaking in passion! You scream my name like a mantra....then you wake. I came out of my trance and quietly make my way to my room, shaken by the feelings.

Qui-Gon, I know of your desires. I have readied myself, over the years. Taking fleeting pleasure - you in my thoughts, my mind, my heart. Preparing myself for the day I claim my lover, my beautiful submissive. You are mine. I am here.


End.