Categories: BDSM, First-Time. A little angst. Possible PWP.
Lots of smut.
Pairing: Q/O
Rating: NC-17
Series: God, we hope not! This one ate our lives.
Warnings: Yep, but a bit of a spoiler for the story. The
situation is a little unlikely, but the boys deserve their fun!
If you're looking for dazzling plot, dead-on characterization,
and long, adoring looks into each other's eyes - These are not
the droids you're looking for. You can go about your business.
Move along .... If what you want is brain-melting sex and
consensual domination games between two lovely men, then
welcome! We hope you enjoy. We don't really think of Qui-Gon as
a sub, but if he were, this is the kind of sub we'd like him to
be.
Spoilers: None
Summary: At a Jedi-Only nightclub, Obi-Wan finds out who's in
charge.
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wither away and die in despair, which means we'll have to stop
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before. Oh, the humanity!
Disclaimer: George, you should try it. You might like it. And
we're not making any money off this.
Authors' Notes: Many hundreds of awe-ridden thanks to BlackRose
(http://digitalmidnight.simplenet.com), without whose lovely
picture this entire thing never would have occurred. Truly, you
are a goddess among women, and we worship at your altar.
Please, keep it up!
At eighteen, they gave him the key. An impersonal message
waiting on his data reader gave him the passcode and the rules
and told him how to get there. He was an adult in body and
mind, and he was judged to be ready.
At twenty, he first used it.
"Are you coming, Obi-Wan?" Obi-Wan Kenobi's lover, a slim,
dark-haired young Padawan nearing his Knighthood, was fairly
dancing with impatience, but Obi-Wan still found himself
hesitating before the mirror in his quarters, gazing doubtfully
at the spectacle he presented. "Listen," the older Padawan
hissed. "You're going to kill yourself if you miss this,
do you understand me?"
Obi-Wan shrugged uncomfortably. He'd never had any trouble
finding lovers, and had never thought of using his club
membership as a way to get more, especially since he was
usually involved with someone. He'd never considered going
until tonight, when his newest lover had suddenly grown a
stubborn streak a mile wide. He was quite well-satisfied in his
new relationship with Endavi Vistaka. Besides, the idea of
attending a Jedi-only sex club made him extremely
uncomfortable.
When he'd first been granted membership, he'd dismissed it as
ridiculous. How could he go there, engage in any sort of
liaison with anyone at all, and then come home the next day and
resume his normal duties, even interact with his previous
night's lover, as though nothing had happened? He'd always
rested secure in the notion that the older generation of Jedi
were devotedly ascetic, almost ungendered ... with a few
notable exceptions that he was far too uncomfortable to
consider. The very idea of joining his elders in sex-play was
ludicrous, and he'd set the notion aside, preferring to pursue
more private, sensible amusements among his peers.
But now Endavi was insisting that Obi-Wan accompany him to the
club, and the young Padawan was feeling distinctly rebellious
about it.
He fidgeted with his clothes, making sure that his hood covered
his face adequately. Hood? He'd feel better with a mask. What
if the first person he ran into was Master Yoda? What if Yoda
wanted ... Obi-Wan shuddered. Surely Master Yoda wouldn't
patronize this particular club. As a matter of fact, Obi-Wan
couldn't imagine any Jedi going there. Much less
himself. Even though the club was only open to Jedi. He
shuddered again, glancing in the mirror nervously. He had a bad
feeling about this ....
"Bruck Chun left ten minutes ago!" Endavi snatched Obi-Wan's
arm. "Get your ass in gear, Kenobi!"
Obi-Wan let himself be dragged from the room reluctantly.
They ascended past the midlevel skyscrapers in the transit
shuttle, arrowing into the heart of the nearest entertainment
district, and Obi-Wan's nervousness increased along with their
altitude. He'd never been to an uplevel club before, and he was
sure that he was not appropriately dressed. At Endavi's urging,
he'd worn a pair of now-scandalously-tight brown leather pants
that he'd bought for himself when he was sixteen. He had on
matching brown leather boots and a snow-white loose linen shirt
with an open drawstring collar and tight cuffs beneath his only
black deep-cowled cloak, and he felt like a two-bit
streetcorner catamite.
"Driver, if you hurry, I'll double your tip," Endavi urged,
earning a dirty look from the man even as the shuttle lurched
forward. "We can't let Bruck get a headstart tonight," he
muttered. "He'll pick the best of the best. Damn it, Obi-Wan,
if you've messed this up, you've got yourself to thank for it.
Not me."
"What in the world are you so uptight about?" Obi-Wan drew into
himself defensively. "I'd just as soon we turned around and
went home."
"Exactly what's so damn good at home you can't wait to get back
there?" Endavi gave Obi-wan a challenging look. "A few hours'
reading? Meditation? A list of boring chores? An empty set of
quarters, that's what you've got waiting for you. You already
told me that your Master's gone off with Mace Windu. You won't
even be able to sit there and moon after him!"
Obi-Wan buttoned his lip defensively, wishing Endavi were far
less observant. However, it was a vain wish. His friend had a
keen intuition for intrigue, and that translated to a knowledge
of the sexual connections of well over half the population of
the Temple. It had been less than a week ago that Endavi had
chanced into the practice arena when Obi-Wan was there with his
Master, watching Qui-Gon demonstrate a ceremonial 'saber
routine. In spite of Obi-Wan's best efforts at indifferent
serenity, Endavi had immediately realized that his lover had a
serious crush on his own Master, and he hadn't let Obi-Wan have
a moment's peace over it ever since.
Obi-Wan shrugged. He wouldn't mind catching up on his reading.
It would be a lot more comfortable than ... this. And there
wouldn't be anybody there to recognize him and tell his Master
where he'd been the next day. Not that he didn't have a right
to come to this club if he wanted. All Padawans over eighteen,
Knights, and Masters could come whenever they wished. That fact
hardly consoled Obi-Wan.
Their shuttle was landing, and Endavi dragged him impatiently
out, tossing a handful of extra dataris at the driver. "You owe
me, Kenobi, but we'll wait till the night is over to decide how
much." They trotted from the debarkation platform to the door,
where a stout pair of Gundark bouncers awaited, watching them
with pig-eyed, feral suspicion as first Endavi, and then
Obi-Wan, keyed their individualized entry codes.
The amber light turned green, and they were ushered forward
through the door, Obi-Wan lagging behind Endavi nervously. An
attendant met them obsequiously.
"Your preferences, sirs?"
Obi-Wan kept his eyes on his toes. He heard a soft laugh,
recognized it as the voice of a female Knight who'd taught him
in the creche. He glanced involuntarily, caught a glimpse of
naked flesh, and gulped, shuddering. Force. A Jedi-only sex
club. This was insane.
"Endavi, I'm getting out of here!" Obi-Wan tugged frantically
at his friend's cloak.
"The hell you are. He's a dominant," Endavi snapped at him and
then purred at the attendant. "I'm a freemartin."
She giggled a little bit. "As you wish, sirs. We'll send a
submissive to him right away."
"Make it server twelve," Endavi instructed.
"An excellent choice, much requested when he is with us. I'm
afraid his services are already booked tonight. Choose
another?"
Endavi snatched Obi-Wan's wrist before the young man could make
it two steps back down the plush carpeting of the hall through
which they'd entered. "Damn you, Kenobi, get back here. Who's
using Server Twelve tonight?"
"Padawan Chun, sir."
Endavi groaned. "I knew you should have hurried. Bruck is going
to be impossible, and we can't just let him -- well. It could
have been worse. I couldn't intimidate a Master." He sighed,
fixing the attendant with a bright smile. "Assign Server Twelve
to him anyway and I'll handle Padawan Chun." Obi-Wan jerked his
head up, shocked, as he felt Endavi brush the attendant's mind
with the Force. More dataris changed hands.
"Endavi, what are you doing!??"
"Shut up and thank me later," his friend hissed, and he dragged
Obi-Wan forward.
Another attendant tried to take Obi-Wan's cloak, but he refused
to relinquish it, preferring the safe shadows of the deep hood.
He felt new air on his face, rich and heavy with perfumes and
sweet-scented smoke, and risked a glance.
More bare flesh than he'd ever seen in a Temple locker-room. He
flushed, recognizing a dozen Padawans, Knights, and Masters
instantly. Gods, even two Councilors. Depa Billaba was wearing
a dancing girl costume, sitting with Mace Windu. Or more
precisely, on him. Mace? But Qui-Gon was supposed to be with
... Obi-Wan groaned. Qui-Gon was here? It should have been
impossible, but it seemed likely. Obi-Wan was mortified. "I
hate you, Endavi."
At least he was covered. And he wasn't the only one wearing a
hooded cloak -- there were two or three figures similarly
attired, all of them with their eyes on the floor, as his
should be.
"Shut up and come sit down." Endavi dragged him into the room.
"You stand out like a sore thumb. You look like an
eighteen-year-old virgin in that getup."
"Good. Maybe nobody will know it's me."
Obi-Wan suddenly heard Bruck's voice raised indignantly nearby.
"But I asked for --"
Endavi plunked Obi-Wan into a seat and hurried off. The young
Jedi listened, interested in spite of himself.
"Bruck, you'll shut up if you know what's good for you," Endavi
suggested firmly, an edge of sweet ice in his tone. "I know you
were waiting first in line when the doors opened, and we both
know why you made the choice you did, but your plans for the
evening have changed. Now sit back and enjoy Server Seven and
don't let me hear you complaining about it. No, don't let me
hear you utter a word about it. To anyone. About anything, or
anybody. Or I'll tell your Master about the time you put
itching powder in her --"
Obi-Wan became aware of a stir in the air near him, and felt
himself tense anew, forgetting Endavi's confrontation with
Bruck. The presence was silent, with an air of waiting. Obi-Wan
felt extremely nervous. The cloak protected his face, hiding
his embarrassment, but it also rendered him extremely
vulnerable. Of course, there was no real danger in having his
field of vision so severely restricted. Everyone here was Jedi.
He tried to center himself. He would live through this. It
couldn't be any more embarrassing than the time when he was
fourteen, and Qui-Gon had caught him playing with himself in
the middle of --
Endavi returned, grumbling with irritated self-satisfaction. "I
put that little idiot in his place. He ought to know better
than to take on more than he can handle. If he doesn't watch
it, I'll do a lot more than just tell his Master about -- oh,
you've come. Good." Endavi's voice warmed with approval. "My
young friend here is shy. Bring him one of the silver masks,
and I'm sure he'll find that he feels more comfortable."
The presence moved quietly away. "Comfortable my ass," Obi-Wan
hissed. "I'll get you for this if it's the last thing I do.
More than Bruck can handle? Just who the hell have you set me
up with?" He was getting more upset by the moment. "Damn it,
Endavi, I know we've played a few games in bed, but I can't
just sit here and boss some Knight I don't know around, make
him do what I say .... " Obi-Wan paused, and Endavi hesitated
uncomfortably. "It is a Knight, isn't it?" Still no
response, and Obi-Wan's heart sank into his toes. "A Master?!"
Endavi nodded sheepishly. Oh, worse and worse. Obi-Wan lurched
out of his chair to flee.
"Damn it!" Endavi was thoroughly exasperated as he yanked
Obi-Wan back down. "Tonight you're the Master! Do you
think anybody comes here and signs up for a role they don't
want to play? ... well, other than you, of course." The older
Padawan sighed deeply. "Trust me. You'll thank me for this in
the morning. Now if you don't want to be recognized ...."
Endavi reached into Obi-Wan's hood, laying his palm over the
younger man's mouth. "Shut up. And put on the mask that your
submissive is bringing for you. And don't ...." Endavi's voice
lit up with wicked humor. "Don't panic."
I can't do this without trust. Obi-Wan wrung his hands
in his lap miserably. He and Endavi had spent considerable time
making rules before Obi-Wan had felt comfortable with letting
his friend submit to him sexually. And though he'd enjoyed
their games, and Endavi had said he had a natural talent for
topping .... Force. He couldn't top a Master! This was
mortifying. Maybe in a few minutes he could pretend he had to
go to the 'fresher, and make a break for it then.
"There you are. That was quick. Yes, you may put it on him."
Endavi's voice was mild, but commanding, and Obi-Wan tensed.
A hand obscured by a mask held on its open palm came into
Obi-Wan's vision. The mask rippled like quicksilver, its
interior fluid. Obi-Wan had worn such things on occasion, and
knew that it would mold to his face quickly, providing openings
for him to see or speak and breathe through, but remaining
undefined outwardly, shielding his features from enquiring
eyes.
The hand rose slowly, moving beneath his hood, and the mask
touched his face, flowing and clasping onto him gently. He held
his breath for a moment while it settled, then he felt his eyes
and nostrils freed, felt the fine quicksilver material mold
flexibly to his lips, and opened his eyes.
He did feel better with his face concealed, he realized. Endavi
reached and caught his wrist, and gently brushed back Obi-Wan's
hood with his free hand. Obi-Wan instinctively started to turn
his head to glance at the server who had brought the mask, but
Endavi's palm caught his masked cheek and stopped the motion,
and his friend gazed into his eyes with stern, almost
sympathetic, warning.
"Remember," Endavi cautioned him, "you're in control." He
worked the cloak off Obi-Wan's shoulders one-handed, then the
server moved behind him and took over, pulling it from the
young man's arms gently, folding it, setting it away. Endavi
held onto Obi-Wan's wrist anyway, too firmly for comfort. "And
you have the most beautiful submissive in the entire Jedi
Temple waiting for you, wanting you. Needing you to make him
submit to your will for an evening. He likes it. It's what he
came here for. If you decide to leave, he goes back to Bruck.
Do you understand that?" Endavi's eyes were earnest.
Obi-Wan nodded hesitantly. The most beautiful submissive? Until
he'd started taking the initiative in his bedroom games with
Endavi, he'd heard that title applied to himself a time or two,
jokingly. Who could this be? There were surely many Masters in
the temple who deserved to be labelled beautiful. But the most
beautiful? He'd already seen Depa with Mace ... and Endavi had
said this was a man.
"Kneel for him," Endavi instructed the server quietly, and
released Obi-Wan's face. Obi-Wan turned slowly, heavy with
reluctant dread, feeling the butterflies that had been in his
stomach earlier turn into cavorting rancors. And then explode.
His eyes went wide.
This had to be a joke. A cruel trick. He shrank into himself,
mortified, at any moment expecting the entire club to crowd
around his shoulders, snickering and pointing at him, to see
the man before him lift his head and join in the derisive
laughter. He cast a wild, pleading, threatening glance at
Endavi, but his friend still sat there soberly, eyes concerned,
tilting his head forward urgently, pointing Obi-Wan's attention
back toward the man who knelt before him. Obi-Wan's gaze
vaguely drifted back around, drawn as though by a magnet.
"A lot of Masters need time off." Endavi whispered, laying his
hands reassuringly on Obi-Wan's shoulders, his words echoing
vaguely in his friend's shocked ears. "They like to stop being
in control for a while and let somebody else take over. And
here, it's safe for them to do that. Safe to let go and relax,
and be something else for awhile. Come on. I know you like
being on top, and I know you like him. So give it a try.
Remember, anything that happens here during the evening is
forgotten as soon as we get back to the Temple. It never
happened. That's the most important of the rules."
Barely hearing Endavi, Obi-Wan reached forward with one hand,
trembling, and shyly lifted the chin of the man who knelt
before him. Long silver-touched brown hair poured over bare
gleaming shoulders. Force, he was completely nude. His calm
sapphire-blue eyes regarded Obi-Wan steadily. The short beard
scratched lightly on his palm. Oh, this was impossible.
Impossible and unbelievable and unimaginably arousing. Obi-Wan
let his eyes drink in the light and shadow cascading over
shifting muscle. A mild, gentle expression, unbelievably
vulnerable. He had seen this mildness in the man before, and
usually associated it with deep and tender caring.
Tonight ....
Tonight, it was mind-crushingly erotic.
He felt his adam's apple bob once, then again, as he tried to
work moisture into his mouth.
"Well, I can see the two of you will hit it off very well,"
Endavi remarked with smug satisfaction, patting Obi-Wan's
shoulder. "Remember, you're supposed to enjoy dominating him.
Or I'll hunt you down tomorrow and skin you." Obi-Wan could
hear the grin in Endavi's voice and he half-nodded absently,
shock still heavy in him.
He spared a moment of vague contemplation to be exceptionally
glad that he had not revealed the relationship with Endavi to
Qui-Gon; for all his Master knew, the other Padawan was barely
a nodding acquaintance of Obi-Wan's. Nothing at all to link
them together. He could still get out of here with his sanity
and reputation intact, if he hurried.
But then his eye caught Bruck's sullen glare across the room.
Jealousy flared in Obi-Wan. Had Qui-Gon served Bruck before?
