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I'm just borrowing them and i'm not making any money.
Feedback: yes please This is my first fan fic, so please be
gentel.
For so many years I have believed myself a failure. A failure
to Anikin, to the Jedi, to the Light. But most of all to my
master, my lover, my soul mate. I could not fulfil his last
wish and in doing so doomed the people he had spent his life
protecting, those he called friend, to a life of darkness.
I hid myself away, not wanting to see the knowing looks of all
those who had survived. I was ready to give up. I was lost.
Until Yoda found me.
We talked about the old days but there was no blame. We spoke
of the Jedi being hunted, but there was no bitterness. We
discussed the empires iron grip and its darkness that had
spread from one side of the galaxy to the other but there was
only understanding. It was then, when I had relaxed, that he
told me something that made my world spin.
"Qui-Gon was not always right, in fact his last mistake has
coursed you a lifetime of pain. This grief you carry with you
must be let go Obi-Wan."
"But how can I when I..." even now, in front of him I couldn't
speak of it.
"You never failed him, or us. You were fulfilling you destiny
just as you are now. Qui-Gon Jinn was wrong, Anikin Skywalker
was not the chosen one. He did not bring balance to the force.
But you will...you are the chosen one."
"But how can that be?"
"You have brought forth the enemy, bringing power to the
Darkside, but a time will come when you shall bring to us the
light that will out shine the dark. You will bring balance to
the force by guiding, teaching two, one has turned as he was
supposed to but the next will not."
And the truth shall set you free
Free of guilt
Free of pain
Free of failure
Yoda left me but I was no longer alone.
I opened myself to the force as I had not done for years. I
felt all the past Jedi around me, but the strongest presents
was of that someone I knew well. I have missed you my Qui-Gon
I once was afraid of death, to once again be faced with all
those I thought I had failed but now I find myself waiting for
the light, waiting for my destiny, waiting because once it is
done I will once again be with the other half of my soul. We
have been apart to long but the end of the wait is coming
nearer. I will be with him once more and this time it will be
for eternity.
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