Hope to those who have not (4/?)

by Adalisa (marioz@spin.com.mx)



Archive: My site and the m_a archive. Anyone else, just ask. I won't say no.

Category: I'm not at all sure, but it's an AU, h/c, angst, and POV.

Yeah, I think that's all.

Rating: G, I guess. Nothing happens here.

Warning: I'm sure I'm not following Canon somewhere. After all, I'm not all that familiar with anything in this universe besides the movies, the comic adaptation and what I have been reading here.

Spoilers: A lot for TPM. In fact, it happens right after the ending

Summary: C-3PO reflects about the turns his life has taken ever since the Jedi took Anakin from Tatooine.

Disclaimer: Everything here belongs to George Lucas, who is god. And I'm not making any money out of this... so it would really be pointless to sue me for it.

Content: Q/O.

Feedback: I love it. It's inspiring... and if anyone would have time to detailed feedback, I would really appreciate it.



Master Fett is with his prisoner again, and I've been waiting for him outside the cell as he ordered me to.

He bought me in Tatooine, not much longer after Master Anakin and Mistress Shmi left the planet with the Jedi Knight.

I'm afraid I cannot remember the details of my sale, as I was shut off during most of the time. But I know that something is not right. Master Anakin promised me that I would not be sold, that I would stay in Tatooine during all my useful years.

Even when my joints are no longer stiff thanks to the sand and Master Fett finished my construction... I miss my young Master Anakin.

I risk a glance at the cell, not quite seeing Master Fett's prisoner...

I know he is human, and that Master Fett either captured him or bought him in Tatooine, but that's all. He is an important prisoner, as Master Fett seems somewhat concerned for his welfare.

"Get in there, and don't move until he has eaten something!" Master Fett yells as he leaves the cell, pacing furious.

I do not dare to risk his wrath, and obey immediately.

"Master Fett says you must eat. " I say, not quite looking at the chained human. But he pays no attention to the food trail I'm carrying, so I have to sit at his side and turn to see him. If he doesn't eat, Master Fett will focus his rage on me. And I'm very sensitive to pain, regardless of the opinion of my human companion.

But I cannot believe my visual circuits when they recognize him. "Master Kenobi?" I ask, wondering why the young Jedi is here in chains. I knew him briefly, when he and his Maser Jinn arrived to Mistress Shmi's house, and I supposed that he had left Tatooine with them. They struck me as belonging together.

He looked at me, weary. It's one of the main troubles that human beings have. They can't last much time without sustenance or rest. He blinked once, probably not recognizing me. Goodness! Probably no sentient being who had known me in Tatooine would have recognized me. My finished gold plate covers my parts and gives me a more distinguished appearance, more adequate for a Protocol 'Droid as I am. And as Master Kenobi doesn't show any sign of activity, I prompt myself for a reintroduction. I'm eager to know more about what happened while I was deactivated. "I am C-3PO, we meet in Tatooine, in my maker's house... young Anakin Skywalker. I'm sure you must remember him, after all, he went with you to train to become a Jedi..." I trail off as his eyes flicker with hurt. Not that I fully understand inner pain. I only have the briefest and unpleasant experience with physical distress, so I do not have enough data to be absolutely sure that it was hurt what Master Kenobi was experiencing. Still, I decided that it would be better if I kept silent. I did not leave, of course, as Master Fett's orders were very clear. After minutes of silence, he whispered something that I did not quite got.

"I beg your pardon?" I asked, absolutely certain that my question would be ignored.

"Anakin and his mother must be in Corcusant now." Master Kenobi had his sight fixed in the farthest wall. Probably because humans have never thought of droids as more than commodities.

"You are saying that as if it was a bad thing." I was not lying. His voice was clearly distressed, and any sensor could pick it up. But he looked at me as if my circuits had burned themselves. I could see dark lines under his eyes, clear sign of exhaustion.

"You wouldn't understand... droids cannot understand loneliness." He finally said, with a very odd looking smile in his lips. Probably a self pity human expression.

But I cannot help but feel wounded by his comment. Droids are machines, but so are live organism. Any sentient being can feel, even if some are programmed to. "Perhaps you are right, Master Kenobi." I say, harsh and uncaring. "We cannot understand loneliness or abandonment as humans do. We do not feel lost or confused when we are being sold and go from one master to another, even if the new master tortures us or makes us do task for which we were not constructed. We do not feel angry to be discarded as junk as soon as a new model is developed. But perhaps I am being too harsh with my sarcasm, and I am hurting your feelings. Then again, I would not know. Nobody worries about upsetting a droid." He blinks again, and then he picks up the fork in his food tray, barely nibbling his food. "I'm sorry. I'm sure that Anakin and his mother are in good hands. Probably he misses you."

After that, he did not spoke again. He ate quietly and barely acknowledged my departure from the cell. Apparently, I really had somehow hurt his feelings. I thought I could apologize later. I was returning to my duties when I saw Master Fett talking with someone else. A dark holographic image, hidden under a black cloak. "The Jedi Apprentice will be your as soon as you pay the price." Master Fett was saying, and the hooded figure nodded. "I will capture the Master after giving you the boy."

I try not to pry in human's affairs, or eavesdrop. It is a very rude habit that I try not to encourage in my fellow units. Still, I stayed. I must confess that I felt very curious regarding Master Kenobi's final destination. It could very easily be worse than this.

"My Apprentice will be waiting in the designated Meeting Point. He will make sure that you receive your payment, mercenary." The voice of the holographic image quivered with something very much alike the hate that Master Fett holds for everything organic. "And remember, we want him alive, not unharmed."

Oh, my.

That cannot be good for Master Kenobi.

In any other circumstance I would have ignored this conversation in it's entirely, erase it from my memory circuits and leave it at that.

However, Master Anakin is with the Jedi... and I am very sure that Master Jinn must be searching for Master Kenobi. The Jedi did not seemed to approve any kind of organic beings' slavery, so he certainly must be concerned about Master Kenobi's situation.

And maybe if the Jedi free Master Kenobi, I will return with Master Anakin.

I wait until Master Fett returns to his quarters and all the other droids are occupied somewhere else before heading to the communications ports.

After all, my main function is communications and I'm fluent in a million languages.

I pause for a moment, wondering what message will be more effective. I'm using the same frequency as the Naboo, since I remember quite clearly the small R2 unit that accompanied the Jedi. D2 was under the orders of the Naboo Queen, so I suppose it will be the easier and fastest way to reach Master Jinn.

The words of the message are quite clear, and if it reaches them, they will hurry. Of that, I can be quite certain.

After the signal has been sent, I return to my normal duties, I do not want to appear as suspicious. Now, it is the Jedi's turn to act and arrive before we reach the Meeting point, and I loose contact with Master Kenobi.



To be Continued...