Had Obi-Wan really wasted two years on squeamishness, when he
might have had Qui-Gon any time he wanted? Had courage really
been all that was lacking? He turned back to his ... companion
... suddenly. No, he would not leave. Not while Bruck lingered.
"Would you like something to drink, young Master?" The rich,
familiar voice was as mild as the look on that quiet face.
Obi-Wan felt his face flush crimson behind the silver mask. He
quickly reached and brought his Padawan braid forward over his
shoulder so that there could be no possible mistake.
"I have had Padawan Masters before," Qui-Gon responded
gracefully, inclining his head. "It does not trouble me."
Well, that was certainly a good thing to hear. Obi-Wan tried to
still the tremor in his hand as he lifted it and gestured
toward the bar, responding to the earlier question.
"What would my young Master like?" Again that oh-so-soft voice,
that tone that had once been reserved for soothing a child in
the grip of night-terrors, but which now flayed Obi-Wan open
with raw sensuality.
Something with enough alcohol in it to slay a Hutt. He couldn't
say that, though. He couldn't say anything. His voice would
betray him. Obi-Wan shrugged lightly, and tipped his chin up,
urging Qui-Gon to go.
Fluidly graceful, the big man rose to his feet, turned, and
moved away quickly.
Obi-Wan watched the powerful swing of those hips until he was
distracted and startled by catching a glimpse of himself in one
mirrored wall. The mask looked nothing like him; he actually
looked quite composed and serene, though the effect was
initially alien and shocking. It made him look small and frail,
too, as did the tight pants and the very loose white shirt.
Very delicate, rather exotic. Hardly what one would expect of a
dominant.
Maybe Qui-Gon was disappointed. Maybe he'd rather have Bruck.
Force knew, Bruck would get great pleasure out of making
Obi-Wan's Master toe his line, and toe it sharp. Was Bruck one
of the Padawan Masters Qui-Gon had referred to? Surely not. And
yet that was exactly what had been ready to transpire when
Obi-Wan and Endavi arrived!
Qui-Gon was returning now, threading his way through the lazy
sprawl of people. Obi-Wan watched with only half an eye, amazed
and distracted as Mace patted Depa's bottom and sent her toward
the stage. She took her place center-stage calmly, and music
played as she began to dance. Obi-Wan blinked a little,
startled but appreciative. He wished Endavi were still here so
that he could ask his friend to pinch him and wake him up, but
Endavi had joined a small knot of Padawans in the far corner
and seemed intent on the mass orgy that was unfolding between
them.
Qui-Gon arrived, holding out the glass he had brought for
Obi-Wan. The Padawan reached out and accepted it, tilting it to
his lips. A smooth burst of sweet icy flavor exploded on his
tongue, almonds and a sharp bite of something that fizzed. He
drank with pleasure, surprised. Qui-Gon tended to prefer water
and fruit juices, and Obi-Wan had rarely taken more than a sip
of anything stronger in his presence.
The alcohol hit his head quickly, a very faint, pleasant buzz.
Obi-Wan sighed, satisfied, and set the glass aside. Pausing for
a moment, he dared to lift his hand. His face flushed crimson
again under the mask as he snapped his fingers for attention,
and gestured sharply to the floor before him.
He was obeyed with alacrity. Gods, he might eventually begin to
believe this. Qui-Gon was kneeling before him now, head bowed,
light shining in his loose hair, broad capable hands settled
peacefully on his thighs. Obi-Wan shivered, a bone-deep
sensation of sheer, half-terrified delight.
"If my young Master wishes to command me, the mask he wears
will alter his voice," Qui-Gon suggested softly.
Obi-Wan started slightly. "That is well." The mask rendered his
voice in a tenor not too unlike his own, higher and accentless,
less throaty. A pleasant voice. It would do. "I have not
frequented this place. It is unfamiliar to me."
Qui-Gon simply nodded. Of course. That would be obvious.
"What services are you prepared to provide?" Obi-Wan requested
softly.
"Anything my young Master desires." Qui-Gon raised his rich
blue eyes to Obi-Wan's face, their slow heat burning the young
man as they traveled over his body, lingering at the opened
neck of his shirt and the glimpse of muscled chest that lay
beneath. "I am yours to command."
Force, if only Qui-Gon were saying that knowingly to Obi-Wan
... and to Obi-Wan alone. A sudden sharp pang of anguish
stabbed him. That Qui-Gon should come here, degrade himself
like this for anyone who asked for him, when Obi-Wan had
foolishly spent the last five years hopelessly craving his
Master in aching, martyred silence!
"My first command is that you never serve others when I am
present," Obi-Wan heard himself say sharply. "I want to reserve
you entirely for myself." He had no idea if that was a
reasonable request, and at the moment he couldn't care less. It
had to be outside the club rules, but he could not bear that
his will in the matter be denied. He would have Qui-Gon to
himself. And he would be present. Oh, yes. He would be even if
he had to come here every night that he and Qui-Gon were
quartered on Coruscant for the rest of his life. He would, even
if he had to be waiting on the steps when the place opened,
like Bruck!
Qui-Gon tilted his head, seeming a little startled. "If you
wish it," he breathed.
"I do." Obi-Wan heard his false voice harshen. "Will I be
obeyed?"
"Without question."
"Kiss me." Obi-Wan nearly choked as he heard his own words
emerge in a sharp demand.
Qui-Gon lifted his face, leaning forward to brush his mouth
across Obi-Wan's silvered lips.
A sweet travesty. Obi-Wan's hands dove into Qui-Gon's hair,
dragging his mouth closer. Bliss and bitterness, to be kissed
so openly, so willingly, without being known for himself. It
sharpened Obi-Wan's passion with anger, made him crush the
larger man's lips, his teeth sharp, his tongue possessive as he
tried to evoke the longed-for knowledge with the force of his
anguished desire.
And Qui-Gon was melting for it, taking all of it, bruising and
growing sweeter, giving fully. Obi-Wan clasped him so hard it
hurt, dragging the larger man fiercely against him, feeling
himself slide from his chair and go to one knee, bending the
huge, pliant body backward till his arms trembled from the
strain of the big man's passive weight.
Obi-Wan gasped a breath and drove back in for another kiss,
letting Qui-Gon settle atop his raised knee. Drew back again
for a glimpse of the man's reaction, saw kiss-swollen, parted
lips and long lashes lying against his cheek, a frosted
highlight in the silky locks that trailed over Obi-Wan's thigh,
very nearly touching the floor. Qui-Gon's legs, one bent under
him, one outstretched, and at his center, the eager beginnings
of an impressive erection.
And then he was drowning again in Qui-Gon's mouth, sucking hard
at his lips, his tongue, claiming him, not caring that he could
feel the pressure of Endavi's eyes, and of Bruck's, and
possibly even Mace Windu's; running his hand down Qui-Gon's
body to stroke the rapidly firming organ with a hungry, adoring
hand.
At last Obi-Wan forced himself to draw back, gasping.
Breathlessly he eased Qui-Gon the rest of the way to the floor.
"Get up," he rasped, and was obeyed. He used his hands to guide
Qui-Gon to kneel before him again, gazing down between the
older man's legs, eyes longingly caressing the thick, heavy
erection he had caused. "That's for me, isn't it," he breathed.
"Yes, young Master." Qui-Gon's voice was sensual, with a husk
of its own.
"I want everyone to know that," Obi-Wan leaned so that his
mouth brushed Qui-Gon's ear. "How may I mark you mine?"
"You may bind me or collar me, young Master, as you wish."
Obi-Wan felt his penis twitch desperately in its confinement
inside the constrictive leather pants. "Oh, yes, I want to do
that," he whispered, and nipped Qui-Gon's ear. Yes. Bind him
and collar him and lead him through the room on a leash, where
Bruck could see -- the only pity was that Obi-Wan could not
take his mask off to do it.
He caught Endavi's eyes and ignored the amused thumbs-up,
burying his face in Qui-Gon's hair and wishing he could feel
its silken texture against his masked cheeks. "Bring me a
collar and wrist restraints that fit you, and the key that
opens them," Obi-Wan ordered hoarsely.
"Yes, young Master."
He released Qui-Gon so that he could move away obediently, and
spared a moment to glance around the room. Not so many people
were visible as before, and several were occupied as he was,
others openly necking or barely concealed by privacy screens.
Mace Windu was indeed watching him, with open amusement. On the
stage, Depa still undulated gently, and many people were
watching her, drinking, talking, and kissing their partners.
One hooded Padawan still stood stupefied in the corner, staring
at the assembly's varied activities with disbelief, the tail of
the long braid trickling out from beneath the hood. Obi-Wan
smiled a little, understanding.
Qui-Gon was returning to him already, laden with the things
Obi-Wan had asked for. Obi-Wan was aware that Endavi had
separated himself from the group of Padawans he was
lackadaisically necking with, sitting up to watch, fascinated.
Qui-Gon knelt again and held out the collar, open, his large
hands dwarfing it.
Obi-Wan accepted it, hefting its weight, and leaned forward. He
darted a quick glance at Bruck, who watched sullenly as Obi-Wan
lifted Qui-Gon's hair. "Hold up your hair," he commanded, and
Qui-Gon did so as Obi-Wan settled the collar around his throat.
He pushed it closed with a keen sense of half-shameful triumph
and delight, listening to the click of the latch. He swallowed
thickly, stroking Qui-Gon's neck. "Let your hair go."
He sat back to survey what he had done. The older man's chin
was lifted, his hair now cascading down his back. Obi-Wan
shivered. Qui-Gon's knees were parted slightly, his hands back
on his thighs. "For the rest of the night, you will touch me at
all times unless I say you may stop," Obi-Wan murmured.
Immediately a warm hand moved to his thigh, touching delicately
inside and above the knee. Obi-Wan shivered with pleasure as
the heat of it seeped through the too-tight leather, burning
into his skin. Qui-Gon shifted his weight, turning, and nestled
himself between Obi-Wan's knees. The broad back was too wide to
settle easily against him, but Qui-Gon's arms and hands clasped
around his thighs softly. For a long while, Obi-Wan was merely
content to sit, stroking Qui-Gon's biceps gently with his
fingertips, and together they watched Depa dance.
Finally Obi-Wan gave into the temptation to lean down and kiss
the top of the silky head, filling his hands with the
silver-touched mane. Depa was finishing, and a scattering of
polite applause followed her as she hurried back to meet Mace's
gentle embrace.
He let his hands slide down over Qui-Gon's neck, savoring the
sensation of the cool metal collar under his palms, and then
moved them over the man's shoulders and down his chest. Seeking
attention, Qui-Gon nuzzled his cheek against Obi-Wan's arm
softly, kissing very lightly at the inside of his elbow.
Obi-Wan felt a helpless shudder wrack him. Immediately Qui-Gon
stopped.
"Don't stop," Obi-Wan breathed, offering his forearm. Qui-Gon
trailed soft kisses down to the inside of his wrist and paused
there, licking and breathing against him between gentle touches
of his lips.
Now one of the Knights was singing, a soft mellow baritone
accompanied by keyboards, and the gentle, haunting melody
twined around them. Obi-Wan brought his free arm around
Qui-Gon's chest, curling his body gently around the older man's
as the soft kisses continued. They sat there like that for a
long time, Obi-Wan slowly stroking Qui-Gon's chest and
shoulder, feeling the older man kissing his arm. He would
continue all night, unless ordered to cease. Obi-Wan knew that,
suddenly believing it with his whole heart and soul, and his
hand opened possessively on Qui-Gon's chest, palm centered over
a warm nipple.
"Stop when you want," he murmured after a moment. "You're so
beautiful."
"Thank you, young Master." Qui-Gon pressed a final gentle kiss
to the inside of Obi-Wan's wrist before ceasing.
Obi-Wan let himself hear the word, let it caress him ... let it
mean him, for the first time. "What shall I call you?"
he breathed.
"Whatever you wish, young Master."
Obi-Wan smiled a little. "I'll call you my Lion, then," he
murmured, still feeling shy. But the word was right for
Qui-Gon, and he'd privately used it as an analogy for the man
for some time. His Master's lazy feline grace was enhanced by
his sturdy, unashamed nudity, and the flowing silken mane of
his hair was almost unbelievably beautiful, contrasting with
his glowing golden skin. Qui-Gon was even dangerous in the way
of a big cat, seeming lazy and quiet, even heavy, but with a
tight-leashed energy that could break free at any moment into a
rushing torrent of power, a smooth fast lope, a crushing
strength, powerful jaw and broad hands like velveted paws. And
he had a voice that could purr, growl, and even roar, deep
mellow breath in its every measured cadence.
Obi-Wan's partial erection stirred again, painfully, and he
straightened slowly, easing away from Qui-Gon's body. Before
contact broke, the tall man reached, laying his fingers lightly
against Obi-Wan's side, rising and following him, keeping one
hand on Obi-Wan at all times. The sweetness of it brought a
lump to the young man's throat, and he caught that hand,
bringing it gently to his lips.
"You're very good at remembering." Obi-Wan kissed the palm
lightly. "Perhaps I will reward you."
"Thank you, young Master." Qui-Gon's voice was warm, sending a
shiver up Obi-Wan's spine.
Obi-Wan got Qui-Gon a drink, letting him choose what he liked.
He balanced the indulgence by manacling Qui-Gon's wrists
together behind his back. Qui-Gon quietly twined his leg with
Obi-Wan's, maintaining the contact between them. Obi-Wan took
the glass and held it up to his mouth, tilting it slightly,
letting the amber fluid touch the older man's lips. Qui-Gon's
long pink tongue darted out, lapping at the small trickle of
liquid, and Obi-Wan's throat closed with desire, watching that
delicate, agile motion through the glass. He withdrew it,
staring openly as Qui-Gon licked his lips. The long pink tongue
darted out as he groomed himself, taking a faint touch of foam
from the bristles above his lips, beginning at the center and
moving outward. Like a cat.
"Slowly, my Lion," Obi-Wan murmured, and reached up to kiss
those newly wetted lips. Qui-Gon's thigh slid higher between
his knees and the taller man opened softly into the kiss,
perfectly willing, acquiescent, a flare of heat building
between them. Obi-Wan drew back and lifted the glass again. He
permitted a longer swallow, watching the muscles in Qui-Gon's
throat. Then he took a second kiss, tasting the bitter burn of
the liquor in the sweetness of the man's mouth. He pressed his
palms on the tall shoulders, pushing them down, making the big
man's knees bend until Obi-Wan's lips were on top, his tongue
plunging frantically deep into Qui-Gon's mouth, tasting alcohol
and desire.
Obi-Wan set the drink aside and fumbled his shirttail out of
the waist of his breeches. "You may stop touching me for a
time," he instructed, and stepping back, he rapidly tore a
narrow strip from the bottom of his shirt.
Qui-Gon slowly straightened his legs, then leaned forward,
lifting his chin, understanding as Obi-Wan reached for him,
white cloth strip in hand. Obi-Wan tied it into the collar
deftly and then tugged, drawing Qui-Gon after him. He
remembered to pick up the unfinished drink, and tugged on the
leash, starting across the room again. Passing Endavi, Obi-Wan
spared his friend a dignified, measured nod that sent the other
Padawan into a fit of self-satisfied smirking. He spared
another level look for Bruck, who tossed back his own drink and
stomped out. If Bruck guessed who he was, that could be bad,
and it was likely that he would, since most of the senior
Padawans knew that Obi-Wan and Endavi were currently involved.
He'd have to talk to his friend about seeing if they could
forestall Bruck's desire for vengeance.
Obi-Wan led Qui-Gon to a small alcove set into the far wall,
seating them there. He leaned in and kissed Qui-Gon again,
savoring his ability to devour the lush, willing lips with his
own, enjoying the wondrous sensation of them opening for him.
He'd wanted to indulge his craving for Qui-Gon for so long ...
having it fulfilled at last was almost too much to bear. After
many long moments, he sighed his satisfaction, drew back, and
unfastened the wrist restraints. "Finish your drink, then
resume touching me."
Qui-Gon tossed back the contents of the glass with a single
swallow and set it aside, then extended his hand. Yes. That
gentle pressure, this time on either side of his waist, and
Qui-Gon paused, waiting to be commanded.
Obi-Wan drew a deep, shuddering breath and took the plunge.
"Draw the screen," he spoke softly, and Qui-Gon hooked his
ankle behind Obi-Wan's, standing and reaching to do as he was
bidden.
Then Qui-Gon turned back to him and assumed a kneeling posture,
this time with his hands on Obi-Wan's thighs. Obi-Wan shivered
at the soft touch. Oh, Force. The pose filled his mind with
irrepressible images, irresistible cravings. Qui-Gon's back
inclining, his head moving forward, those soft, sensual lips
opening, then enclosing him .... He was going to go through
with it. He really was. He couldn't help himself. "I want you
to please me with your mouth, my Lion," he whispered faintly.
