I Know

Archive: M-A, if ya want it . . . let me know where it is.

Rating: R

Pairing: Q/O, implied

Category: POV, Angst

Warnings: This isn't pretty, or nice.

Spoilers: None

Feedback: Please . . . I am an attention whore.

Summary: Anakin meditates . . . Obi-Wan thinks.

Disclaimers: George is the king of this universe . . . I still don't have my own Ewan.

Notes: This is dedicated to my Master, Rose . . . and my new padasibs, in Clan Rose.

I hope you all like this.

Anakin:

I know what people see when they look at you.

I know you don't notice.

I know what I feel.

I know you don't feel anymore.

I know what haunts you . . . Can you still taste him?

I know what drives you . . . You will die loving him.

I know she thinks I love her . . . I think of you when I fuck her.

I know this will end soon.

I know you will never turn.

I know I will see you dead . . . by my own hand . . . my final undoing.

I know you will never love me . . . You could kill the darkness.

I know you will never make love to me . . . I want you so badly.

I know I am stronger . . . I could take what I want.

. . . In the end, my beloved, beautiful, unobtainable, Obi-Wan . . . I know.

Obi-Wan:

I know that you look at me as a man . . . I am your Master.

I know you want my heart . . . It is taken.

I know you will turn . . . I cannot stop it.

I know you will be my final failure . . . I have forseen it.

I know the promises I made . . . I'm sorry, Qui-Gon.

I know there is hope.

I know who waits for me . . . my lover.

I know this will end soon.

I know without light . . . there is darkness.

. . . In the end young one . . . I know.