Jealousy

by Erika



Rating: NC-17

Disclaimer: Not mine

Category: Q/O

Feedback: yes, please. I'll say thanks to Amy for her help.

Archive: MA, others ask

Summary: Obi-Wan and Qui-Gon are speaking.



Surprised, Obi-Wan watched his Master. Was he serious? Was he speaking of him?

"So, Master, you're saying you're jealous? About what? About who?"

His master didn't respond. Sitting on a chair in their home, he held a cup of tea tightly. He wasn't drinking. He wouldn't watch his Padawan. He was unconfortable about their conversation. It was hard for him to speak. But

Obi-Wan begun to speak and he could not ignore him.

"Yes, my Obi-Wan, I'm jealous."

"Why?"

Qui-Gon smiled.

"There are no real reasons."

Obi-Wan didn't understand what his Master was saying.

"You're jealous without reasons?"

"Without reasons?"

"Yes?"

"Oh, no, my young Padawan. You are mistaken. The reasons are not important".

"Yes, for me... For me reasons are very important. I want to understand, my beloved Master. I want to understand why you are so jealous of me".

Qui-Gon watched his Padawan. He was walking nervously



Why you don't understand me, my Padawan? It's so clear for me.

Qui-Gon saw love and desire in Obi-Wan's eyes. He loved his hazel eyes.

"You are so beautiful... So perfect... So mine... I changed my soul. I gave it to you. I am afraid. Yes, I am afraid."

"You should not be afraid. As you said, I am yours, with my heart and my soul."

"My Padawan, don't you remember? Don't you remember the most beautiful woman we've ever seen?"

"Jasmine?"

"Yes. We made love with her. It was a surprise for me. Your love was for her, not for me".

"Last year, I didn't know how I loved you, my Master. Yes, she was beautiful, I loved her with all my heart, and you too. We loved her, and we love her".

"Yes but I was jealous. Don't laugh, please, Obi-Wan!"

"Sorry, Master. But what can I say of you? I'm jealous too. I'm jealous when others watch you, when others stay with you without my presence. I always see an ememy for our love".

"Enemy? There is no enemy. I love you and I'll love you forever".

They watched each other. Qui-Gon took Obi-Wan in his arms. He gave him a little kiss on his mouth. Obi-Wan smiled.

"I'm happy with you, Master. I remember when I was injured during our last mission. I was seriously ill. You were there with me. I was quiet, very quiet. I sensed you in my soul. I sensed you in me".

The thought of those terrible days was painful for the Jedi Master. His little young Padawan injured for a mistake that shouldn't have happened.

Obi-Wan was in a coma for days. He became angry at the thought that he would be alone forever. The Jedi closed his eyes. He saw his Padawan. He was suffering. His eyes closed, his body with no life, only little breath. He laid on the bed. He took Obi-Wan's hands in his.

"Master?"

"Yes love?"

"You, my love, only for you I survived. I didn't want to leave you alone...," and with a smile he said. "... with other men."

Obi-Wan turned. He was facing his Master. He was so handsome. His hands were an obsession for Obi-Wan. They were strong and big.

Sensations that Qui-Gon could give him, were so strong....

Obi-Wan sensed the touch of his Master on his chest. He closed his eyes.

Qui-Gon was caressing him. He was exploring the young body with passion and urgency. This touch on his skin. He didn't breathe for a long time.

"Master." Obi-Wan's voice was a sigh.

Qui-Gon laid his Padawan down on the bed. He looked at him. He liked watching him, his perfect body.

You are mine.

Yes, my Master.



Qui-Gon kissed his neck, taking his smooth skin between his lips. Obi-Wan's hands grazed the skin under the Jedi tunic.

With the Force, Obi-Wan stripped Qui-Gon. He didn't want fabric between them, but skin, naked skin. Obi-Wan was playing with his Master's back, he loved it. His touch was gentle. He knew every inch of it, every erogenous zone. He found one, his favourite.

Qui-Gon moaned. He kissed his apprentice, deeper and deeper. He knew

Obi-Wan wanted more. He moved his head near. His tongue was demanding. He stopped the kiss and watched the surprise in his Padawan's gaze.

Master?

Yes, Padawan?

I want you.....

Yes, my Padawan, anything you want is an order for me. Turn yourself over.

Qui-Gon licked his back, he traced an imaginary line down. Obi-Wan's ass was relaxed. He licked the asshole. He pushed two fingers inside. Obi-Wan arched. He began moving with the rhythm of Qui-Gon's fingers.

I want more, Master, please!

Tell me, what do you want?

Fuck me, please Master!

Qui-Gon didn't need more inducement. He pushed his cock in Obi-Wan's asshole. He stopped: he wanted to sense his Padawan all around him. He began moving, hard and fast. They came together.

"Master, I love you."

Qui-Gon smiled. He caressed Obi-Wan's head with tenderness. They didn't speak for a long time.

Qui-Gon was thinking about his jealousy. Yes, he was... but he was sure of Obi-Wan's feeling for him. He should not be jealous. He was thinking about Jasmine, his most beloved Jedi Master. He wanted to see her another time. He wanted her in his arms. As Obi-Wan; he was sure about that. They'd meet another time.

The Jedi Master watched his young Padawan, who was smiling. He was happy. He could read that in his eyes.

"Sleep now, my Padawan. Tomorrow I'll train you. Sleep, my love."

"Yes Master".

The End