"With pleasure, young Master." Qui-Gon fairly purred.
Obi-Wan gulped as large, deft hands worked the fastenings of
his trousers, separating the front, sliding them down just
enough. He felt himself hyperventilating, and struggled for
calm as those wide, blunt fingers probed gently down the
clinging left leg of his pants and teased his cramped,
straining erection free.
Obi-Wan sagged back into the soft pillows, moaning as a slick,
hot tongue settled against the head of his aching shaft, then
curled, running quickly down the length of it. True to his
orders, Qui-Gon used only his mouth, holding his hands behind
his back as though they were still restrained, leaning forward
to strum his tongue over the ridge at the head, steadying
Obi-Wan delicately with his teeth.
Obi-Wan moaned again, his hands clenching into the cushions,
watching Qui-Gon. Bright blue eyes rose and locked to his,
holding his gaze as the older man worked up and down his thick
shaft, slicking it fully. Then he took Obi-Wan gently between
his teeth and slid all the way down.
Force. He wasn't going to last long like this. "Ohhhh, m... my
Lion," Obi-Wan caught himself just in time, and threw his arm
over his own mouth, setting his teeth against the muscle to
stifle further thoughtless outbursts. He bit down lightly,
sucking a wild breath through his nostrils as the muscles in
Qui-Gon's throat contracted around him, milking him, coaxing
him to come.
Qui-Gon suddenly drew back and sank down three times in rapid
succession, teeth scraping Obi-Wan's oversensitized flesh
lightly, and the young man felt himself surge and scream
against his arm, thrusting up once more into that skilled,
willing cavern, orgasm bursting behind his eyelids and flooding
forth to fill Qui-Gon's mouth.
Too fast. Too soon. He wanted more, but it was over; Qui-Gon
was swallowing, licking him, suckling lightly as his erection
shrank.
Those blue eyes were amused now, and they remained fastened on
his as Obi-Wan shakily drew his bitten arm away from his mouth.
"You've left me wanting more," Obi-Wan spoke shakily, reaching
to cradle the large, beard-rough jaw in his palm.
"I offer myself for discipline," Qui-Gon spoke as calmly as
though he were ordering tea.
Obi-Wan leaned back, considering. By the rules of this little
game, he would be well within his rights to punish Qui-Gon,
though he was surprised that the older man had suggested it.
Very well, then. He would discipline him by leaving him
unsatisfied.
"Come here," Obi-Wan made his voice a bit sterner, beckoning
Qui-Gon to his side. "Lie next to me."
The man pushed himself to his feet and joined Obi-Wan on the
soft couch, trailing his hand up the young man's ankle, calf,
and thigh. He lay down with casual ease, resting his head in
Obi-Wan's lap, the fluttering cascade of hair gliding over his
thighs.
Obi-Wan reached and laid his palm in the center of the broad
chest, feeling its steady rise and fall. How could he bring
himself to be harsh with this man, when Qui-Gon had just given
him one of the things he'd craved most for the last four years
of his life? He couldn't, but he had to. Very well. He would
choose his punishment carefully, then.
Obi-Wan moved his hand down the rippled belly, sliding his
fingers through the nest of curls, wrapping his hand gently
around the heavy, thick hardness that waited there for him. He
stroked up once, twice, watching Qui-Gon fairly purr at the
sensation. He ran his thumb over the crown meditatively, felt
the hips arch very slightly into his grasp.
"Be still," he admonished, stroking a fingertip around the
head, dipping inside the foreskin. Qui-Gon, in his hands.
Force. He felt a shiver shoot down his spine at the renewed
realization, felt it echoed in Qui-Gon's big, powerful body as
Obi-Wan's thumb teased the slit gently, enjoying the silky
texture of the salty moisture that welled there. "Discipline
... " he mused thoughtfully. "I do not enjoy causing pain, my
Lion. I prefer subtler and more effective means of enforcing my
will. Tonight I think that it will suffice for you to know that
I would have repaid you in kind, had you satisfied me fully.
But since you did not, I will leave you as you are." He pulled
his hand away. "When you satisfy me completely, then I will
satisfy you."
Qui-Gon gazed up at him quietly, unmoving. "Yes, young Master,"
he acquiesced, voice husky, eyes flickering with longing.
Obi-Wan gathered his courage. After tasting the pleasures
Qui-Gon could offer, he knew he could not resist sampling more
of them. "I ...." he hesitated. "Perhaps you will find yourself
motivated to improve your performance tomorrow night, if I
choose to return for you then." This was too much; he needed
some time to himself, needed to regain his composure and begin
to believe what had just happened. He overrode pleasure-hazed,
limp muscles and forced himself to sit up. He leaned forward,
his other hand sliding behind Qui-Gon's head, and pulled the
big man up for a kiss, tasting himself in his mouth.
"I shall wait for you to return to me, then." Qui-Gon whispered
against his lips.
"Yes," Obi-Wan breathed, knowing it was a promise but not
caring, leaning in to steal one final kiss, stroking his
fingers through the tousled length of the older man's hair. He
made himself stand, pulling up his breeches and fastening them.
Qui-Gon heeled him out into the main room, where most of the
couples were already gone. Endavi sat at Obi-Wan's table next
to his cloak, patiently waiting, looking insufferably
self-satisfied.
Obi-Wan remembered belatedly to turn to Qui-Gon, fishing in his
pocket for the key, unlocking the collar he'd placed on him. He
eased it from Qui-Gon's neck and laid it in his hands.
Hesitantly, he set his fingertip in the center of one of
Qui-Gon's broad palms, caressing for a brief instant, then
hastily turned away, jerking his head for Endavi to follow him
as he hastened to the exit.
"Endavi, I've got to stay with you tonight." Obi-Wan was
desperate, shucking off his mask as the near-empty cab jetted
away from the club. "I can't go home. And Bruck is going to
kill us both."
"That's the best way to make Qui-Gon suspect," Endavi laughed.
"And I'll take care of young Master Chun." He laughed with
amused contempt. "Qui-Gon would eat him alive. I'm surprised he
didn't eat you alive, you were such a frightened rabbit
with him. He took it easy on you tonight, Obi-Wan. I've got to
warn you, he has a reputation for being hard to Master. He
usually sends Padawans flying with their tails tucked between
their legs within the first half-hour. Maybe we should have let
him do that to Bruck ..."
"Do you think he suspects? Do you think he knows already? Do
you honestly think I can face him?" Obi-Wan wasn't listening;
he was shaking, his fingers clammy, on the verge of shock. "I
may never be able to face him again. I've got to get a grip on
myself."
Endavi looked at him gently, half-remorseful, half-amused. "I
should have warned you," he sighed. "But tell me true.
Everything worked out fine, and you owe me, don't you."
Obi-Wan glared at him, torn between gratitude and a desire to
murder. "I suppose I do. And when I find a way to pay you back
...." abruptly he broke into a wide grin. "It's gonna be the
best night of your life."
They finally compromised when they arrived back at the temple,
and Endavi dug up their mutual friends Bair and Acen to hold
down the fort with a reluctant Obi-Wan. Obi-Wan stowed his
dirty clothes in Endavi's closet and borrowed a robe to sneak
back in, and when they arrived, Obi-Wan quickly dressed, and
they settled into the common room with a deck of sabacc cards
and a three-quarters-filled scoring pad. Obi-Wan fished a
variety of drink bottles and an empty snack wrapper or three
out of his trash and scattered them about, kicking cushions
everywhere. When he'd finished, the room looked like a marathon
gambling session had hit it, and they divided the chips,
placing a heavy stack next to Bair and only a few next to Acen
and Obi-Wan. Then they settled down to wait.
Obi-Wan thought he might jump out of his skin. He'd arranged to
sit as far as possible from the entry door and Qui-Gon's rooms,
but he was still nervous; the scent of the club seemed to hang
around him like --
"Shit, I've got to shower!" he yelped suddenly, bounding up.
"Hush!" Bair flapped a hand at Obi-Wan. His sharp ears swiveled
and pointed. "I can hear someone ...."
Obi-Wan flung himself desperately back into his seat,
scrabbling for his cards. He pulled his two hole cards out of
their stasis and compared them to his hand, examining them
thoughtfully as the door slid open. Swapping the cards for two
new ones, he then selected three others to discard.
"I'll take three." Obi-Wan tossed in his cards and yawned
widely, covering his mouth with his hand. And then, as he
stared down along his arm, he spotted the reddened bite mark
that still had not faded from his skin.
Quickly he squared his cards and tucked his hands in his lap,
bringing his arm underneath the line of the table. "Good
evening, Master." He stretched his legs lazily, his voice
pleasant, then turned his attention to his friends. "We'd
better pack it in, boys. It's getting pretty late."
"Yes, it is." Qui-Gon surveyed the room coolly. "You need your
sleep, Obi-Wan. You look flushed. Are you feeling well?"
"I just drank a little too much, I guess," Obi-Wan hedged. In a
way it was true -- he had drunk more than usual. He struggled
not to fidget, feeling highly uncomfortable under that judging
gaze.
"Settle your losses and get to bed, then." Qui-Gon frowned a
little. "Clean up first. I don't want to find a mess waiting in
the morning." He strode into his rooms, closing the door with a
firm click.
The three boys hurriedly did as he'd said, not bothering to
tally the faked game. Bair paused to give Obi-Wan a grin and a
wink as they slipped out. "Good luck," he whispered. "I don't
know what you and Endavi have been up to, but I think you're
going to need it."
Obi-Wan closed the door and turned to beat a hasty retreat to
his own room, interrupted as Qui-Gon's door opened behind him.
He took another step and then turned, praying his expression
was nonchalant, holding his bitten arm casually under his palm
as he yawned again, rolling his shoulders.
Qui-Gon stepped toward the kitchen with a brief nod for
Obi-Wan. Perversely, the Padawan found that he couldn't resist
following, mesmerized by the memory of the lean haunches that
lay beneath the loose-fitting nightclothes Qui-Gon had changed
into. He paused in the dining area, watching Qui-Gon fix
himself a late snack.
"Did you enjoy your outing with Master Windu?" The phrase felt
amazingly easy emerging from his lips, and sounded quite
comfortable. Obi-Wan settled into a chair and hooked his bare
feet over the rungs of another, folding his arms to hide the
bite. This time his yawn wasn't faked. He was tired, strung-out
on adrenaline, reaching the dregs of it. Qui-Gon poured a glass
of milk, and Obi-Wan was faintly amazed at the normality of the
action.
"Very much." Qui-Gon stuck his head into a cabinet, rummaging
for bread. "Have you eaten all the -- here it is." He pulled
out the heel of a loaf that Obi-Wan had saved for him, knowing
that the ends were his Master's favorite. Obi-Wan watched as
Qui-Gon quickly made a sandwich and took a bite, chewing
leisurely, chasing it with a drink of the milk.
"I told you to go to bed." Qui-Gon turned to him sternly. "We
have a long day before us tomorrow. You'll be working on the
akari."
Obi-Wan almost grinned at the ease of the quick command,
managing to make himself grimace instead. The akari was a
difficult mental workout, involving levitations and koans, all
performed while doing handstands and other acrobatic maneuvers.
He was good at it, particularly at reading the future, but it
would definitely be a challenge holding his concentration in
the wake of the evening's events.
But he had a point to make, though Qui-Gon didn't know it. He
quickly rose to his feet. "Yes, Master," he acquiesced with
humble grace, bowing slightly, proud that the words came out
without even the faintest hint of mischief. Perhaps he had
learned a valuable lesson in the importance of perfect
obedience. Turning on his heel to hide his grin, he quickly
went to his room and lay down, using a meditation to send
himself to sleep.
The akari was as hard as ever, and it left Obi-Wan in aching
knots, but he succeeded in pleasing his Master, grimly
excluding all outside considerations from his concentration.
When Qui-Gon released him, Obi-Wan bowed reverently and excused
himself, hurrying off at a trot to find Endavi.
"I've a free night. Let's go!"
"Now look who's in a hurry." Endavi grinned. "Of course you
have a free night. It's not like there'll be anyone staying
here to supervise you ...." Endavi reached for his boots
slowly, tugging them on in a fine imitation of the sulky
reluctance Obi-Wan had displayed the previous evening. "I think
you'd better go back to your quarters, though, and settle in
with a book or something. Watch him leave." Endavi grinned
again, teasing Obi-Wan. "Or take Acen, and make it look like
the two of you have a really wild night planned."
"That would be a good idea, except I think Qui-Gon wasn't
planning to go back to our quarters himself."
"Eager, was he?" Endavi's smirk nearly split his face, and
Obi-Wan blushed brilliant crimson.
"I wouldn't know, but he headed in the wrong direction for our
rooms. Would you hurry up?" Obi-Wan began rummaging in Endavi's
closet.
"Hey! What do you think you're doing?"
"Well, I can hardly wear my own clothes, they might give
me away. Besides, that outfit I wore last night is the only
thing no-one would recognise. Besides, it's all I have that's
really right for going there. You said so yourself. Now, this
looks good ...." Obi-Wan drew out an outfit in a rich,
forest-green silk.
"Hey, that's my favorite ...." Endavi threw up his hands
helplessly. "Oh, whatever. But if you tell him to rip it off
you, then you're going to buy me a new one. Just like it. And
it cost a fortune," he warned, shaking his finger at Obi-Wan.
"I'll take good care of it," Obi-Wan promised, scrambling out
of his tunics and nipping into the 'fresher. "Be ready in
five," he admonished. "You got a gold chain belt?" His voice
was muffled by the torrent of hot water.
"Let me see."
"And some boots that match!"
"Sometimes you're more trouble than you're worth," Endavi
laughed, digging into his closet. "But your expression last
night was priceless, so I'll put up with this a little while
longer. Until you get enough balls to tell him who you are."
Obi-Wan was hurrying out of the 'fresher, scrubbing his hair
with a towel, and his face sobered instantly. "I can't do that,
Endavi."
Endavi tossed a pair of low, folded-top brown leather boots
over his shoulder. "Try those. They're probably a little loose
on you, but they're the best I have. Let me see about that
belt. And yes you can. You could go in there tonight without
that mask and he would be exactly the same."
"But I couldn't be." Obi-Wan stepped into the loose
harem trousers he'd chosen and pulled them over his hips. "I
couldn't look him in the face and tell him to ...." Obi-Wan
swallowed. "Tell him to do those things."
"What things?" Endavi laughed. "Ohhh, you made him order a
drink. Big deal!"
"That wasn't all I did," Obi-Wan admitted in a small voice. "I
told him to ..." Obi-Wan shrugged uncomfortably. "Pleasure me.
With his mouth. And ... he did."
"Was he good?" Endavi's eyes sparkled wickedly at him.
Obi-Wan sighed, slipping the tight silk shirt over his chest.
"I liked it, of course. But ..." he hesitated, buttoning it
slowly. "I didn't really have him do that much. I'm not sure
...." he hesitated.
"You can do anything you like with him," Endavi pointed out.
"That's the point of the exercise. He's submitting to you."
"I don't think I'm a very good dominant," Obi-Wan admitted.
"He'd probably be happier with someone else ...."
"He seemed happy last night," Endavi retorted. "He was smiling
when you came out of there together. Smiling, watching you walk
in front of him."
Obi-Wan felt his stomach flutter and his knees weaken.
"Smiling?" he faltered. Qui-Gon smiled so rarely .... "You're
pulling my leg."
"Fondly," Endavi affirmed, and came up with a belt of gold
rings. "Will this do? I think I can adjust it to fit you."
Endavi started fiddling with the links. "He was amused. He
probably thinks he's got you wrapped around his little finger.
You definitely looked wet behind the ears, Kenobi."
Obi-Wan tilted his head, the significance of a half-heard
memory hitting him for the first time. "You said he had a
reputation for being ... difficult," he remembered. "When you
mentioned Bruck. You said Bruck couldn't handle him, but he
didn't give me much trouble at all. Wrapped around his little
finger?" Obi-Wan frowned. He didn't really like the sound of
that. Come to think of it, he hadn't particularly been
flattered by the amusement in Qui-Gon's eyes after his orgasm.
Even the smile that Endavi had just described to him, while
hearing of it had made Obi-Wan's heart race, was not at all the
reaction a dominant hoped to inspire. Perhaps he had been too
mild in his disciplining.
Endavi flipped the end of the belt around Obi-Wan's waist and
clasped it. "Oh, that looks good on you," he commented. "If you
weren't so hot for Qui-Gon, I'd keep you here tonight for
myself. Yes, wrapped around his little finger, or as near to it
as makes no difference. You were so shy with him, he hardly had
to work at all. And he got a drink, into the bargain. Two
drinks." Endavi winked slyly at Obi-Wan, who blushed again,
redder than before.
"Endavi, I can't do this again," Obi-Wan blurted abruptly,
hands going to the buttons of the borrowed shirt, suddenly not
at all certain that he had the guts to go through with this.
"The hell you can't. What did you tell me about five minutes?"
Endavi hooked the silver mask off of the floor of the closet.
"Don't forget this. Wrap up tight in your cloak and let's go."
The corridors were nearly deserted as they made their way to
the main lift to the shuttle stop, and Endavi seemed
thoughtful. "You know, Obi-Wan, you have a point, what you
asked me about before. He was awfully mild. I really
think he liked you, enough to give you a chance to find your
feet. Maybe you reminded him of a certain someone." Endavi
grinned and elbowed the blushing Obi-Wan amiably.
"I hope not," Obi-Wan muttered fervently. "If I thought he knew
...." he shivered, worry wrinkling his forehead.
Endavi quickly distracted him before his thoughts could pursue
that avenue further. "What did he do when you got him alone?"
"I already told you," Obi-Wan muttered, a little defensively.
"No, that's not what I meant. How did he do it?"
Obi-Wan wondered if it were possible for skin to spontaneously
combust in flames of embarrassment.
"Was he good? Bad? Fast? Slow? Did he do exactly what you
asked?" Endavi eyed Obi-Wan speculatively. "You said you liked
it, you didn't say he was incredible. You didn't even say he
was good. What did he do?"
"Well ... it was pretty fast. He was very good, he never
disobeyed, but ... I'd have liked him to take a little more
time, maybe ...." Obi-Wan squirmed. "Do you really need to know
this, Endavi?" he pleaded.
"If I have to do your thinking for you, yes!" Endavi pondered.
"I'd say he might be trying to prompt you to be more aggressive
about letting him know what you like, what you want. Did he say
anything that might support that?"
"Well ...." Obi-Wan suddenly found himself very interested in
examining his fingers. "He ... sorta, yeah."
"Well, give! What was it?" Endavi bustled Obi-Wan into a
shuttle.
"I said ... he'd left me wanting more," Obi-Wan flushed. "And
he offered himself for discipline. So I ... um ... I refused to
satisfy him."
"Really?" Endavi sat back with a low whistle. "That's ...
fascinating. I've never seen him go that far with it for a
Padawan, Obi-Wan. I think you may just have your hands full
tonight," he mused. "You'd better be ready."
"This can't be happening," Obi-Wan moaned miserably. "We'd
better just --"
The lift doors slid open.
"Hello, Oafy-Wan!" Bruck stood on the windswept platform,
waiting for a shuttle.
"Bruck," Obi-Wan murmured distantly, withdrawing into himself.
Chun glowered at him unpleasantly. "I'm surprised you
feel a need to come ruin things for the rest of us when all
you'd have to do is crawl into his bed some night and spread
your --"
"Bruck, would you like for me to tell Yoda who put laundry soap
in the ch'ala root last se'ennight?" Endavi crooned.
"I didn't have anything to do with that!"
"Really?" Endavi smiled nastily. "Isn't it an interesting
coincidence that a quarter of the Temple got sick the very
night Yoda reprimanded you for shirking your classroom duties
and had you put on kitchen duty instead? And ch'ala is one of
his favorites, too. Or didn't you know that?"
Bruck subsided sulkily as two more Padawans and a Knight
emerged from the lift. Obi-Wan pulled his hood over his face
quickly, stepping near the edge of the platform. Maybe if he
threw himself over ... he could levitate before he reached the
sublevels ... it would take most of the night for them to
locate him, if he hid really well ....
"Oh, no you don't. You're not taking the easy way out." Endavi
caught his wrist and tugged him back. "Get over here and put
your mask on before somebody else clues in."
Obi-Wan did, but he didn't feel the same relaxation he had felt
the previous night, knowing that Bruck's angry eyes were on
him. Sure enough, the other boy came sidling up the moment
Endavi's attention was distracted.
"Scared of your own Master?" Bruck whispered. "Why? He not want
you without that mask? Won't he let you crawl into his
bed, Oafy-Wan?"
Obi-Wan shivered faintly, turning his head. "Give up, Bruck.
You can tell Master Qui-Gon what's going on, if you want. I
won't even let Endavi turn you in to Master Yoda. Do whatever
you want, and when it's over, do one more thing. Ask yourself
how it feels to be you, Bruck Chun." Obi-Wan stepped away from
him, trying not to shake with anger and despair.
Bruck didn't follow, and when Obi-Wan finally boarded the
shuttle and looked around, he realized the other Padawan hadn't
boarded. Maybe he was finally growing a sense of shame.
Obi-Wan swallowed. "Endavi, I need to stop and get a drink
before we go into the club."
"Yeah, I think you deserve it." Endavi smiled a little. "He'll
be back for more, but not tonight. You did a good job."
They stayed in the empty shuttle after it had dropped its load
of passengers at the club, and Obi-Wan had a momentary flicker
of panic as he wondered what he might have done if Qui-Gon had
been aboard the same shuttle.
"Definitely a good strong drink." Obi-Wan nudged Endavi.
"Driver, divert to sublevel 72A, corner of Senate and Argan,"
Endavi directed. "My friend needs some liquid courage."
Obi-Wan peeled his mask off, laughing.
They got a quick drink that burned in Obi-Wan's stomach most
satisfactorily, and caught a non-Jedi taxi back to the club.
Obi-Wan reattached the mask, watching soberly as they threaded
through the spires. He'd meant to be there when the club
opened, but he was late again. Would Qui-Gon have obeyed his
request? He couldn't help but feel eagerness growing in him as
he and Endavi disembarked together.
They entered the club quickly, and this time Obi-Wan left his
cloak with the attendant in the lobby.
"Twelve is reserved and waiting for you," she purred, smiling,
and Obi-Wan paused, disconcerted, wondering how he'd been
recognized so easily. Probably because he'd come with Endavi
both times, or perhaps there was a datapad that notified the
hostess when he entered his access code. He shrugged it off
uneasily and followed his friend into the main room.
Qui-Gon wasn't visible anywhere, and Obi-Wan frowned a little,
following Endavi to the bar and ordering another drink. It
would help him relax, and he could certainly use it.
"I told you things were going to be interesting," Endavi
murmured, laying a companionable arm over Obi-Wan's shoulder.
"What do you suppose he might be up to?" He tilted his head.
"I've never reserved a submissive before. I don't know the
procedure."
Obi-Wan scanned the alcoves in the wall. All were open and
empty at this hour. "Damned if I know," he muttered. "I
should've stayed --"
The bartender coughed discreetly. "Your submissive is waiting
for you in room twelve, sir. Here are the keys to his
restraints. They also fit the door."
"Well, I guess that answers that," Endavi smirked.
Obi-Wan accepted the keys hesitantly. "Give me another one of
these, and make it a double." He pushed his glass toward the
bartender.
"Need some moral support?" Endavi flexed his shoulders.
"Remember that you have a serious responsibility here, Obi-Wan.
If you keep pussy-footing around it, you're going to lose
control of him," he warned. "He'll soon get tired of playing
easy. He'll decide to test you, so you'd better be ready. If
you really want me to come hold your hand ...." he trailed off.
"No!" Obi-Wan took his drink, glaring at his friend. "I can
handle this on my own." He pushed away from the bar, knocking
the drink back quickly and leaving the glass.
He followed the bartender's directional gesture and finally
paused in front of the door numbered twelve. Obi-Wan reached
out slowly and laid his palm against the door, shivering a
little. Qui-Gon lay behind this door. Waiting for him. Perhaps
nude, perhaps bound. Perhaps longing to be taken. Perhaps ready
to test him. Perhaps clothed and angry, fresh from a
conversation with Bruck, with a lecture prepared for his
apprentice. If that last were the case, failing to open the
door now would only postpone the inevitable. And if the former
were the case ....
Obi-Wan took a deep breath, squared his shoulders, and turned
the key.
The large room was warm, dimly lit with a flickering
illumination that turned out to be a wood fire -- ridiculously
expensive, a luxury on the city world of Coruscant. The decor
was predominantly composed of a rich antique gold, from the
furniture to the textured pattern on the papered walls. The
floor was intricately inlaid in a herringbone pattern of
lustrous dark wood. The furniture was made of more polished
wood and was upholstered in crumpled golden velvet.
Scattered rugs were of soft, thick golden plush trimmed with
burgundy, and overstuffed velvet burgundy pillows were lavished
on the rich sofa and the few plush chairs. A set of three
carpeted steps led up to a set of drawn burgundy velvet
draperies on the wall nearest the fireplace. The effect was
unimaginably sensual and luxuriant, the rich highlights of
color mellow and deep in the soft firelight.
Obi-Wan felt his breath catch as he gazed at the drawn
draperies. His inner directional orientation told him they were
not on an exterior wall; they would not cover a window. He
stepped forward, soft boots silent on the plush carpet,
whispering on the polished wood, and mounted the stair.
He pulled aside one panel of the drape with trembling fingers,
gazing into the recessed bed that lay beyond, feeling his
stomach whirl with delicious dizziness.
Pulled taut over the golden coverlet, his back arched over
burgundy pillows, Qui-Gon lay there, bound to twin clasps set
in the head and foot of the long bed, his muscles stretched in
long, luxuriant lines. The firelight shone dimly into the
alcove, burnishing his skin with rich deep color, gleaming in
the eyes that opened slowly and gazed up at Obi-Wan, filled
with expectant, fiery want.
Obi-Wan let his hand close the gap between them, sliding his
palm over the stretch of golden belly and lightly furred chest.
"Such beauty," he whispered, almost choked with emotion, and
bent to kiss one dark rose nipple. Qui-Gon arched, practically
purring. Obi-Wan drew back his hand and then slapped the flat
belly sharply.
"I didn't tell you to do any of this." He lifted his head. "I
don't believe you learned your lesson last night. I think you
are trying to control me, my Lion."
Qui-Gon flinched very slightly, surprise flickering in the deep
blue eyes, and gently undulated the muscles of his belly under
Obi-Wan's palm. "I'm glad you've come, young Master," he
murmured, deep voice sultry with desire.
"Are you?" Obi-Wan trailed his fingertips slowly up to the
hollow of Qui-Gon's throat, then over his biceps. "Shall
unchain you? I wonder. I like seeing you at my mercy ... but I
wonder if you truly are." Obi-Wan eased himself onto the
mattress at Qui-Gon's side and leaned in slowly, as though to
kiss. "Last night you offered to submit to my punishment, and I
have decided to accept that offer on a more permanent basis."
Oh Force, he couldn't believe himself, but it felt so good to
see the look of shock and rising desire on Qui-Gon's face ...
perhaps he could continue, after all.
He slid his other hand down Qui-Gon's belly, lightly skirting
the rising erection, resting his palm instead on a quivering
thigh. "I'm still not pleased that you finished me so quickly
last night," Obi-Wan heard himself purr, though a corner of his
mind was still appalled and astonished by his audacity. "And
you take too much initiative in your own disposal here. I will
have your submission, and that is more than mere obedience,"
Obi-Wan promised, suddenly remembering the detached judgement
of Qui-Gon's eyes that had so inspired him to struggle to
complete and perfect the akari that very afternoon. "You will
defer to me. Your submission will be perfect and total." He
gave the look of cool judging he remembered so well right back
to Qui-Gon, drawing away with perfect Jedi serenity.
"I have not disobeyed you, young Master." The voice held the
faintest challenge. The blue eyes burned up at him, soft lips
half-parted.
"Master," Obi-Wan corrected sharply. "Just Master." He liked
hearing the title Qui-Gon had willingly given him, but that
slight mockery, that timely reminder of inferiority ... it had
to be answered.
"Yes, Master."
The resonant purr shivered straight through Obi-Wan, curling
tight in his groin, and he leaned in and tasted Qui-Gon's lips
slowly, sliding his arm behind Qui-Gon's neck and lifting his
body in its bonds, stretching him tighter. His free hand made
slow circles on Qui-Gon's belly, still avoiding the growing
erection. Qui-Gon would have to please him, to be pleased. Oh,
yes.
He drew back finally, breathing hard. "I think I will release
you after all, so that you may serve me," he decided. "I want
to see you move at my command. I want to feel your touch on my
body, as I direct it. And if you are adequate," Obi-Wan met the
hot challenge of those eyes, feeling his head swim dizzily with
the flush of power and lust, "in other words, if you are
absolutely perfect, then perhaps I will satisfy you before I
go. And beware, I will judge you strictly." Obi-Wan let a
wicked smile touch his lips. "Your first order is that your
body is mine, my Lion. Do not touch yourself or give yourself
pleasure unless I say you may."
He withdrew the key from his pocket, sliding it into the lock
tab, turning and hearing the gentle click. Slowly, he pulled
the manacles from Qui-Gon's wrists. "Sit up," he commanded,
leaning to undo the similarly locked bindings at the man's
ankles, keenly conscious of the power at his back, restrained
only by will -- his will, and Qui-Gon's decision to obey it.
"Leave the bed and walk to the rug before the fire," Obi-Wan
instructed softly, sliding his hips back against the far wall
of the alcove and drawing his knees to his chin. "Then turn.
Face me. Lift your hair."
Qui-Gon did so gracefully, strong muscles gleaming in the
firelight, a golden aura silhouetting his body. Obi-Wan smiled
a little, his groin tightening. "Flex your leg. Point the toe.
More." It was like lightsaber katas, when Qui-Gon would adjust
the angle of Obi-Wan's body or limbs to suit his ideal of
perfection. And Qui-Gon was perfection embodied, his form a
smooth flow of muscle and sinew, every motion exquisite.
Obi-Wan slid forward, bracing his palms on the bed, his toes
dangling. "Repeat, with more grace. Now faster." He could
hardly repress a satisfied smile as he was obeyed.
"Now stop." Obi-Wan took his time as he removed his boots,
aware that Qui-Gon was frozen in place, waiting for him. He set
them aside and dropped to the floor, toes sinking into the lush
rug that lay before the alcove. He stepped forward, moving near
to Qui-Gon, standing so close that only a whisper of space
separated their bodies. "I may be just a Padawan," Obi-Wan
whispered, "but my Master has taught me a great deal about
control."
He lifted his chin and touched his lips to Qui-Gon's for the
space of a breath, then held there, close enough to feel the
quickening breaths on his face. The dark eyes seemed impossibly
wide and deep this close; still mild, but Obi-Wan could feel
them weighing him, anticipating his next move. No. He could not
allow himself to be second-guessed.
"Don't move." They stood so close that any movement was a
caress, every word a kiss. "If you move, I will stop anything
that brings you pleasure. If you move, you will be punished. Do
you understand me?"
"Yes ... Master." Qui-Gon's deep, breathy voice caressed the
words earnestly, and he did not stir.
Obi-Wan felt another flicker of fire shooting through him,
plunging into his groin. He reached, tracing a nipple with his
thumb. "That's better. I could almost believe you mean it this
time," he chuckled. He stepped back slowly, letting his eyes
caress Qui-Gon's taut form with a keenly pleasurable sense of
ownership. "Don't move," he warned again, stepping away. He
glanced around for a likely target and stepped over to a tall
chest that lay on a pedestal across the room.
"What have we here, my Lion?" Obi-Wan murmured, running a
single finger over the smooth wood, eyes never leaving Qui-Gon.
"Your box of toys? You needn't answer." Obi-Wan chuckled low in
his throat. "I'm going to open it anyway."
He lifted the lid of the chest and fairly purred, surveying the
items that lay within. "You are well-prepared, aren't
you? Very good." He selected one and turned. Qui-Gon's eyes
widened slightly at the sight of the wide silk scarf, and
Obi-Wan snapped it sharply between his wrists.
"What could I possibly do with this?" He held it aloft,
teasing. "Will I tie it on you to mark you mine? Bind you with
it? Or will I use it for something else?" He prowled closer,
stalking Qui-Gon like a predator, circling him, keeping up a
steady stream of teasing words.
"Perhaps this!" He snapped the cloth out quickly, and it
cracked less than a finger's breadth from Qui-Gon's hip. He
watched the quick inhalation with amusement. Not quite a
flinch. "Or this." Obi-Wan stepped close behind Qui-Gon and
with a twist of his wrist, the scarf curled around the larger
man slowly and floated down to fall as gently as a feather over
his erection, then slide back up softly at Obi-Wan's slow tug.
"I might find a more practical application," Obi-Wan
speculated, sliding against Qui-Gon, letting the man feel the
silk of the shirt molded tightly to his chest, and the heat of
his body underneath it. He ended the slow glide of bodies by
putting the length of a step between them, pulling the scarf
tight so quickly it rolled; then he darted in, laying the tight
roll against Qui-Gon's lips.
"Ah!" Obi-Wan's sharp exclamation stopped the flicker of motion
in Qui-Gon's jaw, and the older man froze in the act of opening
his mouth to accept the gag. "I said I might, my Lion,"
he admonished, eyes dancing with wicked amusement.
Qui-Gon gave no outward response, nothing to indicate even a
hint of defiance. But when Obi-Wan looked into his eyes,
searching for expression, for some sign, he saw a flash there
that made his breath catch in his chest. Qui-Gon would comply,
oh yes. Perfectly obedient to every wish Obi-Wan might
articulate. He would even enjoy his complicity. But Obi-Wan did
not really dominate him.
Momentarily shaken, Obi-Wan stepped quickly behind Qui-Gon to
hide his discomfort. He let his gaze travel along the strong
back and slim hips. So Qui-Gon thought a Padawan unworthy of
his submission? Well, he would learn otherwise. Obi-Wan would
have this man and have him completely. Not just his body, but
his mind and heart in total submission, in this room if nowhere
else. Total submission to him, and no one else.
If only he could be sure of how to do it.
He ran the length of silk between his hands again, watching
Qui-Gon carefully, then glanced down at the scarf. A smile
twitched at his lips as he considered, then decided. A single
step brought him against Qui-Gon again, and he lifted himself
up on his toes to bring the scarf over Qui-Gon's head.
He pressed close, letting his body rub with a teasing thrust
against Qui-Gon's backside, and letting the older man see the
scarf before he pulled it firmly against his eyes. Qui-Gon
stiffened almost imperceptibly, and Obi-Wan smiled fully,
confidence trickling into him as he tied the scarf tight. "You
feel vulnerable when you cannot see, don't you? That's good.
You should."
Swiftly Obi-Wan brought his palm up between Qui-Gon's thighs,
his thumb stroking over the entrance to the larger man's body,
pressing, threatening entry. "Don't forget I'm in control
here," Obi-Wan gave the words a razor edge. "Do you think I
can't read what's in your eyes?"
Every muscle in Qui-Gon tensed, harnessing and readying violent
power. Obi-Wan froze, terrified that he'd pushed his luck too
far, too fast.
"No." The word was muffled, escaping between clenched teeth.
"No, what?" Obi-Wan dropped his voice to a low growl,
thumb pressing harder at the resistant opening. Qui-Gon was
simply going to turn and kill him, he thought distantly, and
then be shocked to find himself short one Padawan in the
morning.
"No ... Master."
Oh, it was obvious the word hurt this time; the growl was still
dangerous, reluctant, and ... aroused.
"That's better," Obi-Wan whispered, his own tone deadly, and
plunged his thumb deeply into Qui-Gon's body without warning.
He raked it ungently across the older man's prostate, feeling
the muscles clench furiously around him.
Qui-Gon jerked with a muffled grunt, taking a stumbled
half-step, and then caught himself, subsiding, returning
quickly to the posture Obi-Wan had set him in. Obi-Wan felt a
cold sweat begin to creep out on his body. He was riding the
ragged edge of disaster here, and he knew it. But he couldn't
relent, or all his effort and risk would be wasted.
"You'll be punished for that," he promised, allowing no
alteration in his cold tones. Removing his thumb with a final
rough twist, Obi-Wan returned to the chest, searching for
inspiration. He paused over several objects, discarding each as
inappropriate. Opening a smaller box, he frowned for a moment
before realizing the purpose of the object within; he'd heard
them discussed, but never seen one before, as they were
prohibitively expensive for a Padawan's meager resources.
He ran his fingers over the organic metal, similar in substance
to the mask he wore, and his eyes drifted briefly closed as he
contemplated it.
Perfect.
He hefted the heavy egg-shaped object in his hand, and turned
to survey Qui-Gon. Long silver-brown hair, slightly confined by
the blindfold, cascaded over his shoulders, and the fire glowed
on long, toned muscles. He maintained the position he'd been
left in now, almost defiant in his obedience, the only movement
his sweat-slicked chest as it rose and fell shallowly, and his
taut shaft, which twitched and bobbed with his pulse. He was
unbelievably beautiful, and Obi-Wan's heart swelled with love,
lust, and overwhelming desire.
Obi-Wan stalked back to where Qui-Gon waited, standing before
him a moment, savoring the aura of tense expectancy before
trailing his free hand from Qui-Gon's chest to his hip,
stepping behind him. Slowly, he stroked down the beautifully
curved spine with the chill metal in his hand, watching the
muscles around it twitch at the cold, which held its own and
would not warm with the contact. Still, Qui-Gon held the
position.
Letting a touch of the fire he felt coat the chill of his
voice, Obi-Wan commanded him, "Bend over." The older man
complied, though Obi-Wan could all but hear his heart speed up
at putting himself in this vulnerable position while still
unable to see. Obi-Wan's eyes narrowed with pleasure, and he
let Qui-Gon wait like that for several seconds, simply feeling
his own mastery.
"Spread your legs." Qui-Gon did, and Obi-Wan toed the lean legs
even further apart with his boots, his own pulse racing at the
sight before him. "Now hold yourself open for me." The large
hands -- hands he'd looked on for so long in lust -- reached
back hesitantly and spread the rigid cheeks, and Obi-Wan spent
a fleetingly hysterical instant in thanks for Jedi training in
physical balance.
The fire played a dancing pattern of light and shadow over the
curves of Qui-Gon's body as they were presented to him, and
Obi-Wan spent a moment of pleasant awe in running his eyes over
the unfamiliar landscape of the older man's most intimate area
before running an appreciative hand over one globe. He stifled
an instinctive compliment, however; this was meant to be a
punishment, after all.
"Have you ever used one of these, my Lion? I understand the
feeling is quite -- interesting." He ran the cold quicksilver
down the exposed cleft, lightly brushing over the opening,
watching as it contracted in reaction. He forced his voice to
become icier. "This will stay in you until I am ready to remove
it. Consider the punishment a light one."
Lifting the egg-shaped object to the clenching opening once
more, he thumbed the control spot, and watched avidly as the
shape flowed and shifted, oozing coldly inside Qui-Gon's body.
The hands holding his cheeks apart clenched convulsively and
his knees shook, but he stayed as he was, although the effort
was apparent. It took the device some time to work its way in,
molding itself to every surface as it went, but Obi-Wan could
tell when it reached Qui-Gon's prostate, for his breath caught
in a choked-off cry and then resumed much more rapidly.
Obi-Wan ran a finger teasingly over the point at which the
metal met flesh, waiting for the device to finish its
penetration, then molding the remaining outside portion flat
against the crevice, soaking up the quivering of Qui-Gon's
muscles with relish. He stepped back for a moment to survey his
handiwork and briefly considered yanking the device out and
taking the older man immediately. But if he didn't control his
desires, this night would not last long. And if he didn't
control himself, how could he ever control Qui-Gon?
He reached to pull his shirt off, then reconsidered. "Stand
up." It took a moment for Qui-Gon to make his muscles obey, but
at last he straightened gingerly, gasping as the changing angle
forced the device to shift within him. Obi-Wan stepped away,
sinking into the welcoming softness of the chair nearest the
fire. "Come here."
Using his voice as a beacon, Qui-Gon approached, stopping a few
feet from him, his head bowed slightly. Obi-Wan reached out and
grabbed his hands, guiding them to the top button of the green
silk shirt. "Undress me."
With the silk scarf blinding him, Qui-Gon felt his way through
the execution of that command, and Obi-Wan found himself
leaning into each caress of those palms. All too soon and not
soon enough, he was down to bare skin, fully erect despite the
fact that Qui-Gon had not yet touched his body there.
Qui-Gon carefully set aside his loose pants and shifted as if
to stand, but the sight of him kneeling there enflamed Obi-Wan
past endurance. Quickly, he shot a hand to one broad shoulder,
holding him in place. "No. Stay where you are." Qui-Gon settled
back on his heels, mimicking the posture that he'd shown the
night before, his hands on his thighs and head bent, his legs
wider apart tonight, accommodating the icy probe within him.
Obi-Wan noted the change with a predatory eye, wondering at the
quality of the sensations Qui-Gon must be enduring. Given the
rigidity of the older man's body, they must be intense.
Almost savage with desire, he grabbed a handful of the silken
hair, pulling Qui-Gon's head forward. "I want you to pleasure
me with your mouth once more. And make it last, this time! If
you displease me, you will suffer. The less willingly you
submit, the more I'll torment you. I will not scruple to take
what I want for the rest of the night and leave you unsatisfied
again. Do you understand?"
The greying head attempted a nod, but his hard grip prevented
it, and Qui-Gon's throat bobbed as he swallowed. "Yes." The
word was almost whispered. "Yes, Master." One broad hand groped
for a moment, finding Obi-Wan's hardness and steadying it, and
then the warm wet slickness of his tongue pressed lightly at
the base. Obi-Wan groaned and let his lids slide shut as that
liquid, living velvet stroked upward.
The slow, wet glide continued up his shaft, teasing the vein
along the bottom and fluttering lightly at the tip, the barest
of brushes licking away the moisture that had gathered there.
Lips fastened briefly over the head as the tongue swirled
beneath his foreskin, and Obi-Wan gave a mewling gasp, his
hands clutching fiercely in Qui-Gon's hair.
The slow strokes of lip and tongue continued, varied by pauses
and reversals, and he lay back and luxuriated in what was being
done to him, arms spilling over the sides of the chair, cheek
resting on the crushed burgundy velvet of a soft pillow. Heat
built in him gradually, maddeningly, his skin pulsing with
increasing sensitivity. No suction, no scrape of tooth, just
the measured flow of wet pressure. And then it stopped. His
testicles ached with the force of his desire, and he held his
breath, waiting for the slow motion to resume, but it did not.
His lashes fluttered open and he saw Qui-Gon's bent head, the
feathers of silky silver-touched hair spreading over Obi-Wan's
pelvis and thighs. Qui-Gon was breathing quietly, but was
otherwise motionless, simply waiting.
The moment stretched, then stretched again. Obi-Wan's nails
scraped impatiently at the upholstered chair; he longed to
snatch Qui-Gon's head and force him to move again, but he
sensed that this was a battle to be fought and won. He must do
the unexpected.
A verbal order would make Qui-Gon start again, but would grant
that Obi-Wan had partly lost control, if only for a moment.
Perversely, the frustration Obi-Wan was feeling made him more
determined than ever not to let that happen. Qui-Gon thought he
could win by denying him release? Two could play at that game
-- and Obi-Wan had the advantage.
Reaching out with the Force, he focused his intent on the
device within Qui-Gon, determined to shake the man out of
complacency. One touch to the controls set it in motion,
luxuriant ripples swirling over its surface, caressing Qui-Gon
from deep within. Qui-Gon gasped around the hardness in his
mouth, but maintained his stillness. Another touch set the
temperature fluctuating, heating quickly to a warmth just at
the threshold of discomfort, causing the man to squirm and
thrust, but his mouth remained stubbornly unmoving. Obi-Wan
sent the temperature plummeting again, chilling the
newly-warmed tissues, then set it on an erratic cycle between
the two extremes.
Qui-Gon moaned, a bone-deep shudder wracking his body, and
swallowed involuntarily, teeth tightening uncomfortably on
Obi-Wan for a moment before he regained his control.
"Are you sure you want to play power-games with me?" Obi-Wan
raised himself on his elbows. He reached and drew the corner of
a convenient duvet over his chest and belly for concealment,
pulling it up under his chin. He had to see Qui-Gon's eyes for
this, to judge the levels of his resentment and desire.
"Keep in mind that I've only begun to show you what I'm capable
of, my Lion." Obi-Wan reached with both hands, brushing the
hair out of Qui-Gon's face, and tugged the blindfold up onto
the plane of his forehead. He pushed Qui-Gon's chin up until
the man looked at him sullenly, pupils dilated, the wide mouth
still enclosing the crown of Obi-Wan's erection.
"Outside these walls, I am just a Padawan." Obi-Wan leveled his
gaze at Qui-Gon. "But in this room, I am a Master. Your
Master. I will tame you. And rest assured, I can."
Obi-Wan paused, eyes unwavering.
"Think about that. Think about it very carefully." He locked
his cool, confident gaze on Qui-Gon's half-glazed defiant one,
channeling a trickle of the Force to untie the blindfold and
pull it away entirely.
Qui-Gon met his gaze for a long moment of aching, wire-taut
tension, and then surged down over him, taking him in to the
root.
"Wait!" Obi-Wan snarled, catching the crown of his hair in his
fists, yanking him upward. He held him there, retying the
blindfold tightly with hands of Force. "Now, my Lion. You may
please me. Slowly."
Qui-Gon's mouth sought and found his aching hardness, engulfing
it gradually, working down and back up until he had taken the
whole length in. This time he varied his technique, nipping and
suckling lightly. Obi-Wan dropped his head back once more,
keeping his hands entwined in the satiny hair as he reveled in
the sensations. The beautiful mouth he so admired was hot and
soft around him, while Qui-Gon's beard tickled and teased at
his balls maddeningly. Those large, capable hands were braced
in the armchair to either side of Obi-Wan's hips, and he could
feel them twitching and clenching, matching the erratic hitches
in Qui-Gon's breathing, no doubt inspired by the device still
working its magic within him.
For some time, Obi-Wan was content to remain like that, soaking
up the experience and approaching his climax as leisurely as
possible. Qui-Gon made no further move to defy him, though he
continued to writhe and thrust under the stimulus of the
quicksilver device, craving stimulation for his increasingly
rigid length.
Obi-Wan disentangled one hand from the hair clinging to it, and
grabbed one of Qui-Gon's, guiding it down to rub and press at
his balls, rolling them in the palm and squeezing delicately.
Obi-Wan shuddered and groaned with the added stimulation, and
slitting his eyes, looked down on the incredibly erotic sight
of Qui-Gon Jinn, naked and undulating, servicing him avidly.
That view brought him to the point of no return, and he held
the greying head in place as he thrust up rapidly, shoving his
way repeatedly deep beyond the mouth that surrounded him.
Caught off-guard, Qui-Gon attempted to jerk back; Obi-Wan could
feel the gag reflex massaging the length of him, and he pushed
forward one last time, freezing as he came, shooting his seed
down the other man's throat.
Breathing heavily, he relaxed his grip just enough for comfort,
allowing Qui-Gon to pull back slightly while keeping his fading
length in that warm, liquid mouth. "Lick me clean. And don't
miss any." Satisfied by his orgasm, Obi-Wan realized his voice
was not as harsh as it should have been, but was momentarily
too enervated to care. He ran his hands through the long hair
lovingly, waiting for his breath and pulse to calm, enjoying
the now-soothing attentions of that velvet tongue.
Soon, though, he became aware of the almost angry tension
pouring off of Qui-Gon; if he failed to step in quickly and
reassert authority, he would lose it. Pushing the sweat-sheened
chest until Qui-Gon was once more kneeling back, Obi-Wan stood
and stretched, using this brief respite to decide upon a
further course of action. A memory sparked, and he spoke.
"You're very good at that, my Lion. You've got quite a talented
mouth." He leaned down to lick a trickle of his own semen from
Qui-Gon's lips, retreating after no more than a tease. "And
such lovely hands, as well. Very nice. I'll bet you use them on
yourself quite often. Stroking that fine, big cock of yours."
He ran one finger lightly down the trembling length, bringing
out a choked-off whimper as Qui-Gon's hands clenched and
unclenched on his thighs. "I think I'd like to see that." He
pushed roughly at the bowed shoulders. "Lie back. All the way."
He waited until his order had been obeyed. "Now. You may begin
to touch yourself."
The words were barely out of his mouth before Qui-Gon's hands
had flown to his aching erection, pulling and rubbing
frantically. Obi-Wan frowned, and he barked out a sharp
command. "Stop! Begin again. Not so quickly. Slower. Slower.
Yes." With a sound near a sob, Qui-Gon obeyed, arm muscles
trembling with the effort of control.
Obi-Wan chuckled wickedly. "Eager, my Lion?" He stalked around
the supine man, greedily surveying him from every side,
carefully staying close enough for his presence to be felt
without the benefit of sight, letting his legs and feet brush
lightly against Qui-Gon every few steps.
"Does it feel good?" He stood at Qui-Gon's feet, watching the
slow, steady glide of his hands as they pumped the rampant
erection, all but oblivious to the one who had mastered him.
Obi-Wan's eyes narrowed.
"That was not a rhetorical question! I asked you, does it feel
good, my Lion?"
The stubborn lips parted slightly, teeth clenched as a hiss
escaped them. "Yesss ...."
"Yes, what?" His voice snapped like a whip. "Say it properly,
or you can stop right now."
Qui-Gon gasped. "Yes ... Yes, master!"
Obi-Wan relaxed once more, control re-established. "Good.
That's better. Maybe I should give you something in return.
Would you like to move faster, my Lion? Would that feel
better?"
"Yes, master!" Obi-Wan grinned at the promptness of that
response, and nodded, though he knew he could not be seen.
"You may speed up, then. Just a little!" he warned. "There.
Keep that speed." He wandered around Qui-Gon once again,
watching him in satisfaction. "Speed is important. Eventually,
you know, I will take you. What do you think, my Lion? I am
open to suggestions. Shall I take you quickly, or slowly? Which
would you prefer?"
To another, the signs would have been invisible, but Obi-Wan
could tell that Qui-Gon grew more nervous, and he did not
answer immediately. Obi-Wan waited, and after a moment, used
the Force to key the anal device again, causing it to expand
slightly within him. Qui-Gon's head flew back and his legs fell
open as he cried out in shock and momentary half-pain.
Obi-Wan's voice, in contrast, was exceedingly mild. "I asked
you a question, my Lion."
"I ... ah! ... Fast! Quickly, my master!"
Obi-Wan started pleasantly at the form of address, but kept
that pleasure from his voice. "You will answer as soon as I ask
you from now on; I will accept no more disobedience from you.
Is that understood?"
"Yes, master." He groaned again, rocking against the dual
pleasure of his moving hands and the new pressure within him.
"Good. Mmm. I could watch you like this all night, my Lion.
You're very beautiful." He caressed one taut thigh with his
foot, and Qui-Gon's legs fell further apart in reaction. His
toes brushed the quivering balls, and Qui-Gon's hands sped up a
fraction unconsciously.
Obi-Wan immediately kicked both hands away from Qui-Gon's
straining erection, his voice low and dangerous. "Did I give
you permission to speed up? Did I?"
Qui-Gon's hands fisted at his sides, and his face flushed with
frustration and anger. "No. Master."
"No, I didn't," Obi-Wan affirmed. "If you wish to, you will ask
me first. Is that understood? I did not think you would be such
a slow study!"
"Yes, master." His hands twitched abortively towards himself,
then he stopped, licking his lips uncertainly.
"Is there something you wish, my Lion?" Obi-Wan all but purred.
"I ... do you wish me to continue, my master?"
"Continue with what, my Lion? What is it you want?"
Qui-Gon hesitated, and the words when they came were all but
spit out. "I want to touch myself. To bring myself pleasure.
Please, master."
Obi-Wan ignored the defiant tone; he would change it soon
enough. "Continue. Slowly."
Qui-Gon resumed stroking himself, holding with some effort to
the pace that he was ordered. Obi-Wan admired the play of
firelight on his muscles for a short time, then wandered over
to the chest once more. Reaching inside, he withdrew one
slender feather as long as his arm.
Returning to the man at his feet, Obi-Wan gently brushed his
forehead with the delicate plume, tracing down one cheekbone to
rest briefly against the parted lips. He pulled back, and
Qui-Gon's head briefly followed, searching for the contact.
Obi-Wan smiled and brushed once more at his lips before
continuing over his chin and down the long neck, every tendon
stretched tight.
Qui-Gon's adam's apple bobbed as it was teased at in turn, and
Obi-Wan continued down the golden chest, observing carefully
and making mental note of those places that provoked the most
reaction, returning to them time and again or refusing to,
making Qui-Gon writhe to meet his tormentor, playing with the
finely-honed body as with a well-tuned instrument.
Despite his need, though, Qui-Gon now seemed determined to ask
nothing more from him, and Obi-Wan wondered just how long he
could hold out. He ran the feather's spines around one nipple,
toying with the rock-hard nub until Qui-Gon was pushing up into
the stimulation consistently, then abandoned it for the other.
When both peaks were hard, he left them, tickling at Qui-Gon's
navel and along his sides, making him jump and gasp, aborted
whimpers leaking out from his tightly held silence.
Stepping closer, Obi-Wan curled the plume abruptly around
Qui-Gon's testicles, and the long legs thrust as far apart as
they could, heels digging in in an effort to increase the
pressure. Mercilessly, Obi-Wan varied the placement and motion
of the feather, waiting.
At last, Qui-Gon cried out pleadingly. "Faster! Let me go
faster; please, Master!"
One last tickle of the long barbs and Obi-Wan acceded. "You may
speed up. Double that speed, but no faster."
Qui-Gon's moan seemed equal parts gratitude and frustration;
this new speed was easier to maintain, but was still not enough
that it would bring him off just yet, Obi-Wan judged. He
watched avidly the movement of flesh on flesh as Qui-Gon's
talented hands squeezed and pulled on his length, slipping the
foreskin over the end and back down, rubbing and pressing at
his balls, muscles tightening in the attempt to increase the
pleasure he was feeling. And all this is mine, he
thought possessively. This strength, this sensuality; mine
to command. It was an intoxicating thought, and he reached
down to rub at his own renewing erection.
"Mine," he voiced his thought out loud. "You are mine, aren't
you, my Lion. Your body is mine, your pleasure mine; mine to do
with as I wish. Isn't that so?"
"Yes ... yes, master," came the moaned answer. As if the
response freed his voice, the words spilled out. "Master, let
me move faster, please."
"Why?" Obi-Wan asked mildly, a hint of devilment added to his
feelings of mastery. "Why should I let you?"
A brief hysterical sound that could have been laughter answered
him. "I need to! I want to come--"
Obi-Wan scowled at him. "You have no right to what you want,
but what I am willing to grant you! I thought we had dealt with
this insolence. Or do you 'need' yet another lesson?" With a
wave of his hand, he changed the mode on the device within
Qui-Gon, and the man screamed and writhed as a series of hard
pulses vibrated against his prostate. He groaned as they
stopped, then nearly leapt up as they started again in an
irregular sequence.
Obi-Wan waited for a pause in the pulses, and asked coldly,
"Who am I, my Lion?"
"You --" He broke off suddenly as the vibrations started up
again, then one word was torn from his throat. "Master! Master
--" His hands left his pulsing erection and flew to his balls,
squeezing and pulling at them, pressing behind them as if to
constrain the device. "Ah! Master, please...."
"Would you like to beg for something, my Lion?" He made his
voice soothing and deceptively gentle, determined this time to
get the reaction he wanted.
"I need.... Please, master, let me come!" Qui-Gon was writhing
desperately, at the mercy of the inner stimulus, maddened by
it, driven past rational thought by the unbearable tension in
his body. "I want to come, please, master, please!"
Another wave of Obi-Wan's hand, and the device was stilled.
"Stop!" This time, however, Qui-Gon was too far gone to
register his words, and continued as he had been.
Obi-Wan growled angrily, and with a wave of the Force, pinned
Qui-Gon flat to the floor, completely still. He strode over to
stand by his head, then knelt down to speak directly into the
ear of the man, whose breathing and pulse-rate showed just how
close he had been to taking his release without permission.
That would not do. "When I give you an order, you will obey me.
Or you will suffer the consequences."
"These consequences." Obi-Wan caught Qui-Gon's hair and dragged
him up, walking him bent over, stumbling to the bed. Pushing
him down on his back, he locked the dazed man's hands back
where they'd been when he'd first seen him. Stepping back to
the foot of the bed, he shackled his ankles to opposite
corners, stretching him wide. Turning back to the chest, he
removed one last restraint, keying the neural inhibitor to just
the setting that he wanted. Moving lightly to avoid touching
Qui-Gon's shaft directly, he snapped the metal ring around the
base, eliciting a startled jump and gasp. He stood back and ran
an appreciative eye over the straining muscles and sex-greedy
movements, but refused to touch him.
Instead, he fetched the duvet from the chair he'd used earlier,
and wrapped it around himself, leaving his cock free.
Carefully, he climbed onto the mattress, settling himself in
the vee of Qui-Gon's legs facing him, and used a tendril of the
Force to whip away the blindfold. The stormy blue eyes
flickered wildly, seeming to have trouble focusing on him.
"Look at me, my Lion." His own eyes burned into Qui-Gon's. "You
will watch me. You will not close your eyes or look away from
me." He did not ask for acknowledgement this time, trusting
that his order would be obeyed. It was.
Smiling in satisfaction, Obi-Wan reached for his own erection,
greedily soaking up every reaction the other man showed. Slowly
he stroked himself, groaning in pleasure, squeezing and pulling
and rubbing his length, cradling his balls in the other hand.
Qui-Gon's eyes widened in pained disbelief, and fixated on what
Obi-Wan was doing to himself; Obi-Wan doubted he could look
away now if he tried.
The long legs to either side of him jerked and pulled as
Qui-Gon strained, desperately craving the release which still
was denied him. Obi-Wan paid close attention to those moves
that brought the greatest reaction, and concentrated on those,
speeding up slowly, crying out and moaning, adding as much
noise to the stimulation as he could. Qui-Gon's erection now
was angry red, moisture leaking from it copiously, his
testicles pulled up tightly against the shaft. Obi-Wan had
stopped him just in time. Were it not for the inhibitor, there
was little doubt he'd have come already, despite the lack of
stimulation; but the ring allowed only a limited number of
neural impulses through. He had no intention of letting this
end just yet.
Obi-Wan chuckled. "Still eager, my Lion? You would like this,
wouldn't you? Next time, perhaps you will heed my instructions.
Ohh, this does feel good. It really is a shame you're missing
out on it, isn't it? A shame you haven't got nice, strong hands
wrapped around you, moving up and down, pleasuring you this way
...."
Qui-Gon moaned loudly and writhed against his bonds, his eyes
never leaving Obi-Wan's hands, which moved ever more rapidly.
Feeling himself near to completion, Obi-Wan moved forward and
increased the stimulation, leaning back as he came, spurting
his seed over Qui-Gon's aching penis and testicles, dripping
the last of it onto the wide-spread thighs.
Chest heaving, he sat back on his heels for a time, bringing
his pulse back to a more normal rate. Lying beneath him,
Qui-Gon whimpered, his breath catching in an occasional sob,
his eyes still wide open, though Obi-Wan doubted he saw much
anymore.
Nevertheless, he reached out and replaced the blindfold,
tossing away the concealing duvet. Then, at long last, Obi-Wan
gave in to the impulse to touch Qui-Gon as he had long wanted
to, not just for the last two evenings, but long before he'd
thought it possible. He ran soothing hands down the older man's
flanks and over his belly, circling and caressing. Lovingly, he
carded his fingers through the lush hair on each leg, massaging
the straining muscles, encouraging them to relax. He climbed
over to lie next to the bound man, paying thorough attention to
each arm, rubbing and pressing along their length, indulging
his need to touch this man in love at the same time he soothed
him down from the unfulfilled peak of passion.
Reaching the bound hands, he pressed each palm, spreading the
clenched fingers and massaging outwards along each. Then he
carefully closed his mouth on each one in turn, sucking gently
and teasing under the nails with his tongue. He followed in
reverse the path his hands had taken, kissing, licking, and
sucking along his arms, back down his chest, and up each leg in
turn, cleaning his semen from where it lay on Qui-Gon's thighs,
lovingly covering each bit of flesh save one.
It was so tempting, to love him like this. Simply rip off the
blindfold, undo the bindings, and have Qui-Gon's unadulterated
passion directed at him. But, Obi-Wan reminded himself almost
bitterly, that was not what Qui-Gon wanted. Had he, then all he
would have needed to do was ask. No, he preferred to come here,
to the club; to let himself be dominated and humiliated in the
evenings by a stranger, and forget it in the morning. And if
that was what he wanted ... it was what he would have.
Qui-Gon lay still now, panting heavily, still close to release
after his long denial, but no longer painfully so. Bowing his
head, Obi-Wan flicked his tongue out, catching the drop of
Qui-Gon's own moisture where it gathered at the head of his
erection. He was greeted by a gratifying gasp, and brought his
mouth lower, to clean his own seed from where it had fallen. He
ran his tongue up the juncture of hip and thigh slowly, then
took one testicle into his mouth, sucking it gently. Another
gasp, close to a whimper, and he sucked more strongly, Qui-Gon
bucking in reaction, trying to receive more stimulation.
Obi-Wan released the sphere and repeated his actions on the
other before bypassing the still-rampant penis to clean the
curling hairs above it. Pausing, he relished the sight before
him, wishing for another moment that this could simply be
between the two of them, back in their own quarters. Then he
dove upon Qui-Gon's erection at last, taking it in as deeply as
he was able, working it with every bit of skill he'd longed to
lavish on it for so long. Qui-Gon moaned and thrashed beneath
him, incoherent in his need.
He sucked and licked for a long time, conscious of the
inhibitor ring below his chin, knowing that Qui-Gon could not
come and taking advantage of that to try every skill he knew to
drive the man insane with need for yet another time this
evening. He'd managed to take the submission he required, but
it hadn't been given gracefully; he would have to make good his
threats.
Drawing back with a final few swipes of his tongue along the
impressive length, Obi-Wan regretfully went back to gather his
clothes -- he'd need as much of a head-start after this as he
could get to try to get a cab before Qui-Gon could, and didn't
want to waste his time getting dressed. Pulling on the tunic,
pants, and boots, he walked back over to where Qui-Gon lay
stretched out on the bed, and caressed his chest once more,
fondling one hard nipple, then reaching up to undo the
blindfold once more, casting the scarf to the floor and
focusing on those so-blue eyes. He steeled himself and his
voice before speaking.
"I have enjoyed this night, my Lion. You are lovely, and you
submit well, when forced. But I fear your obedience yet leaves
somewhat to be desired." Reaching down, Obi-Wan slid a gentle
finger beneath his testicles, pressing into a pressure-point
that would direct Qui-Gon's internal energies away from sex.
"You refused to continue when you were pleasuring me with your
mouth." Reaching to Qui-Gon's foot, he found the next point and
pressed strongly. "You tried to draw away when I held you." The
next point at the join of neck and body; already Qui-Gon's
erection was flagging, though his eyes still pleaded. "You sped
up when I did not tell you to." One last strong push, at the
base of the spine, using the Force to help defuse the last of
the energy. "You failed to stop when I ordered you to."
Obi-Wan's hand left the last point, and Qui-Gon's erection had
disappeared. With the energy-dispersal pattern he'd used, it
was unlikely Qui-Gon would be able to satisfy himself quickly
enough before they were due back at the Temple. A part of
Obi-Wan's mind couldn't believe that he would get away with
this, but no anger was yet visible in the eyes that looked on
him with shocked disbelief, only now realizing that he would
get no release again this evening.
Threading his hands through the luxuriant hair, Obi-Wan savaged
Qui-Gon's mouth with one last kiss, savoring the bewildered
heat under him, then stood to go. "Good night, my Lion." As
quickly as he could with dignity, he turned and let himself
out.
The hall was dim, and the main room empty -- even Endavi had
given him up, it seemed. Obi-Wan trotted through the main entry
to wait for a shuttle-cab, praying that one was waiting. It
wasn't. He pushed the call button and bounced on his heels,
agonized by the wait. He had to beat Qui-Gon back to the
Temple, had to be in his bed giving a very passable imitation
of deep sleep by the time his Master arrived at their rooms.
Two cabs passed, full of early morning commuters, leaving
Obi-Wan flatfooted, and then he heard footsteps behind him, the
quiet fall of boots. Obi-Wan trembled, nervous anguish
assaulting him.
Jedi Master Qui-Gon Jinn stepped to his side, the picture of
aloof dignity. Every hair was in place, every line and fold of
his robes perfectly aligned and draped, arms folded serenely.
Except for a faint aura of tension, eloquent to Obi-Wan of
sexual frustration, he might have been leaving the main Academy
Library lecture hall, fresh from one of Yoda's seminars on the
dogmatic heresies of early Jedi founders.
Obi-Wan stepped aside with polite deference, glad to put
another few inches between himself and the grave, graceful
majesty at his side. Qui-Gon's dignity was absolute.
Obi-Wan turned his face forward as a shuttle-cab sailed in to
meet them, and let Qui-Gon board it, taking a seat of his own
three paces down and on the opposite side of the shuttle from
the Jedi Master. The soft buzz of conversation surrounded them,
mercifully making speech unnecessary. Obi-Wan's mind raced.
If he could catch a lift before Qui-Gon, he might make it up to
their level a maximum of thirty seconds before his Master. But
that wasn't nearly enough. Qui-Gon's legs were longer, and
Obi-Wan could hardly sprint to build his lead-time, it would
draw too much attention. No, he was just going to have to make
up an excuse, one that would explain his absence from his bed
at an hour he had frequently and loudly claimed was obscenely
inappropriate for waking.
At the Temple stop, he was caught behind the shuffle of a pair
exchanging seats, and when he made it out, Qui-Gon was already
at the lifts, holding the door for him. Obi-Wan ducked
hesitantly beneath the older man's arm, accepting the courtesy,
and pressed the button for Endavi's level, the level for older
Padawans who chose not to live with their Masters. The slow
rise of the lift was almost intolerable, and when the door
opened, Obi-Wan had to restrain himself from darting out with
unseemly haste -- he still had not fully resumed his own
identity, and any display of nerves would count against him, he
was sure of that.
The door slid shut behind him, and Obi-Wan fairly leaped around
the nearest corner. He flattened himself against the wall,
snatching off the silver mask, fairly gasping for breath. He
had to get with Endavi immediately, cobble up a story. Qui-Gon
would be on that commlink in minutes, demanding to know where
he was.
Obi-Wan lengthened his strides as much as he dared, and punched
his code for Endavi's door.
The room was empty and silent. He brought up the lights, and a
datapad lying on the pillow of the neatly made bed caught his
attention. He dove for it.
"Thought you might need somebody to cover for you. Sit tight
till I come for you. He doesn't check in on you in the
mornings, does he? I hope not. You never mentioned it. Why
didn't you mention it? I'll get you for this. Endavi."
Obi-Wan sank onto the bed, weariness overwhelming him. Force.
Endavi had gone to play possum in Obi-Wan's bed. And yes,
sometimes Qui-Gon did come in to wake Obi-Wan. Gods only
grant that he wouldn't this morning. If he did, Endavi would
probably feed him some cock-and-bull story about being
Obi-Wan's lover, and Obi-Wan never showing up last night. That
would be just about as transparent as a story could get. Not to
mention that Qui-Gon would probably be in a justifiably foul
temper.
Obi-Wan quickly skinned out of the borrowed clothes and helped
himself to a set of Endavi's Padawan tunics, hoping that
Qui-Gon wouldn't notice his trousers weren't perfectly fresh.
He showered and dressed swiftly, setting the borrowed green
silk clothes and his own evening outfit from the night before
in the basket to be laundered. Force, by the time this was over
he was going to owe Endavi his soul. Examining his face in the
mirror, he wrinkled his nose at the dark hollows under his
eyes. Commlink in his lap, he sat down to meditate them away.
He was brought back to himself some time later by Endavi's
entrance.
"Give me a heart attack. I don't know how you put up with him.
Don't know what you see in him. What did you do to him,
anyway? You're going to owe me about six months of sex for
this, Obi-Wan."
"What happened?" Obi-Wan's eyes were wide.
"Well, I was lying there burrowed all the way under your
covers, trying to catch some sleep on that lumpy mattress of
yours, with that flat rock of a pillow, when I heard him come
in," Endavi stretched the story with great glee. "And do you
know what he did? He came storming straight into your room. You
heard me. Straight in, never even hesitated. Came walking right
in and I knew I was dead. And then he slowed down and got
quiet. He came walking right up to the edge of the bed. I could
feel him staring at me so hard I was about to roll over and
confess." Endavi flopped dramatically onto his own bed. "And
...."
"And ...?" Obi-Wan unfolded his legs, hoisting himself to the
side of Endavi's bed.
"And he just stood there. For a long time. Staring at me. I
could feel the Force gathering in him, and I just knew he'd
sensed I wasn't you. It started to reach out to me ... but then
he stopped, and then he turned and slid out, silent as a
ghost." Endavi paused, shaking his head, his arm thrown over
his eyes. "The next word I hear is half an hour later. He comes
out through the common room right to your door and snaps at me:
"'I expect to see you in the practice arena after breakfast,
Padawan.' I tell you, I waited five minutes for him to get
clear and then I was out of there like a ship with a hopped-up
hyperdrive."
Obi-Wan stared at him, eyes round. "That was a close one," he
agreed. He paused for a long moment, appreciating the
narrowness of the escape, and what Endavi had risked in service
to their charade. At last he remembered himself with a start.
"Well, I'd better get my ass down to the practice arena, or
there's going to be hell to pay. I think he's going to need to
work out on me in a big way."
"Oh?" Endavi opened one interested grey eye. "What did
you do to him?"
Obi-Wan opened his mouth, and did not have the faintest idea
where to begin. "I ... I'll have to tell you later. But if you
know what's good for you, you'll stay out of his way. I don't
think anybody in this Temple who wears a braid is safe."
"You going to be all right?"
"Sure." Obi-Wan's face split in a wicked grin. "Thanks to you,
he thinks I was tucked up in my bed all night. I may be the
only Padawan in the Temple he's not ready to kill."
Two hours later, Obi-Wan wasn't so sure. Sifting through grains
of sand was easier with Force than with fingers, but seven
times? Each time Qui-Gon had spent a moment meditating and then
assigned him to find the single grain he had selected from all
the billions that lay in the wide, deep basin. It required
Obi-Wan to touch each one individually with his mind until he
found the faint flicker of marking provided by his Master.
This most recent time, he'd begun to suspect Qui-Gon hadn't
marked one at all. Sweat beaded on his face and dampened his
hair as he struggled to complete the task before Qui-Gon could
become more impatient than he already was, but it was another
hour before he had gone through the entire bowl.
"My Master, there is none." Obi-Wan opened his eyes blearily,
feeling as though half the sand in the bowl had worked itself
under his eyelids. He hadn't had enough time to meditate and
refresh his weariness, that was certain. He hoped nervously
that he was right; if he'd missed that tiny marking in a moment
of inattention ....
Qui-Gon's eyes bored into him for a long minute. "Good." The
Master praised him flatly. He rose to his feet in a rustle of
robes. "Share noonmeal with me."
"Yes, Master." Obi-Wan rose with quick obedience, grimacing
against the stiffness in his body. As they made their way to
the dining hall, he noticed that the other Padawans were
largely staying out of their way, at least the male ones --
apparently Endavi had spread the word that Qui-Gon wasn't to be
trifled with today.
Obi-Wan swallowed a yawn, feeling his jaw crack with the
effort. "Let me get your tray, Master," he offered, slipping in
front of Qui-Gon as they entered the hall.
"That won't be necessary." Qui-Gon caught Obi-Wan's shoulder
with a firm hand. "You sit, and I'll bring yours."
Obi-Wan nodded obediently, half-bowing, and made his way to a
table, ignoring Endavi's curious eyes. Qui-Gon couldn't
possibly suspect, or he wouldn't be playing fetch-and-carry.
Would he? Obi-Wan scanned the hall desperately, with a critical
eye, searching clinically for hair-color, eye-color, and build.
Two ... three ... four other Padawans that closely matched his
own description, and maybe a dozen more that he could think of
off-hand who weren't here.
He forced himself to relax, wishing that Endavi had warned him
beforehand so he could have worn colored lenses on his eyes, or
dyed his hair. Or something.
A tray was slid before him, with a double portion of salad and
no dessert. Obi-Wan resisted the impulse to make a wry face.
Qui-Gon's generosity was double-edged, it seemed. Nevertheless,
he began to eat with good grace, casting about for a topic of
conversation.
"Have you heard any information on when we'll be sent out again
from the Temple?"
It was apparently a bad question. Qui-Gon's face went sour
before it regained its usual calm. "Not yet." The Jedi Master
took a bite of his salad. "Mace says we need leave. His exact
words were 'a nice long vacation, so you can unwind.'" Qui-Gon
stabbed his salad greens a little sharply with his fork.
Obi-Wan swallowed a smirk, understanding all too well what
Master Windu was bound to be thinking. "That will be a welcome
change," he smiled. "I've been enjoying our time at the Temple.
Better training facilities, and I can take classes. Plus I miss
my own bed when we're in the field." He stretched a little,
keenly aware of Qui-Gon's eyes measuring him.
"Don't forget what being a Jedi is all about, Padawan." Qui-Gon
admonished him. "We live to serve others, not ourselves."
Obi-Wan nodded, taking another forkful of greens. "I won't, my
Master. I merely meant that it's nice having some quiet time at
home for a change."
"I suppose it is, at that." Qui-Gon's words were calm and
thoughtful, but his posture told another story, the tension in
him cranking up a notch.
Obi-Wan lifted smiling eyes to his Master, amazed at his own
audacity. "Perhaps you find fieldwork more restful, though.
You've certainly been burning the candle at both ends since you
returned. When did you get in this morning?"
Qui-Gon stilled, casting a cautious glance at his Padawan.
"Late." He speared more salad and chewed it. "You were long
abed."
Obi-Wan raised a brow. "That was late indeed," he teased.
Force. I must be mad. But somehow, he knew that his tone
of light teasing was exactly what was needed. His ease was
convincing Qui-Gon, not incriminating himself at all.
Qui-Gon didn't quite look him in the eye. "Did you win back any
of your losings at sabacc?"
"No." Obi-Wan laughed softly. "Do I ever?"
Qui-Gon lifted an elegant brow and fell silent for the rest of
the meal.
Finishing, he dismissed Obi-Wan for the afternoon and excused
himself. Obi-Wan instantly touched eyes with Endavi, across the
room, and rose to take his own tray to the disposer, sauntering
out.
They met at Endavi's room ten minutes later, and Obi-Wan
embarked on an edited version of his tale.
After considerable debate about the upcoming evening, Endavi
convinced Obi-Wan to wear a pair of black shiny Toreador pants
and a tight-fitting sleeveless T-shirt that showed off muscle
and sinew. Obi-Wan was in the outfit, letting Endavi inspect
him critically to see if any distinguishing marks showed, when
the door chimed.
Varil Nekarne burst through it when Endavi answered the chime,
melodramatically glaring at Obi-Wan. "Your Master," he said
accusingly, "is crazy. Did you know that?"
Endavi snickered. "I told you to stay out of his way, Varil.
What did you do?"
"I was just walking down the hall!" Varil shook his head with
indignant frustration. "Minding my own business, and he comes
up and stops me. He starts grilling me on logical principles --
I had him for that class last year -- all the while staring at
me like I'm some kind of infectious fungus that he's got more
than half a mind to exterminate!" He huffed, annoyed. "Then he
saw Rikk Avrian and took off after him without so much as a
fare-thee-well!"
Obi-Wan's eyes riveted to Varil's red-gold hair. Varil, whose
Padawan braid, falling over his slender but muscular shoulder,
was almost exactly the length of Obi-Wan's own. Varil, whose
five feet ten inches were balanced on strong but lean legs and
a narrow waist with firm lean hips and compact muscles. Varil,
whose eyes were a blazing, irritated crystal blue. Varil, who
walked with a confident, almost cocky swagger that spoke of
loose-limbed fighting excellence.
If Obi-Wan Kenobi had a twin in the Academy, Varil was him.
Except for the face. Varil's features were narrower, almost
foxy, his jaw longer and lacking the cleft in Obi-Wan's chin.
And Rikk ... Rikk was blond too, a paler shade than Obi-Wan,
and a little shorter, a little wider through the shoulders.
Obi-Wan darted a nervous look at Endavi, who returned it,
clearly thinking the same thing.
"Endavi ...."
"Oh, no. I won't hear another word of it." Endavi backhanded
Obi-Wan's bare chest sternly but lightly, dismissing his
protest. "Varil, it's your own fault. I told you he was on a
tear today. Why do you think Obi-Wan's hiding out here, huh?
When are you gonna learn to listen to me?" Endavi threw a
companionable arm over Varil's shoulders. "I think you're just
having a bad day. And I know the best way on Coruscant to get
over one of those. You game?"
"Endavi!" Obi-Wan yelped.
"You hush." Endavi gave him a wicked grin. "How about a night
at the Club? We'll all get wasted and watch the Masters get it
on. How much more fun can a guy have? Hell, get Rikk, too. And
Joir, and ...." Endavi was off, and Obi-Wan covered his eyes
with a groan.
It would have been impossible to gather all the blond human
Padawans in the Jedi Temple, but Endavi made a creditable
effort, including both males and females in the fun. A
creditable number of non-blond Padawans showed up on the
platform too, but fair hair and blue eyes were definitely the
trendy style for the evening.
A few Knights and Masters were there as well, some looking
puzzled, others knowing, others oblivious. Obi-Wan, cowled and
masked at Endavi's insistence, stood sullenly amidst the knot
of people. Endavi had dispatched Varil to the Club before
opening hours and Varil had fetched back as many masks as they
had on hand, and Endavi was moving through the crowd,
distributing them to whoever he thought most resembled Obi-Wan,
coaxing and teasing them into putting on the silvery faces. It
didn't take much to get most of them into the masks --
especially the young men who most resembled Obi-Wan, more than
one of whom had been treated to experiences similar to Varil's
during the course of the afternoon.
Obi-Wan shuddered inwardly. One young man nearby was wearing
the brown leather trousers and drawstring shirt Obi-Wan had
worn the first evening at the club; another one very similar to
Obi-Wan wore the same outfit Obi-Wan had worn the previous
evening, fresh back from the laundry. Both had silver masks.
And Varil ... Varil wore clothing taken from Obi-Wan's own
closet, a soft shiny blue shirt and tan leggings with low boots
-- an outfit that Obi-Wan frequently wore and Qui-Gon had to be
at least moderately familiar with. And another damned silver
mask. Qui-Gon had even been there when Obi-Wan had come in to
get his clothing, politely excusing himself for the evening,
feeling Qui-Gon's eyes boring into his back as he left.
Endavi was full of himself when he returned to Obi-Wan's side.
"I almost couldn't pick you out myself," he chuckled. "Did you
make the comm call?"
"I did, as I shouldn't!" Obi-Wan snapped. "Number twelve has
been required to dance for the company by his reserved Master."
"That's perfect." Endavi urged Obi-Wan onto the shuttle
gleefully.
They arrived about midway through the influx of patrons, and
Obi-Wan seated himself across the room from Endavi, as he'd
been ordered.
The lights lowered slightly, and Obi-Wan fidgeted as the
remaining patrons hurried to their seats, and the curtain
parted, revealing Qui-Gon. He stood proud, perfectly bare,
exquisitely sensual, hair flowing down his shining back, motion
caught in one poised instant, ready to break free.
A single gasp was audible above all others from the audience,
and Obi-Wan's eyes automatically sought it. Varil, resplendent
in Obi-Wan's own clothing, the very image of a mortified
Padawan. Obi-Wan felt his fists clench as Varil quickly turned
to his companion -- his own friend Acen, Obi-Wan noted with
growing inevitability, this convenient scene had Endavi's
thumbprints all over it -- exchanged a hasty word, and the two
young men slipped out of the audience almost apologetically and
moved away to a screened private cubicle. The hush grew, if
anything, and Obi-Wan's gaze darted to Qui-Gon. The man's eyes
were narrowed in consideration, following Varil, then sweeping
the audience ferally.
Endavi. Obi-Wan found his friend's smirk waiting for him across
the crowd. Obi-Wan was off the hook, but good. Heaving a sigh
that combined relief and regret, Obi-Wan turned his gaze to the
performance.
Qui-Gon ran through two katas at top speed, fluid grace and
feline agility blending into a blinding blur of power and
beauty. Obi-Wan could see the tension of unfulfilled desire and
anger in him, rendering him breathtakingly beautiful in his
intensity. When he was finished, he knelt before the audience,
and the lights came up. Obi-Wan blinked as the first rank of
the audience stood and filed past him, admiring him, several
young men and women reaching to touch an arm, flank, or
shoulder. Qui-Gon's quickened breathing was growing more
regular; he sat and submitted to the soft caresses and gentle
examinations passively, even to those who ran fingers through
his hair or dared to kiss his lips lightly. The hands on
Qui-Gon infuriated Obi-Wan even as they aroused him. Qui-Gon
catalogued his admirers rapidly and visibly as they passed
before him, rank upon rank filing down to show their
appreciation of his perfect form.
Obi-Wan rose too, in his turn, and managed to wind his way down
and parade past the stage. Qui-Gon's eyes fairly crackled as
they lit on him at last, and Obi-Wan felt himself recognized,
felt barely-leashed hostility. He lifted his chin and gazed
down at Qui-Gon briefly, not deigning to touch him, then turned
his back and strode calmly away, resuming his seat.
When the last of the crowd passed, Qui-Gon rose gracefully and
threaded his way into the audience. Obi-Wan saw his anger,
watched his shoulders tighten each time he passed a silver mask
or a blond braid. He was furious, no doubt about it, his
efforts to identify having been discovered and thwarted.
He would not be easily handled this night.
Obi-Wan sat passively and let himself be approached, waiting
patiently for Qui-Gon to come to him. Finally the huge man
towered before him, and Obi-Wan raised his hand, snapping his
fingers and gesturing curtly to the floor.
A long pause, furious blue eyes burning at him. Obi-Wan met
that ungovernable glare with a perfect, serene calm that he
didn't feel. What was he going to do if Qui-Gon refused?
Walk out, he supposed. Walk out and never come back, knowing
he'd failed.
And then one knee bent, very slowly, and the big body folded.
Not because of anything Obi-Wan had done, oh no. Because
Qui-Gon had decided to go along with him. For now. Why?
Obi-Wan's eyes narrowed, and he let Qui-Gon know that he
understood the falseness of the seeming acquiescence. "We'll
discuss your reluctance later," he snapped, rising. If this was
going to fall apart, it wouldn't happen here, not in front of
half the Padawans in the Temple. He reached in his pocket and
drew out the leather leash and collar he'd requested at the
door, buckling them to Qui-Gon's neck.
Towing the rebellious man behind him, he stalked down the
corridor, growing angrier by the moment in his own right. Angry
at himself, at Endavi, and mostly at Qui-Gon. If he wasn't
prepared to play this role, he should never have put himself in
it. Like hell he didn't mind having a Padawan Master -- he'd
just never had one that could govern him before. And Obi-Wan
knew he'd done just that, last night, in the room where they
were now headed. Mastered him, conquered his rebellion, had
Qui-Gon Jinn submitted at his feet.
The door shut behind them and Obi-Wan was prepared, turning on
the balls of his feet, half-ready to fight.
"Who are you?" Qui-Gon's huge hands worked compulsively, his
blue eyes snapping.
"You overstep yourself." Obi-Wan's voice was sharp ice. "I know
you harassed half the Padawans in the Temple today, looking for
me."
"So you brought every blond Padawan you could find to watch me
tonight, including my own!" Qui-Gon crossed the floor in a
lithe, furious glide, snatching Obi-Wan's braid and flinging it
aside contemptuously.
"Do the rules of the club mean so little to you?" Obi-Wan
ignored the outburst deliberately, goading Qui-Gon with truths.
"I'd have thought your Master taught you better. Mine did. I
could have you barred from here," he declared softly.
Qui-Gon's eyes narrowed. "I will not submit myself to a man who
is afraid to show his face to me."
"I'm not afraid of you, and you already have." Obi-Wan turned
away, pretending indifference. "I choose not to show you my
features. Get in bed if you want me to fuck you. Or I'm
leaving."
Rage behind him, rage and shock and disbelief. Obi-Wan turned
his head casually. "You have a count of five." It would take
five steps, more or less, to reach the door. He took the first
one. The second. The third. The fourth. The fifth. His hand on
the latch.
And behind him, the bedclothes rustled.
Qui-Gon sat on the bed, heavy erection arrogant between the
spread thighs. Pulled his legs up, tucked them under the soft
gold coverlet. Turned his back to the door, to Obi-Wan. Huddled
into himself.
Obi-Wan hesitated. Agreement, or rejection? He suspected
Qui-Gon himself wasn't sure. Perhaps it was merely the need for
contact that had subdued him -- after being teased to the point
of madness and forbidden release the previous evening, it was
little wonder Qui-Gon wanted him to stay and finish what he'd
begun. Slowly he approached the bed, pausing at the chest.
Restraints would probably be a good idea, given Qui-Gon's
ragged control. He climbed onto the bed, lifting the coverlet,
admiring the sleek lines of Qui-Gon's body in the dim light.
"Wrists," he spoke very softly, and nearly gasped his relief
when they were grudgingly offered. Qui-Gon was tamed, then.
Obi-Wan bound them tightly. It was very dark, hard to see; one
of the drapes had fallen.
"I find I'd rather have you on the floor, my Lion," he murmured
gently. "It's dark in here, and I want to see you."
He slipped away from Qui-Gon's back, catching the leash in his
hand, tugging him to follow. Was obeyed reluctantly. Qui-Gon's
head was down, the blue eyes hidden. Obi-Wan felt his erection
twitch desperately. He'd waited too long to be sheathed in this
man. Qui-Gon stopped in the center of the rug. "Kneel," Obi-Wan
commanded. "Close your eyes. Don't open them." Qui-Gon obeyed
silently, and Obi-Wan shouldered out of his thin shirt, taking
up the leash again. "Now lie back." Obi-Wan's voice very nearly
trembled with eagerness as Qui-Gon did, not unfolding his
knees.
Obi-Wan lowered himself next to Qui-Gon, running his hand
slowly over the hot, wide chest. "Beautiful, my Lion," he
purred. "Beautiful ... and mine ..."
He caught only the faintest flicker of warning just as a
whip-crack trickle of Force struck for his face, catching under
the edge of the mask, sending it flying, and the unblindfolded
eyes snapped open to see what had been bared.
Shock of heat from the fireplace, heat from the furious rush of
blood to fair skin, his hand instinctively risen halfway to a
defensive posture. Obi-Wan knelt frozen for a long moment.
"You!" Qui-Gon recovered enough to speak, and his voice
was thick with mingled shock and triumph. "I thought as much,
until today. You --" his tongue flickered out and wet his lips,
the furious torrent of words choking themselves in his throat
as he tried to choose among them.
Obi-Wan took the moment to pull his feet under himself,
straightening his legs smoothly, fist closed on the leather
strap of the leash.
"I'm afraid you've made a grave error, my Lion." His own voice
sounded strange to him; too rich, too coldly matter-of-fact,
the soft lilt of his accent alien on the affectionate title
that was now a chill warning.
Qui-Gon blinked at him in disbelief, and Obi-Wan snatched the
leash furiously taut and lunged back a step, yanking his
disobedient submissive to his knees with the sheer brute force
of his strength.
He understood instinctively that their only hope was to play
this out, to follow the rules, to finish this scene as it had
been intended when it was begun, and to come together in the
morning with it behind them, cleansed and purged. If Obi-Wan
let Qui-Gon defeat him now ... his Master might never respect
him again. And he might never again respect his Master.
He stepped over Qui-Gon's body, catching the leash closer,
holding up the heavy head as he bent forward, whispering
coldly. "If you want me to forgive you, want me to continue on
with you, want me to have you ... you will placate me, please
me, beg my favor. You will do all that is in your power to make
me forget what you've done here, to forget the rules you've
shattered and the trust you've betrayed tonight." Abruptly he
released the leash, and Qui-Gon teetered for a moment, falling
back to the carpet heavily. "I can't say it will be enough. I
can't say anything will be enough. But you may try." Obi-Wan
turned away and strode to the couch, flopping down, not looking
at Qui-Gon.
Agonizing moments of silence, and then the sounds came to him.
Qui-Gon struggling to work his bound arms from behind his body,
bringing them under his ankles and legs with painful, laborious
slowness. Qui-Gon's knees on carpet, his hands on wood. His
trailing feet. He was creeping toward him slowly, arrogance
crumbled, head bowed, long fall of tousled hair trailing on the
polished wooden floor, slithering over the soft nap of the
carpet. Obi-Wan gazed, heart wrenched to his throat, as his
Master's hands slowly reached to caress his boot, and his lips
followed them.
He wanted to lift Qui-Gon into his lap, into his arms, wanted
to gather that big hard body next to him and croon love and
forgiveness into the ears that lay beneath the tangled mane; he
wanted to sit Qui-Gon on his lap and press up into him and feel
the older man ride his stiffened shaft eagerly, but he
couldn't. He was paralyzed, frozen, his voice an aching lump in
his throat and chest, and all he could do was watch those lips
move upward, listen to the broken voice murmuring against the
smooth polished leather.
"Forgive me. Please." A touch of the thick blunt fingers,
impossibly delicate on the inside of his thigh, followed by a
humble, hopeful kiss. "I should not have. I will not disobey
again. I only wanted ..." the voice hitched, a kiss pressed
softly, desperately against his inner thigh. "... only wanted
it to be you. Not Varil. Not Rikk. Not any of them. You. To be
the one Padawan who could master me." Qui-Gon's voice was
filled with hurt and more than a touch of anger as the names
left his lips, but it softened as his thoughts turned to
Obi-Wan, softened to match the delicate, pleading touches of
hands and lips.
Obi-Wan uttered a low, choked moan, reaching to cover those
lips with his fingers, feeling them continue to move against
him.
"When I saw your bed was not empty this morning, I ..." Qui-Gon
kissed softly at Obi-Wan's fingers, scraping his beard gently
on the extended palm. "... I could not bear what had happened.
Could not bear that some stranger had taken so much from me, so
much that I had thought I was giving to you ...."
He'd known all along. Known, and wanted Obi-Wan. Known, and
been distraught when he thought himself mistaken. Obi-Wan could
not stir, feeling the soft, whispering kiss of sweet words
against his fingertips, against his palm, trailing down his
wrist to the tender flesh inside his elbow. Qui-Gon was sliding
between his thighs, the warm narrow waist fitting against him
gently, perfectly, and he could not bear it any more, could not
bear to be harsh and unforgiving, could not bear the man's
anguish.
"Stop." His voice quavered, very low. "Don't talk any more.
Just kiss me."
Qui-Gon slid into his lap, a heavy, welcome weight, and twined
his arms around Obi-Wan's neck, lifting his mouth, and Obi-Wan
drew him in and kissed him, sliding back until they lay
entwined on the couch. Gently, he reached out and freed
Qui-Gon's wrists from the restraints.
"Undress me. Touch me," Obi-Wan murmured into Qui-Gon's mouth,
following his own command, and soon their naked forms were
pressed sweetly together, and they kissed for a long while,
hands sliding slowly over one another, caressing warm velvety
skin, discovering and adoring. Obi-Wan smiled against Qui-Gon's
mouth, sliding his hands over the smooth roundness of his hips,
gently spreading his legs, sliding his fingertips down the
cleft, stroking the opening.
Oh, yes. He'd waited far too long to be sheathed in this
man, and been a fool about it besides. They both had been.
Obi-Wan gently turned them, pressing Qui-Gon to his stomach.
"Knees and elbows," he murmured, and was obeyed beautifully,
with distinct anticipation. He reached to lift and slide the
long silky hair over the wide shoulders, letting it trail down
one side of Qui-Gon's neck, his mind lifting the lid of the
chest, summoning a vial of massage oil to a hand that opened
and caught it without looking.
After the long, slow caresses he was trembling with readiness,
and so was Qui-Gon; oil spilled on the rich brocade fabric as
he slicked himself, but he was beyond caring, gathering the
older man against him, thrusting his hips forward, finding the
proper angle, and beginning the long slow glide in. Qui-Gon
growled softly, pushing back against him.
"Yes, oh yes, my Lion!" Obi-Wan laughed suddenly, ecstatic.
"That's it precisely. Most pleasing." He dropped a kiss on
Qui-Gon's shoulder, then brought his hand around, clasping the
waiting erection there, hearing the blissful hiss of breath.
They'd waited far too long for this, too, and he withdrew his
hips and slid his palm upward simultaneously, settling quickly
into a building rhythm, knowing Qui-Gon liked it fast and hard.
Well, that was fine; at the moment that was how he wanted it,
too. Fast and hard, and savoring the tight hot sweetness around
him, the satiny hardness in his palm and his Qui-Gon's sweating
skin under his chest.
Qui-Gon gasped, tensing and arching, and Obi-Wan stroked him
faster, shoving deep, till he felt the wild clench of muscles
and the throbbing spasm of orgasm around him and inside his
fist. He surrendered to it, falling forward, hips jerking
without control, pulsing his release into the older man,
moaning.
When he could think coherently again he rose and gathered his
clothing quietly. Qui-Gon lay face-down on the couch,
trembling, his back rising and falling quickly with the wild
suspiration of exhaustion.
Obi-Wan slid his pants over his hips, hesitating, then tucked
his thin cotton shirt into the waistband and stepped into his
boots.
Still no motion from the couch, no word.
Obi-Wan left slowly, closing the door behind him.
Endavi blinked with concern and started to rise as Obi-Wan
passed him, maskless. Obi-Wan cut him off with a shake of his
head, moving for the exit, collecting his cloak.
He stepped out into the blessed cool of the night air, eyes
instinctively seeking the diamond dazzle of thousands of
windows. A shuttle stopped, loud with revelry and merriment,
and he stepped back, letting it glide away.
The door behind him keyed, and he didn't need to glance back to
know who was approaching him. He drew into himself a little,
suddenly feeling the chill of the night, the chill of nameless
dread and fear that what had happened was too much, that they
could not recover.
Gentle hands fell on his shoulders.
"Obi-Wan?"
He turned, turned and met his Master's eyes, his Master's slow,
wry smile, and his heart surged in him with hope.
"Master," he whispered, and felt himself seized, crushed to the
broad chest, his head bent back, his mouth devoured. A wall
cool against his shoulders and hips, the crush of weight
against his chest, huge hands cradling his skull and dragging
his hips close. He went limp in the strong arms, opening
himself, giving all that he had in ecstasy and relief.
At last Qui-Gon drew back, tracing his lips with a gentle
finger. "Yes." The rich voice smiled. "And don't think I'll let
you forget it."
Obi-Wan laughed softly, breathlessly. "No, my Master," he
murmured, and let himself be hugged close. "Never."
Epilogue
Obi-Wan waited patiently for Endavi to show up in the dining
hall. While he waited, he dazedly relived key moments from the
last forty-eight hours or so, since he and Qui-Gon had left the
club and returned to their quarters to discuss the recent upset
in their relationship. The discussions, while not completely
peaceful, had definitely been worth the outcome, and some of
the negotiations had been downright ecstatic.
And he had Endavi to thank for it all. If thanks was the word
that could be used in this case. Obi-Wan had made a promise to
Endavi, and he planned to keep it as best he could.
"Hey, you guys finally decided to come up for air, eh?" Obi-Wan
was startled out of his reverie by his friend taking the seat
next to him. "Glad to see it all worked out for the both of
you. At least I think it all worked out -- didn't it?" The
older Padawan looked over at Obi-Wan inquiringly, one eyebrow
raised in question.
"Huh? Oh, yes, well ..." Obi-Wan smiled dreamily at his
now-former lover. "I think you could safely say that everything
is just fine. But I do have one small problem I have to solve."
"Oh, what's that?"
"I made a promise to you -- something about the 'night of your
life'? 'Six months of sex?'"
"Oh! Yeah! Hey, are you sure that's OK? I mean, won't your
Master ...."
"Well, that's the problem, Endavi. We've decided that in order
to find out exactly what's happening between us, we need to
keep things exclusive for a while ...." Quite possibly forever,
Obi-Wan added silently. "So, in order to keep my promise to
you, I've asked for a little help."
"Help? What kind of help?" Endavi looked at his friend and
playmate suspiciously.
"Well, see in the corner of the dining room, over there?"
Obi-Wan discreetly pointed over his shoulder, and Endavi
focused behind him. There at a table for two sat Master Qui-Gon
Jinn and Councillor Adi Gallia, having what for all the world
looked like a quiet breakfast chat.
"As a submissive, Master Qui-Gon has, shall we say, a unique
perspective of what might be to your liking, wouldn't you
agree?" Obi-Wan laughed silently and patted Endavi on the hand.
"He has volunteered to find you a new Dom, my delightful
Endavi."
"What?!" Endavi looked panicked as he glanced back at Obi-Wan.
"Hey, I don't need any help in that department! I found you,
didn't I? I can ...." His voice trailed off, then resumed
weakly. "Councillor Gallia?"
"Well, I'm not sure about that -- he does plan on speaking to
several people. He did say he would be talking to his first
choice this morning, though ...."
Endavi looked back over Obi-Wan's shoulder at the pair in the
corner, and was embarrassed to find that he was being surveyed
by the dark-skinned, violet-eyed Council member. He felt his
face heat up, and he quickly looked down and addressed himself
to his breakfast. "She's staring at me!" he hissed at Obi-Wan.
"I wouldn't worry about it too much, Endavi. After all, what's
done at the club is never remembered here at the Temple,
right?" Obi-Wan hurriedly stuffed the last few bites of his
breakfast into his mouth. "I gotta go -- got a mock-Senate
debate exercise this morning -- going to present the 'pro' side
of the Malastairean economic rescue package. Don't worry,
Endavi -- it will all work out. You'll see."
Jedi Council Member Adi Gallia went serenely down the hallway
to Suite 19, key in hand, a slight smile on her face. She had a
new sub to break in tonight, a process that was almost always
enjoyable, especially with an experienced player. And according
to Qui-Gon Jinn, the boy was quite exquisite, though he did
have a tendency to be a bit pushy. This did not disturb her --
she rather enjoyed being challenged by subs who tried to test
her limits. She had left instructions for her new toy, and if
he had not managed to summon the gymnastic flexibility and
dramatic talent to obey those instructions, well, then the
breaking-in process could start just that much sooner.
Unlocking the door and entering, she found her new playmate in
full costume, and arrayed just as she had instructed. Adi
smiled and contemplated the young Padawan. As she descended the
steps into the room, she reminded herself to send a thank-you
note to Qui-Gon for the suggestion. Such an imaginative man
....
--End-
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